For my first time, I wanted a firm fucking, not hugging or kissing or getting to know each other, just sex. It finally happened a couple of weeks ago after I'd just turned 22 . I'd been searching online for ages, but first-timer is usually taken to mean no-show. The only offers I got were for gentle kissing/touching or pretty extreme domination/forcing fantasies. Neither appealed right then, so I lied. I wasn't a virgin, I'd had a couple of fucks (in honesty, I'd sucked one cock in a toilets at university. Having a cock in my mouth was fantastic, but I mustn't have been any good since he quickly wanked himself onto the floor and left. I was disappointed, so I decided to ignore it).
After changing my profile, I started to get more of the interest I was after. I wasn't choosing by their faces or bodies, but by their cocks. I eventually heard from a 45 year old guy with a perfect cock that looked pretty thick and slightly longer than others on the site. We arranged to meet at his place one morning a couple of days later.
The days dragged and that morning I was nervous as hell. My dick tingled and twitched with excitement. Then I realised, this guy was expecting someone who knew what they were doing! He might lunge straight into my ass! I took some lube to the bathroom, put a little on my index finger and rubbed it around my asshole, pressing against the tight little opening. I added some more lube and slowly slid my finger in, rubbing all around as far as I could reach. I knelt down on the cool floor tiles and leaned forwards. I squirted more lube on two fingers and pushed them in, opening the small hole. I slid my fingers in and out, thinking of the fucking I was hungry for. More lube and I had three fingers pumping in and out of my ass. I rested my head on my arm with my ass high in the air, my fingers plunging into my hole, stretching the tight ring wider. I lifted my head and the tip of my hard cock bumped onto the cold tiles, leaving a sticky, shiny mess of precum. My hips jerked backwards in surprise, forcing my fingers in up to the knuckles. I bounced forwards and back, stabbing the cold floor then engulfing my fingers. I stopped as I felt my cum start to rise in my balls and froze 'til I'd calmed down. I couldn't cum now, I needed to be desperately horny or I might chicken out. I cleaned myself up, got dressed and left for the train station.
The train took about half an hour. I was sure everyone could see how nervous I was and the tent that grew in my trousers. When I arrived he was waiting for me by his car. He was about my height, short hair too, but stocky and showed an enormous grin on his shaved face as he looked up and down my slim frame.
"It's not far to mine," he said as we got into his small car. "You look nervous."
"Yeah, not done this many times," I half-lied. On the way, he chatted about his favourite football team, I have no interest in it, but you tend to pick up a few things about it when so many people love it.