First Time: My Bi Progression

I had become an avid watcher of gay porn when i was about 55 years old. After watching enough of it I would fantasize about oral sex with a man, both giving and getting. I always loved the porn that would conclude with a great cum in mouth shot. I loved the sexy, messy white goo on lips an tongues.

Of course as a straight married man i was afraid to act on my urges for fear of getting caught. My fantasies continued to build for years as I tried to figure out how I could experience this deep desire in a safe manner. Safe as in not getting caught and safe as in a safe place and person.

I started looking at some hook up web sites just to see what was out there and to test my resolve. It was also a turn-on to imagine actually meeting with one of these men, especially if i was seeing a sexy picture or two. I had my own picture to share if it went that far. I have a good body and the picture also showed my hard cut cock of seven and a half inches. I got so bold as to send a note to a few younger men in their thirties who had posted attractive body shots. After a quite few flirty encounters I got a reply from a guy named Ray. His picture did not show his face but it did show a lean athletic body with smooth lightly tanned skin. One picture showed his nicely muscled back while another showed his smooth chest and very nice pecs and neck area. I imagined kissing and touching his great body and got so hard looking at him.

I texted him a comment on how much I liked his pictures. He replied back "love your pic too Daddy". He got more specific telling me how much he liked my big thick cock.

I was very excited that he liked me and was turned on that he called me Daddy. My hopes were high that a meeting would ensue. As luck would have it my wife was away for most of the day. We determined that he was only staying about a half hour from where i lived and that we could meet around 11 am. My heart was beating fast just by agreeing to meet him. The thought of finally acting on my fantasy was both exciting and scary.

I had a little bit of time to get ready and extra time to change my mind. I fought off the urge to cancel and proceeded down the path. I took a nice hot shower and did some minor man-scaping to look nice and neat. Not as smooth as him but tidy. I have light to medium body hair and keep my cock area groomed nice and short. I wanted my cock to look good for this hot younger man. I checked the time and decided i would head on over to his place. Again my heart was racing as I parked on his street and I texted my arrival. He texted back that I should come to the patio doors. I went there and tapped on the glass. There was no immediate response and I thought maybe I was at the wrong house, maybe he changed his mind, maybe he's not ready and all kinds of things. Before my imagination ran any further the door opened. There stood Ray, shirtless in gym shorts. His body looked great and I was nicely surprised that he was very handsome with short brown hair, dark brown eyes and very nice features. I couldn't wait to touch him.

I told him he was vary handsome and he returned the compliment. He said "I like the way you look too Daddy". With this he led me in the doors and right into his bedroom which was off the patio. I did not know how this was going to start but my anticipation was high. I couldn't wait. As a starting point I faced him and gave him a light hug. Wow, did his body ever feel good with his warm skin radiating through my tee shirt. My hands felt his nicely toned back and the feeling just fueled the bulge in my shorts. I kissed him on the neck which felt nice but he stepped back and said I should sit on the edge of the bed.

As I sat he lifted my tee shirt over my head. His bulging gym shorts where inches from my face. My years of desire to feel another man's cock were building up inside me. I reached out and put my hand on his semi hard cock through his shorts. It was like electricity running through me, the thought of my cock fantasies about to come true. The feel of his semi hard warm shaft in my hand was overwhelming. I couldn't help myself and i pulled down his shorts. His semi hard cut cock was right there for me. I leaned forward and kissed the shaft as all my fantasies flooded my brain. All of a sudden he took a step back "Not yet Daddy," I heard.