My wife went out of town and I was home alone and horny. I started drinking and watching some porn. I was getting bored and decided to try and find some girl online to hook up. After a while if getting frustrated with the sites I decided to just take care of myself. Continuing to surf I clicked on a gay site for shits and giggles. I've watched gay porn before and it did turn me on but I never thought to actually participate in it.
I signed up and started to to like profiles of guys who were online. I started chatting with a few here and there. One guy started a chat with me and I told him my situation. I was drunk and lonely lol. I said I'd never been with a guy. He asked what I was looking for and I replied that I didn't really know.
He suggested I stop over and see what I liked. With the alcohol lowering my inhibitions I figure why not. I finished my drink and headed over.
When I got there he was a good looking guy even if he was a bit older than me. I was extremely nervous. I could feel my heart beating through my chest. After initial pleasantries he offered me a drink. I gladly accepted and drank it down. I didn't know what to do or what I would do. I guess he decided for me as he leaned in and started to kiss me. I knew there was no backing out now and I kissed him back.
He kissed me hard and I just followed along. When his tongue started to explore I did the same our tongues intertwined. I could not belief how nervous and turned on I was all at the same time. I thought I could pass out.