I've recently revisited my love for fellatio and I had so much fun that I wanted to share, and because no one knows about this side of me, I have no one in my life to share it with... So hopefully someone here enjoys.
I've (31M) been going through a very rough year. First I got Covid and had to quarantine alone for nearly two months. Long, I know, but my doctor said that since I had persisting symptoms it was best to stay alone, even without a fever. During this time my wife (30F) decided to leave me. Fortunately we don't have children and she didn't want the house or money... She just wanted to leave and start over. Because of that, it was a fairly clean divorce apart from the emotions involved.
Before I met my wife I had experimented with another man and absolutely loved it. He was older (not grandfather old, but definitely old enough to be my dad). He was patient and willing to let me explore at my own pace, which I appreciated immensely.
At no point in our several-month tryst did he pressure me to do things I wasn't ready for. That patience was comforting, and because of it I did things with him that made me positive I was not 100% straight. I loved it.
Unfortunately, life happened, I had to move back in with my parents for a while and that explorative chapter of my life came to a close.
Then I met my wife and we fell madly in love. I knew early on that she wouldn't be open to allowing me to occasionally be with a man. She had no problems homosexuality or bisexuality. She just didn't want an open relationship.
It quickly became apparent that she would also not be open to things like dildos for me, or something like pegging. We never openly discussed it, but I knew based on things she said about masculinity. She wanted a man, a husband. I never told her about my sexual explorations... Mostly because I was afraid she'd not look at me the same.
So I figured that homoerotic chapter of my life would remain closed for good. My wife was worth it. I adored her, loved everything about her and she made me happier than anyone ever has.
Unfortunately, after nearly a decade of marriage, neither of us tended the fire and for her it just went out. I will spare you the details, but suffice it to say it was just over.
I was crushed for months. Didn't leave the house except to work, slept when I was home and was generally a wreck.
I'm finally picking up the pieces and trying to move on, and one thing I quickly decided I wanted to do was find a cock to suck. At this point it had been over 10 years since I had touched another man and now I had the freedom to do it.
I was in the very, very early stages of planning how I was gonna find someone when I decided to make a trip to an adult bookstore to buy lube and maybe a toy for myself. While I was there I noticed they had an adult arcade in the back.
$5 for an hour. I figured what the hell, I'd never been in one, I'd go check it out. I had an hour to kill before work, and it might be exciting to jerk off in a semi-public place.
The arcade turned out to be two hallways with doors on each side. It was a strange feeling walking in... There were men walking slowly through the halls, some looking at their phones, some casting furtive glances at one another. There was an overwhelming feeling of desperation in that hall.
I didn't understand why until I opened one of the doors and stepped inside. There was a chair bolted to the floor, a screen playing a wide variety of porn and on both walls there was a hole. I immediately knew what they were for. Glory holes. I could feel my pulse quicken at the realization of where I was... What was likely going on in the stalls around me...
A surge of blood flowed into my penis and I could feel it swelling.