Young South Texas gay finds his way to a Houston club
This is an original, fictional story. None of the persons or places is realâeven if their names seem familiar. Everyone engaged in sexual activity is over 18. Š 2024. Brunosden All rights reserved.
[This is a multi-chapter series. I'm not sure how long at this point (six are written, but I haven't finished). The first chapters deal with self-discovery of the young principal character. There is some sex, but not romantic in nature. I've tried to capture the casual attitudes of the young, then the cynical, jaded attitudes of many professional sex workersâeven the youngest recruits. If you're looking for a short stroke piece or romance, it would be best if you looked elsewhereâconsider tuning in to the later chapters. BD]
The story is in the first person.
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"That's it. I'm outta here. I've had fuckin' enough of your shit."
With those words, I threw my fork in the plate with what was left of the scrambled eggs that I had made. I stood quickly and my chair fell over. But out of habit, I took he plate to the sink, rinsed it and put in in the DW. Old habits die really slowly.
I took the stairs two at a time, entered the room I shared with a younger brother, and began throwing my few clothes into my ancient camp duffel bag, the only luggage I owned. I looked around, grabbed my wallet, cell and laptop, slipped into my boots and headed out. Fortunately the ancient Ford 150 was mineâand in my name. That and my cell were my top possessionsâalthough I guessed that I'd have to find another way to pay for the cell service if I was no longer part of Pop's family plan. I flew back down the stairs, headed through the door, pitched the bag in the front seat and drove off, not really knowing where I was going. Pop had not spoken a word after his every day sermon on my life and his expectations for me.
I had graduated a month and a half ago from Hanover VoTech (the tech side of a regional high school) and last night had celebrated my 19
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birthday with three friends. It was also an early going away party for two of them. I had been reasonably popular in school, active in some student activities, a star forward on the small school basketball team and had a small circle of good friends. Mom had disappeared from our lives years ago. I had two older sisters, neither married, living together in Houston where they worked as secretaries. All I knew was that Houston was a big city, probably the most liberal in Texas, with a large gay population. It had never occurred to me that the Emerald City moniker might have something to do with its willingness to welcome and tolerate most folks. It beaconed like Oz to me.
Since graduation, it had been a difficult six weeks. There was really no future for me in Hanover. I hadn't found I job that I wanted, or that wanted me. I hadn't applied to go away to school. Half of my little gang was leaving, and the one guy who was staying was likely to end up stuck here in a low paying jobâwith a wife and a brood of kids. In just a few days I had gone from being a popular star in my class to a poor nobody in Nothingville.
One younger brother, 17, was still at home. But Pop seemed to have given up on me and had been riding me unmercifully for months. My hair was too long. I spent too much damn time at the gym. Why hadn't I applied for a job where he worked? Why hadn't I completed my chores? And why did I continue to hang out with "those degenerate fags" that I called friends, despite his prohibitions. He knew (or at least strongly suspected) that I was gayâa word he refused to use. I guess he wasn't very different from the other parents in our little corner of evangelical Texas. No tolerance for alternative lifestyles. They didn't even know the word. My friends and I, on the other hand, were only a little beyond the initial discovery of gay sex.
Last night was apparently the last straw. I had invited the guys (all "faggot ne'er do wells," according to Pop) to celebrate our recent graduation and the departure in a few weeks of two of them. We had used the barn, which was quite a ways from the newer house on the ranch where we lived, but nearer to the abandoned trailer which the previous owner's "hands" had used. We weren't a working ranch anymore so the barn was empty most of the time. I had bought the beer. We had been drinking, smoking some weed that Pete had found and playing a bit of poker, mostly an excuse to lose clothes, with the inevitable consequence of that. We had finished the first game of strip poker, and I had lost. I was naked and bent over a hay bale, my gym-built bubble butt open for business.
Marco, my handsome Latino buddy, had just finished fucking me with his dark fat dick. It wasn't the first time. At first, we had thought maybe we might find happiness with each other. We had fucked like rabbits, Marco usually on top. He had a nice uncut tool which knew how to rev my motor. On the second date, he had found my prostate and stroked it with his shaft, and I thought I was in love. But, it was just puppy lust (dick-traction) and really hadn't clicked. He had gone in bare with minimal lube on previous times we were together, and I had usually cum. He had gotten off that night, but I was still hot. He actually was mostly about himself, I discovered. Maybe not so different from most teen boys. So, I was open and dripping with his cum. And the musk was heavy in the dusty barn air.
Pete was getting ready to take sloppy seconds. He was stroking his fat little shaft to hardness (we always kidded him that he would soon need to grow a man's dick), getting ready to enter. And Mac had begun feeding his long thin cut cock into my mouth. Neither Pete nor Mac were regular fuck or blow buddies, but they had nice bodies and as they say, any dick in a desert. Everyone was rock hard, high on the weed and beer and paying no attention to the rest of the world. No real feelings were involved; this was strictly recreational sex, one step above a hand or blow jobâyoung guys experimenting with the sexual possibilities of their eager, hormone-driven bodies. Probably a half hour later, after another game, we would repeat the process with another of us as a ready and willing bottom. In fact, at that point, we didn't really distinguish between top and bottom. Both were sex. And both felt really good.