The music made Pai smile. He had heard the sweet song of Wangtao, the handsome stranger from Danyang his father had met at the Dan River ferry stand, many times before in the brief time Wangtao had been in the village, but now it was bringing tears to his eyes. He could not be sure why, but he was trembling, knowing that something momentous was happening. Or perhaps it was the drink. He hadn't had so much wine in all of his years. The rice wine, the
chiu
, was bitter at first, but the more he drank, the smoother tasting it becameâand the more it relieved him of his trembling and the more it heated his body. The meltingly attractive Wangtaoâmany years older than he was and hardened from plying a pleasure boat on Tai Hu Lake near Danyang was handsome and strong-bodiedâand, to Pai's village sensibilities, urbane. And, indeed, Wantao was not from the hard-scratch Dan River valley, beaten down alternately by flood and drought. He was here because some of the most handsome men of the kingdom came from this region.
It was hot in the room cut out of the cave high above the trickle of the Dan, in drought these past four years. The air was not moving, and the chiu was heating Pai's body. He loosened the sash of his cotton long coat, his
ta ao
, the most formal and dear clothing that his teary-eyed
mu chin
and
fu chin
had insisted he take away from his home with him on this momentous day, and pulled the edges of the crinkly material from his chest.
Wangtao leaned into him and pulled the garment completely off his shoulders. It fell around Pai's waist where he knelt before the low table just inside the shadows of the cave room entrance. Incense was burning on the table, sending wafts of smoke spiraling up the uneven rock ceiling, blackened by centuries of cooking fires.
Pai began to shake and wrapped his arms around his chest, but Wangtao smiled at him and, in a tender gesture, reached over and placed the palm of his hand on Pai's sternum and ran it up between Pai's trembling chest and his forearms. Pai dropped his arms and Wangtao gently ran long, strong, callused fingers across Pai's chest, following the well-muscled folds and circling the young man's nipples, which went erect as a chill ran down Pai's spine. Wangtao had told him he had a beautiful body. The girls of Zigui had always told him this as well. But this was the first time an important visitor from a sophisticated city had said this to himâalmost as if he was worth more than a life in Zigui.
As if to convey that everything was all right, Wangtao smiled at Pai again and pulled the sash on his own robe and shrugged it off his shoulders so that the folds descended on and mingled with the coarse cotton of Pai's ta ao. Wangtao's robe was of much finer material than Pai's was, as was in keeping with Wangtao's greater sophistication and position in the world. He was from Danyang. A pleasure barge master of the Danyang Floating World. Giving Pai a small, playful smile, Wangtao took up a handful of material of both robes and worked them together. The image was not lost on Pai, who emitted a low moan.
Pai knew the meaning of this. Wangtao's seduction was one of several weeks, but Pai had not been misled. Pai's mu chin and fu chin had not been misled. Some things were inevitable. The pitiful trickle of water in the Dan determined many things that just were to be.
Wangtao sang softly to Pai. His voice was rich and haunting. It served him well down in Danyang, where he sang when poling his pleasure barge on the lakes in the Floating World district while his clients were being entertained by one of Wangtao's young men on the silken pillows in the barge's belly.
Pai was so warm that he moved to rise and stand for a few moments in the twilight at the entrance of the cave room to take in the evening breeze, but the chiu was making him clumsy, and he slipped and would have fallen back off the matting onto the rock floor if Wangtao hadn't quickly leaned over and encircled the youth's shoulders in his strong arms.
He was looking down into Pai's face with that handsome, searching, reassuring smile of his. He was humming the melody of his signature pleasure barge poleman song to the one he had chosen to return to Danyang with himâto be prepared to serve in a
nanleshijia
, a men's pleasure house. Wangtao had already spoken to Pai of this, painting the Floating World of Danyang as a paradise, and Pai had believed it was a paradise compared to the life he lived here in his village. Wangtao had told him that out of a bit of pain there arose a world of pleasure. And Pai, already in love with Wangtao, believed and trusted the older man.
Wangtao spoke to Pai of young men such as Pai being peaches and of what biting into the peach meant and could lead to for the young man and for support of his family in the village. Pai was afraid but resolute. He wanted a better life for his family and for himself.
Pai lay, shoulders arched back, in Wangtao's arms. Knowing what came next, even though he had never done this before. Both welcoming and fearing it. He knew it led to Danyang, away from this impoverished village, made too small for all of the generations here by the fickleness of the river that had always been the center of his life, the Dan. By the river's failure to support the necessary harvests. And the greatest fearâthat to follow the drought would be a flood, scouring away the very life of the village, its soil.
The young man shivered as Wangtao's fingers slowly glided down from his chest, across his belly, and unknotted his
tuan ku
. The ends of the loin cloth fell away, and Pai gave a little lurch as Wangtao's fingers encircled his virgin staff.
The peach was about to be bitten. Both men were aware of this accepted it.
Wangtao's lips came down on Pai's, and the youth opened to him and sighed and moaned and moved from fear and trepidation to greater heat and exhilaration, as Wangtao began to slowly pump his fist on Pai's yang chuâhis member. Pai initially was restless and instinctively struggled against his heavenly tormentor. But he had known this was coming; he had wanted this. Wangtao was strong and handsome and urbane. And Wangtao had told him of all of the glories of Danyangâin terms that made it very clear to Pai where his opportunity lay in becoming a part of Danyang. And Pai desperately wanted to be in Danyangâand to be away from the shriveling Zigui.
And, Aeiiii, Pai had had no idea that it could be like this. He had, of course, pleasured himself in the darkness of his own family's cave room corners. But now he had no control. He could not rest. He could not pace himself; this was being done by another, entirely in the control of another. The rubbing and rhythmic stroking of his yang chu was relentless. Pai groaned and tried to beg for mercy, for a slower progression, through the possessive kiss of Wangtao, whose tongue had fully invaded Pai's mouth and was swabbing his inner cheeks and reaching along the roof of his mouth to the back of his throat. Darting and rubbing. Pulling Pai's own tongue into his mouth and sucking it.
And Wangtao's big, strong, callused hand pulling on Pai's yang chu. His thumb playing in the precum-slathered slit in the yang chu's bulging head.
Pai began to move his hips, to the extent that Wangtao's firm grip allowed. Rising and falling. Wangtao loosening his grip on the yang chu, providing a sleeve for Pai to move in, rhythmically, insistently.