Two friends and I decided to take off for the beach one cool Fall weekend. At the time I was 19 so this was many years ago. We got there on a Friday night and had been drinking all the way on the two hour trip. We were staying in one of my friends parents vacation house. Once we got to the house we went to a club that was within walking distance. It was not much going on there but even so each of my friends had met a girl and it was possible that may take them home.
Seeing what may happen I was feeling a little depressed. Both of my friends had outgoing personalities and seemed to always be able to talk to women where on the other hand I was shy and always had a difficult time in these situations So I decided to leave the bar and walk to the hotel bar that was just down the road. The bar was nearly full but most were older people so I kind of felt out of place but I decided to order a beer and just sit there a few minutes. Everyone there was into a college football game that was on the tv.
An older gentleman came and sat down beside me. He started talking to me about the game and then told me about how he had played football in college. I didn't really reply back to him I just looked at him and smiled. He continued to talk to me and he also bought me a beer It took me a few minutes being so naive but then I thought this guy is trying to pick me up. Then all kind of thoughts begin to run through my mind. My first thought was this guy wants to have sex with me. That was scary to a 19 year old especially in the late 70s a time when homosexuality was not talked about much. I also thought this guy is my parents age and began to think about them and my friends. What would everyone say if they knew