"Tell me where we are going, Shun."
The servant, Shun, looked about him to make sure that no one who would report back to the
zhaoguzhe
—the manager—had followed them from the
nanleshijia
—the male pleasure house. They were at the first rest lookout point on Langshan Mountain—Wolf Hill—that rose at the edge of Nantung and was almost encircled by a snake-like bend of the Yangtze, a wide and muddy river at this point. Shun looked out over the picturesque port village of Nantung. The town was built around a series of lakes and was itself almost encircled within a lesser river, the Haohe, that wound around the town in what was called the "Emerald Necklace" and flowed into the Yangtze just below Langshan Mountain. It was raining in a drizzle and Shun could barely make out the village below him in the mist—or the upper reaches of the sacred mountain above him. Through a break in the mist farther down the mountain, through the finger of clouds drifting below where he stood, though, he could see the nanleshijia compound perched on a cliff below them and overlooking the roiling waters of the Yangtze.
"He was sent to the monks of the Dragon Temple at the summit of the mountain, baoan," Shun said. "I overheard the zhaoguzhe say Deming needed to be punished for betraying his training."
"The monks at the Dragon Temple!" Niu exclaimed. "They will ruin him and then take him into the temple as one of them, never to be seen by any of us again. This cannot be."
With that Niu turned toward the stone steps leading up into the mist of the mountain and began to run.
"Careful, baoan," Shun called after him, afraid that the love and want for the muscular protector of the house that had been in his heart for some time would betray him in the tone of his voice. But Niu did not have ears for the lowly nanleshijia school servant.
Nearly as soon as Niu disappeared into the mist, though, Shun heard a pained exclamation and the rustling of the fern fronds that bordered the upward stone pathway.
The strangled voice of the baoan called from out of the cloud. "Heavens be cursed, I . . . have fallen."
Shun, with no regard for his own safety now, ran up the stone steps and helped Niu to rise. It was baoan who was supposed to be the strength of the nanleshijia. That he seemed so helpless reflected to Shun how emotionally charged he was at losing the first taking of Deming that he had cultivated for so long.
"More carefully. We must walk more carefully on the slime-covered wet stones," Shun called into the mists. But Niu was not listening. He set off again, limping a bit this time. Shun reached out for the sleeve of the baoan's scarlet-red silk hanfu, but the protector skittered away from him, farther up the rising stone path, anxious to reach his destination, focused on his own goal.
Mere yards farther up the path, Niu almost slipped and went down on the moist, moss-covered stepping stones again. But the young servant, Shun, was there right behind him, placed a strong hand under the arm of the man he loved above all other men, and gently supported him while Niu, unthinking of his own safety, continued up the steep ascent.
"I have you, baoan," Shun murmured. "I shall not let you fall."
Lost in his burning need, Niu paid Shun no heed.
Of course Shun wouldn't let the baoan fall. That went without saying. In fact, most of what Shun did for Niu went without acknowledgment.
"Where . . . Where are you, Deming?" Niu cried out, looking frantically up the path, wanting to catch at least a last glimpse of the one he loved deeply—but of course wanting so much more. Langshan—Wolf Hill—and the monks of the Dragon Temple would have been snatching Deming from Niu soon enough. Niu could not prevent that. The assignment of Deming could not be altered. But Niu could reach him first and quench this fire in his belly for the flower of Deming before the monks did their worst. Niu had an obsession to be the first with any young man who aroused him. He had been first inside Shun, in Nantung's Nanleshijia school, but that had not registered in Niu's consciousness as it had in Shun's.
Once more, despite his sprained ankle, Niu surged ahead of Shun up the pathway. He was strongly built and powerful. No one in Nantung could match his strength—or his determination to make the summit of the mountain. It was a miracle that Shun was able to support him as he had been called to do more than once on this trek up the mountain—but his devotion had given him superhuman strength as well.
As Niu climbed toward the last resting terrace for the public, called the parting stones, where no one not invited to proceed by the priests of the Dragon Temple was permitted to pass, Shun called out to Niu, who surely must have had to stop before reaching there for a rest. But there was no answer. Niu had already gone ahead.
Shun began to shudder, his whole world coming down around him. He looked up the mountain, trying to pick out the accursed temple, but unable to do so through the tops of the pine trees and the swirling blanket of misty clouds sitting upon the summit of Langshan.
"Let them already have initiated Deming and taken him into the temple," Shun prayed—but silently, of course. It would be a tragedy for him for Niu to hear what was in Shun's heart.
Hearing a grunt of pain above, but near, propelled Shun up the mountain. He found Niu slumped on the stones, rubbing his chin. "Here, lean on me, baoan," the servant Shun whispered to him. "We can move faster if I take your weight upon me."
And without a word, Niu let Shun put a steadying arm under his and, using strength he should not have, lift him and thus move at a quicker and more steady pace up the ever-sharpening angle of ascent.
This was not what he wanted, Shun was agonizing as resolute and steady on the slippery stepping stones, he helped Niu up the stairs. Shun wanted Niu for himself. But the baoan only had eyes for the beautiful students in preparation to be jinan—male prostitutes—in the nanleshijia. Niu cared nothing for the young man with the scalded arm, the less-than-perfect man now that he had bitten his peach, had covered and been inside the school servant back in the nanleshijia school's robe closet. Shun would give his arm entirely if Niu would cast an aroused eye on him. Even though that was not happening, Shun would support Niu in anything he wanted to do.
Niu, supported on the imperfect arm of Shun, reached the last rise of the mountain and stopped at the small stone terrace, the parting stones, which was surrounded by stone benches, bordered by lacy-leafed maple trees sighing in the breeze floating up from the base of the Langshan. A stone path led up farther from here, straight up for a few feet and then taking a sharp turn to the right and disappearing behind closely planted pine trees. The mists of the early morning dipped down at this point to make a low ceiling to the small stone terrace. Beyond this point no one was sanctioned to go who was not initiated in—or about to be initiated into—the Dragon Temple.
Niu sank down on the stone bench. Shun crouched nearby, ready to lend any aid to his master that he was asked to provide. Niu sobbed openly, unashamedly, letting all of his grief pour out of him. He had not been able to reach Deming before he was taken up to the summit. It would be a miracle if Deming was still a pure peach.
As Niu grew silent, his desperation wrung out of him, he heard it. The sound of lilting music, not just the breeze playing through the leaves of the pines and the lacey-leafed maples, but a haunting tune on some sort of flute. It was coming from farther up the mountainside, beyond the upper, forbidden stone terrace.
Niu struggled to his feet and limped toward the pathway leading up from the stone terrace.
"What is it, baoan?" Shun asked in a low, throaty voice. "I hear music. Is that what you hear? Do you intend to mount the Langshan farther? We are not permitted . . . oh, here, give me your arm. If you wish to climb farther, I will support you. I'll help you wherever you want to go."