XiaodanāLittle Dawnāhad known it was comingāmore or less. Less, as it inevitably turned out. He just didn't fully know what "it" was. His parents, no his whole village, had been honored when, as a particularly small and well-formed and fair-of-face child, he had been taken from his parents at a young age and sent to the renowned
nanleshijia
school for male courtesans in Nantung. From the beginning of his two years there, he had been told he was very special. But still he was surprised when, barely into his training as a jinanāa male courtesanāand two years short of reaching his majority, he was selected to train for the King of Wu's Golden Peach troupe, a very special troupe of actors who only performed for a very select group at the Imperial Court in the kingdom's capital city of Gusu. He was told this was a great honor, and he of course believed the house's caretaker, the
zhaoguzhe
, when he was assured of this.
After being taken from the nanleshijia in a palanquin sent by the court at Gusu, Xiaodan was transported to the capital city and trained for two years more in playing the female parts in the troupe's highly refined and specialized dramas shown only in the Imperial Court and only at the pleasure and invitation of the King of Wu.
He had now learned all there was to know of the dress and of the walk and of the positioning of handsāand of the facial expressions that went with each of the traditional symbols of the time-honored stage scenarios. He learned to smile demurely and look away in embarrassment, he learned to slit his eyes and wet his lips with his tongue, and he learned to open his mouth wide and lift his eyes to the heavenāand even how to swoon in this, the wu, or fifth, movement of the basic play form he was being taught. He practiced the sounds the female characters madeāthe sigh, and the little giggle, and the long moan. And he learned to dress. The special robe of heavy brocade, cinched with the tight, breath-taking sash. The two-sectioned white sock slippers and the wooden platform sandals that gave the Chinese imperial female her peculiar gait. He at first had thought it strange there were no foundation garments, but he was told that the brocade was so heavy that to wear too much during a performance would cause him to sweat and his white pancake makeup to run.
He was taught all of the expressions and movements and sounds he was to make in the female role in Golden Peach productions. But he only learned these in theory and in solitary practice with his tutors. He had never practiced with any of the other actors of the troupeāindeed, he never had met any of them. He himself was not privileged to watch a Golden Peach performance. They were so special that they were meant for the eyes of only a few.
He had begged Hsiang, the troupe master, to declare him ready to performāhe had perfected everything.
"And have you perfected the knowledge that you represent your parents, your very ancestors, and your village in this role and that how you deport yourself, how well you stay within your role, no matter what, will determine either the reward or punishment of everyone you know down two generations?"
"Yes, yes,
Laoshi
," Xiaodan answered, using the revered words for master teacher for the one man who controlled not only his destiny but that of his entire village and extended family.
"Then I will look for a time when you can perform your first play. You must perform that well, with no deviation from role, and you must fully satisfy your audience, or you will have failed. And you understand what failure means, don't you?"
"Yes, Laoshi." He knew this was a serious point, as Master Hsiang kept returning to it. Of course he would do well; he had trained for this female role in the imperial dramas for two years. "And what play will I be performing, Laoshi? I must practice that one especially hard."
"Always the first Golden Peach troupe play for the female role is 'First Bite.' I presume you know that one well."
"Yes, yes, of course," Xiaodan said. He knew the play, but it was one of the sadder ones. It was a play where two actors are playing opposite the female role on the platform outside a pavilion in the jade garden at night, while the breeze whispers through the maple trees surrounding the koi pond and singsong girls play on the lute and sing sad songs behind the diaphanous curtains of the pavilion. One man tells the female a sad story of a fallen family, shown in the images on a scroll he shows her while weaving his story. She is sitting very close to him and feels overheated by the warm night air and by the sadness of the images depicted as the chronology of the scroll unwinds. She moans her sadness and her faintness from the close air, and the two men console her.