First Timer On Grindr Cornered

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DISCLAIMER DISCLAIMER DISCLAIMER! PLEASE READ FIRST!

I would typically put a story like this in noncon. However for some reason I feel like this belongs more in Gay Male. If people believe, despite this warning, that I should try and get it moved after it's published, I will do so without hesitation.

That being said, as you can tell, THEMES OF NONCON, RELUCTANCE, AND VERY OUTLANDISH SMUTTY DEGREDATION AHEAD! DO NOT ACT THIS WAY IN REAL LIFE, I DO NOT CONDONE IT, NOR AM I PROFITING OFF OF THIS STORY IN ANY WAY! THIS IS A SEX FANTASY! THAT IS ALL!

Please enjoy the story, and please only provide feedback that is constructive if you feel the need to comment any.

Again this is very unrealistic smut, slightly based off of real experiences I've had on Grindr. So you guys get a 'based on a true story' story lol.

Hope you enjoy!

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It was the fall of my sophomore year at college in SDSU when I had my first experience with a man. Drunk at a party, myself and a cute guy began making out. It was a new experience for me entirely as being any kind of gay never took stage in my life. After I kissed him though, something awoke inside of me. I was straight, I was definitely attracted to women, and I kissed him more out of experimentalism than anything. However, that rearranged some part of me. I looked back at my whole life that day and realized that I may have been bisexual.

There were odd occasions where I found myself attracted to certain men, even masturbating to gay porn every now and then when I found myself in a pit of horniness. I wrote it off as nothing more than curiosity though...

My parents were always supportive of me, very liberal, very atheist, and never would they come down on their son's identity or sexuality. When I did come out to them, they simply hugged me, said they loved me, and told me to be careful and practice safe sex.

Suddenly I was bisexual, it didn't really feel anything special, but it was definitely freeing. No longer was I constrained by shooing away gay thoughts that I assumed were intrusive. Instead any attractions I had were natural, any odd feelings towards other men became normal for me.

I wasn't really a part of the LGBT culture however, I never really went to Pride, I didn't have a lot of friends who were queer, minus a few bi women in my circle. It wasn't a very large part of my identity. In fact, the more I thought about it, the more I was particular about dating women rather than men. I liked the idea of hooking up with guys, but never really going further than that.

So it was at the start of my junior year that I downloaded Grindr. I was nervous to say the least. I had heard stories about how aggressive it was but I never really believed it until I set up my profile.

My picture was a good candid shot of myself. I was skinny, a little toned from my track days, and had a cute length of dirty blonde hair, wavy and going down to the middle of my neck. My youthful face was broadcasted for the entire gay community within 10 miles of me to see.

My profile name was my name (Connor) and my age (20).

My bio: "Hi! Very new to this and not entirely sure what I'm doing lol! Recently uncloseted bi, and looking for some fun in the area."

Within mere minutes of my profile being approved I got swathes of messages from the most aggressively horny men I'd ever laid eyes on.

The first message from a profile of a hirsute hairy chubby body with no face, DaddyCoach: "Hey boy. Looking 4 Fun?"

"Uh maybe lol" I responded

Immediately a pick of his throbbing hairy cock came on screen, his hand grabbing the base, showing its full length.

"You want this Daddy cock boy? Come over rn, I'm so horny, I need a hot boy like you to come take this."

Woah...

The words definitely did something to me. I was not attracted to this man, I didn't know what his face even looked like.

"Could I get a face pic first lol?"

"No faces til you're over at my place. You're gonna work this cock and you're gonna like it."

Blocked.

I wasn't going to lose my anal virginity to some gross old man nearby. I wanted it to be the right guy. Someone I was actually attracted to, someone nice, patient, and mentoring. I also didn't want strings attached though...

However, I did look down to see that I was throbbing and painfully erect. The images of me on my knees servicing that man's cock, being fucked ruthlessly by him... no cut it out... take it easy, jesus christ.

After that experience, I realized that the attention I was getting from these male suitors lining up in my messages was bringing me a profound sense of ego and validation. The more disgusting the first message, the more turned on I got. I found myself disinterested with the nicer men who were clearly just being cordial and sweet. If the message wasn't opening with a cock pic or some aggressive statement about what they wanted from me, I wasn't interested.

I was the worst kind of person on Grindr. I was a flake. I loved hearing these fantasies about what they would do to me, but I could never go through with it. It made me so horny though. The idea of these men performing vile sexual acts on my body, powerless, under their control, after a lifetime of having to play that role with women in my life. I realized deep down I wanted to be the woman for once.

I wouldn't talk about my sexual kinks or anything, merely coax these men into dirty talking for me, but strictly keeping it at that.

From BWC Otter, 45:

"I want you to come over to my place now and suck my cock until I shoot my load in your hot little mouth."

"Oh lol, that's pretty hot haha, anything else lol?"

"After that I'm going to take you to my bed and fuck u how u want it. I'll be slow and passionate at first, then I'm gonna fuck u like the slut u r."

"Yeah lol, I'm into that I think."

"Gonna be a good boy 4 daddy?"

"Yeah haha."

"Say it. Call me Daddy."

"Yes Daddy lol. Can I see your dick?"

He sent a little above average hairy old cock. Same pose as always, erect, hand at the base, standing up so you can see the tip of his hairy belly and his feet in the carpet.

"Nice cock. I'd love to do stuff with it."

"U?"

I sent back the library of photos saved of me in various poses, making my ass look a little bigger, showing my lithe body, showing my cock, nothing crazy though I didn't want to do a photo op for this.

"So fucking hot. I can't wait to cover that hot body in cum."

"Yeah me either haha..."

"Come ovr rn. I'm horny. Come show Daddy what you like."

Blocked.

As soon as it got to that level I would end it there, knowing I'd have to think of copious excuses as to why I'm not able to come over. My greatest fear being one of these men takes it too far and tries tracking me down to hurt me or do worse. There was a lot of anxiety around it, but I kept getting pulled back whenever I was bored or horny. It was better than porn, the way some of these men talked to me.

Every day my inbox was full of:

"Hot."

"I'll show you how to take dick."

"Com ovr and lick my cock."

"I want you to fuck me."

"So sexyyyyy"

"You like daddies son?"

"Fucking so hot"

Copious dick pics, copious ass shots, so much dirty talking, and so little actual meet ups.

Soon enough my position changed from Vers Top to just Vers, I wasn't against the idea of topping if the guy was cute. I figured some day I would have to meet up with one of these guys that I was stringing along, but that would have to be the day that my anxiety around meeting and hooking up with a random stranger would be alleviated.

This went on for about a month until I was on my way to class and got a message from a profile that said Jock4TwinkBtm, 34. It was a faceless shot of a man in a bathroom mirror. His body was wide and ripped, not overly so, he wasn't puffy. He had noticeable muscle though and a full six pack. He was posed awkwardly, both hands on the phone with his arms lifted up so the cellular device was covering his face.

"Hey." The first message said.

"Hey!" I responded back. Typically I wouldn't respond to a message like that but the profile named piqued my interest.

"What does ur bio mean. Recently uncloseted."

"Oh lol, sorry, it means that I recently found out I was bi, and I wanted to get more experience on here."

"That's hot. How did u find out."

"I kissed a guy at a party haha"

"That's sexy. I love kissing. You look really kissable. Did he fuck u?"

"No lol, still a virgin, I got a little scared haha."

"Fuck yeah ur super tight probably. I'll fuck u, k?"

"Oh sure haha, that sounds good."

"Nice. Wyd rn."

"I'm omw to class rn actually so I'm sorry if I don't respond much in a bit."

"That's hot. Ur in college?"

"Yes lol, I'm a junior."

"Nice. I wanted to fuck a college guy for a while."

"I'm happy to help! Lol."

"When r we meeting then."

"When I have the time haha, studying keeps me really busy these days."

"Yeah I bet. U ever been to a bathhouse? Spa?"

"I think I went to a spa once w/ my ex."

"Gay spa?"

"Oh, no... what's that?"

"Gay guys go there to hookup. There's one close to us, we'll go together."

"That sounds cool... what are we gonna do there lol?"

"Itll be hot as fuck. Just us. We'll get a room and go half on it. I'll fuck you rough. Make you scream. Cum inside u after. We'll have some beer, talk, then I'll bend u over for round 2 then fuck u again. K?"

An erection tented my pants, I had to uncomfortably waistband it in the lecture hall.

"That sounds hot haha, anything else?"

"What u like to do."

"I mean I'm new to this so we should probably go slow at first lol, I think foreplay would be good."

"Yeah, hot. I'll kiss u, u can suck my dick, I'll loosen u up first then we'll fuck. I'll go slow first. Then I'll go faster and then youll want more."

"Yeah that works haha. Wyd rn?"

I asked, changing the subject a bit as I started to go red in the face, and I did actually need to pay attention. I kept getting distracted by the Grindr notification though.

"I'm jacking off rn."

"Oh nice haha. Want any help?"

"U coming ovr?"

"Not yet haha I'm in class, but I have pics."

"Send."

I sent my whole library to him.

"Thats fucking so hot. Ur so sexy. Ur ass is hot. I'm gonna fuck u k? Ur gonna cum for me right?"

"Yes totally. Can I see your dick?"

He sent a picture, his cock was really fucking big. Seven inches erect, throbbing, and veiny. A small nest of wiry pubes at the base.

"U like that?"

"Yeah it's really nice, it's big haha, a little scared of it now lol"

"Its ok, we'll go slow k? Then I'll fuck the shit out of u."

"Sounds hot lol."

"I'm close."

I took initiative.

"Just imagine me in the spa w you, I'll suck your cock and then bend over for you and let you fuck me. We'll go ten rounds, I'll keep taking your cock over and over. I can't wait."

"Yeah? Gonna be a good slut 4 me?"

"Yes. I can't wait. i want you to ruin my ass."

"So hot. I'm really verbal too, is that okay?"

"Ofc! I love dirty talk."

"Sexy. We'll get a room together, and I'll teach u how to take dick. I'm gonna fuck u til you cant move."

Good lord. I was gonna feel real bad when I inevitably blocked this guy.

"R u on Prep? I'm gonna fuck u raw"

"No, but I'm clean, I tested last month and haven't fucked since. Maybe I'll end my streak with you lol."

"Fucking sexy. Bring that ass here, fuck me."

"I will. I'll make you cum a lot."

I didn't hear back for a few minutes.

"Sry, just came. Ur so sexy bro. I cant wait to fuck u."

"That's okay, thanks haha. I need to finish class so I talk to you later?"

"Where do u go?"

"Like for school?"

"Yeah. SDSU? Ur close 2 me, leave ur class we'll suck each other off in my car."

"Oh no I can't haha I need to pay attention."

"Take a break. I'm coming over rn."

What?

"Oh I mean you can. I can't leave though. You'll be waiting a while haha."

"How long? I can wait. I'll be horny again when u get out. U come to my car, then we make each other feel good."

"Oh its like a three hour lecture, lets just meet up again some other day."

"No im too horny. I wanna kiss u, u have nice lips. My lips r big youll love kissing me. we'll kiss each other. We wont fuck yet k? Just come 2 my car and we'll have some fun."

Alright might be time to block.

"Baby? Can I call u that? Im in my car rn. Ill be there in three mins."

I began to panic. Did he know where I was?

"No really I can't rn man. I'm gonna be tired after this I'll wanna go home."

"We kiss in ur dorm?"

"No dude. Im not super social after classes."

"Youll love it, were just kissing baby, k? Just kissing I promise k? Well make out in my car."

"I really don't know man."

"Ur not a flake right? Ur so hot man. I really wanna be w u. I hate flakes."

My face red with humiliation now. I really was the worst kind of person on Grindr.

"No I'm sorry, I really just wont be good after class."

"Were just kissing tho? U cant just kiss for a sec? R u in the lecture hall? Ill park close k?"

"Yeah I'm in a lecture though so I really need to stop responding now. We'll hang soon I promise."

"K."

The lecture went by for about 45 minutes before we were released. I had lied my ass off back there.

As I walked out I heard a ping from my phone and saw another Grindr notification, praying it wasn't the same guy. It was.

"I thought u said it was 3 hrs?"

I froze. Could he see me?

"Wym?"

"Thats u walking out right?"

My head spun as I accidentally made direct contact with a lone red sedan that was in the parking lot next to the lecture hall. I didn't see his face, but I saw his hand wave in the dark front window, trying to get my attention.

"Were u trying to flake lol?"

Holy shit... this guy was a fucking stalker. My fears were coming to life.

"Oh no. We got out way earlier than expected lol."

"Nice. Come over rn, Im in the red car."

"Oh I really need to go back to my dorm man, sorry."

"U were trying to flake. Bro come on dont ghost."

I sighed deeply, I could just walk away. Would he follow me though? He already somehow found my lecture hall. It was just a kiss right? Lets get this over with then Ill just block him. Fuck it. Maybe I needed to step out of my comfort zone a bit and... make out with a random stranger in his car... yeah... a great exercise...

"No its fine ill be right over."

"Fuck yes. Red car."

I walked over, my heart racing with fear and anxiety. I prayed to the fucking lord above that I would get out of this safely. That this faceless man actually looked like the most beautiful man in the world. That I would have the balls to get out of the car if this went too far.

My prayers were not answered. As I got close the man stepped out of the car. He was wearing black running shorts and a red tank top to show off his muscles.

He was ugly. God damnit.

His lips were wide and plump, a gross shade of deep red that contrasted with his paler skin, it was unclear what ethnicity he was. His face was too defined and very wide set. He had a buzzcut with some hair grown out a little on the top. He had a gross stubble that was patchy. Sweat lined his body in an oily sheen.

He didn't smile when he saw me. He was equal parts nervous, horny, and excited to see me. I put on the fakest smile I could.

"Hey..." I said meekly.

"Hey. You're Connor right." He said, literally panting between words, like he was in awe of me.

"Y-yeah."

"Nice."

He walked towards me without saying a word. From afar he didn't look that much taller than me, I was 5'9 and he looked to be about 5'11. Which didn't seem to matter until he got close to me.

I thought he was going for an introductory hug, so I hesitantly had my arms out weakly as he closed in, my guard down.

His thick body grabbed me and pushed me right against the front door of his sedan. His fat juicy lips began to devour mine instantly. His giant tongue leading first, punching into my mouth as I let out a muffled gasp in shock.

The first man I kissed was gentle, ethereal in how he moved his lips onto mine, lightly dancing his tongue inside of me, and I in his.

This was not that. Not in the slightest.

Practically mouth-fucking me while he passionately locked his lips with mine. I cringed as his hot breath entered my cavity. He tongued me deep, very deep. Loudly smacking his lips against me. His hands gripped tightly on my arms. My eyes broke open a little bit to see his face latched to mine. Behind him I saw classmates, people I had briefly met and knew witness this ugly jock forcefully kiss me right in the open. I didn't like how I was being manhandled. In fantasy sure, it's hot getting to lose control but the reality is different. I still had masculine energy coursing through me, but I immediately felt it getting sucked out as he held me in place and kissed me, completely under his strength and control. I was being emasculated by this man, and I didn't like this feeling.

"You like that, huh? He grunted, whispering right on top of my wet lips.

I paused as he remained stagnant in front of my face.

"Y-yeah." I croaked out miserably.

"Mm. Yeah." He grunted passionately, then resumed plunging his tongue inside me, tasting me thoroughly.

His tongue could be seen exploring the pockets of my cheeks, pushing the flesh, creating a large bump on the sides of my jaw. Saliva trickling down my chin as practically force-fed his spit to me. His breath wasn't terrific either. I groaned back mostly in disgust, partly in pretend so I could keep up the act like I wasn't horrified right now. Unclear what he would do if I didn't get on his good side or make him believe I was lying to him. Each time he would grunt back into my mouth. He was eagerly exploring my mouth. His lips were firm and juicy, smacking and pushing roughly against my own. Is this how women feel when they talk about a guy that gave them too much tongue?

"I'm a good kisser right?" He groaned cm's away from me.

"Yeah..." I whimpered. No he wasn't.

"Yeah. You're good too. You've got a hot mouth just like I thought."

"Th-thanks..."

"Get in the car." He ordered.

"I really- glmmh" He cut me off with his tongue plugging my mouth again.

He rapidly swirled his muscle inside of me for an uncomfortable few seconds before exiting my mouth with a loud pop as saliva trailed out of me and onto my chin.

He opened the car door and looked at me expectantly. My legs made of jelly, I considered cutting and running, but something moved my body instead of my brain as I made my way over to the passenger seat.

I closed the door in the small dingy car and looked over to see him start the ignition right as I sat down.

"Where are we going?" I said half-panicked.

"Too many people here, getting us somewhere private."

I gulped as he rapidly pulled out of the lot and began to drive off campus. Was I being kidnapped?

"Hey, uh, I don't want to go too far I do need to get home."

"Yeah. Don't worry baby." He said, almost impatiently.

He span a couple of corners, making me grab on to the handle for support, then slammed the breaks in the parking lot of an odd brick building close to a busy street. The lot was largely empty with a couple of vans and some old cars parked.

"Yeah. Now we don't heave jealous sluts looking at us." He let out a small chuckle.

Before I could react, his hand reached behind my head and yanked me onto his mouth once more.

"Mmh." He grunted passionately as he swapped spit with me.

"Yeah. You like that?..." He'd whisper over and over, "...So fucking sexy... hot fucking mouth..."

My arms were limp at my sides as he was pulling me around like a doll. Forced to choke on his thick slimy tongue, powerless to stop him. In that moment as well a terrifying thought came to my mind. He could do literally anything he wanted to me right now. I literally couldn't stop him.