Xiaodan—Little Dawn—had known it was coming—more or less. Less, as it inevitably turned out. He just didn't fully know what "it" was. His parents, no his whole village, had been honored when, as a particularly small and well-formed and fair-of-face child, he had been taken from his parents at a young age and sent to the renowned
nanleshijia
school for male courtesans in Nantung. From the beginning of his two years there, he had been told he was very special. But still he was surprised when, barely into his training as a jinan—a male courtesan—and two years short of reaching his majority, he was selected to train for the King of Wu's Golden Peach troupe, a very special troupe of actors who only performed for a very select group at the Imperial Court in the kingdom's capital city of Gusu. He was told this was a great honor, and he of course believed the house's caretaker, the
zhaoguzhe
, when he was assured of this.
After being taken from the nanleshijia in a palanquin sent by the court at Gusu, Xiaodan was transported to the capital city and trained for two years more in playing the female parts in the troupe's highly refined and specialized dramas shown only in the Imperial Court and only at the pleasure and invitation of the King of Wu.
He had now learned all there was to know of the dress and of the walk and of the positioning of hands—and of the facial expressions that went with each of the traditional symbols of the time-honored stage scenarios. He learned to smile demurely and look away in embarrassment, he learned to slit his eyes and wet his lips with his tongue, and he learned to open his mouth wide and lift his eyes to the heaven—and even how to swoon in this, the wu, or fifth, movement of the basic play form he was being taught. He practiced the sounds the female characters made—the sigh, and the little giggle, and the long moan. And he learned to dress. The special robe of heavy brocade, cinched with the tight, breath-taking sash. The two-sectioned white sock slippers and the wooden platform sandals that gave the Chinese imperial female her peculiar gait. He at first had thought it strange there were no foundation garments, but he was told that the brocade was so heavy that to wear too much during a performance would cause him to sweat and his white pancake makeup to run.
He was taught all of the expressions and movements and sounds he was to make in the female role in Golden Peach productions. But he only learned these in theory and in solitary practice with his tutors. He had never practiced with any of the other actors of the troupe—indeed, he never had met any of them. He himself was not privileged to watch a Golden Peach performance. They were so special that they were meant for the eyes of only a few.
He had begged Hsiang, the troupe master, to declare him ready to perform—he had perfected everything.
"And have you perfected the knowledge that you represent your parents, your very ancestors, and your village in this role and that how you deport yourself, how well you stay within your role, no matter what, will determine either the reward or punishment of everyone you know down two generations?"
"Yes, yes,
Laoshi
," Xiaodan answered, using the revered words for master teacher for the one man who controlled not only his destiny but that of his entire village and extended family.
"Then I will look for a time when you can perform your first play. You must perform that well, with no deviation from role, and you must fully satisfy your audience, or you will have failed. And you understand what failure means, don't you?"
"Yes, Laoshi." He knew this was a serious point, as Master Hsiang kept returning to it. Of course he would do well; he had trained for this female role in the imperial dramas for two years. "And what play will I be performing, Laoshi? I must practice that one especially hard."
"Always the first Golden Peach troupe play for the female role is 'First Bite.' I presume you know that one well."
"Yes, yes, of course," Xiaodan said. He knew the play, but it was one of the sadder ones. It was a play where two actors are playing opposite the female role on the platform outside a pavilion in the jade garden at night, while the breeze whispers through the maple trees surrounding the koi pond and singsong girls play on the lute and sing sad songs behind the diaphanous curtains of the pavilion. One man tells the female a sad story of a fallen family, shown in the images on a scroll he shows her while weaving his story. She is sitting very close to him and feels overheated by the warm night air and by the sadness of the images depicted as the chronology of the scroll unwinds. She moans her sadness and her faintness from the close air, and the two men console her.
It was a mournful tale, and the older, long-past retired female role actor who had taught the role to Xiaodan had told it with emotion and trembling hands.
At last it was the day of the performance. Xiaodan was primped and trimmed throughout the day—bathed thrice in highly scented baths, and all of his bodily hair except that on his head plucked away. He was told that nothing could impede the smooth rustling of the brocade on his body as he went through his highly stylized movements. Two hours before the performance he was given a potion in strong wine. This was to make him slightly faint to aid in the realism of playing out this highly important, crucially significant first performance. This too he had practiced for this play before, so it came as no surprise to him.
When he was bid to flutter out onto the stage and to move toward the two men seated behind a low tea table on large, raised pillows, the setting was just as Xiaodan had imagined it would be—everything was just where it was supposed to be. The table and cushions were set out on a polished-wood platform beside a koi pond and under a full moon. A slight breeze was rustling through the maple trees. Soft light filtered out to encompass the area of the tea table from a curtained pavilion. The front section of the pavilion, toward the stage, was open to the platform. Five men, in magnificent silken
hanfu
—robes—with many different-colored layers of undergarments, were artfully settled on cushions in a ring around the covered pavilion section, all facing the stage area. They each had a low table beside them on which various drinks and delicacies for the palate were positioned, and they had cushions they could lean back on as they watched the play. Kneeling beside each was a young, handsome youth, none much older than Xiaodan, who were dressed only in diaphanous billowy trousers held up with a golden waist chain. Silken panels of cloth, each of a different color, were tucked into the waist chain front and back to clothe their privates.
Somewhere in the curtained-off portion of the pavilion behind where the dignitaries were lounging were the singsong girls, playing their lutes and singing their sad songs in soft, whispery tones.
The two actors Xiaodan minced toward, in studied, slow movements, on his precariously high wooden platform sandals, were quite different from one another. And, to Xiaodan's surprise they did not wear the white pancake makeup that had been carefully applied to his face in the forming of his countenance into the epitome of female beauty before the black stiff-haired wig was set on his head.
The one actor, who was holding the partially unrolled scroll out in front of him was fairly young and was robust looking. He was wearing a shiny black hanfu of trim cut, and his arms were bare, showing heavily muscled biceps and forearms and the intricate lacing of black tattoos in the design of a spider web. He had the face of a seasoned warrior, and Xiaodan would have guessed he was an acrobat and decided to think of him as such.
The other actor was elderly, with stark white hair and a long, wispy beard. He was heavier than the first man, but not exactly fat. But of the two, he was the one who commanded attention. His hanfu was deep purple in color, which identified him to anyone in the land as imperial, not more than two removes from the sitting king. Xiaodan gasped at being in the presence of someone like him. Could it possibly be that a member of the imperial family acted with the Golden Peach troupe? Perhaps that was why Xiaodan had not been told of the other actors, he thought. Was he in the presence of something far greater than he had ever imagined? Even if he had not been wearing purple, Xiaodan would have known this man was the most commanding figure anywhere in the vicinity. He was obviously a warrior of old, proven by a slashed cut on his face that went from ear to chin and that was only partially hidden by the wisps of his white beard. Indeed, Xiaodan got the impression that the imperial elder didn't want the cut to be hidden. The slash had caught the corner of an eye too, and that eye drooped a bit, certainly more than the other one.