It all depends on you in the end. You need to decide if you want to take pride in your submission or do you want to be humiliated by it. Would you like to be treated like a prized possession, to be placed in ways I find pleasing and, in exchange, have all your needs be met at my whims? Or do you want to be treated like a slut, to be taken as many times and by as many as I deem fit, doing as I want to you? Think about all I say tonight, as we will discuss it all tomorrow.
I see surprise in your eyes, even though I told you to look at the hands in your lap. All you have permission to look at is the collar in your rope-tied hand. That's five, I do hope you are keeping count. As I was saying, the conversation we will have tomorrow will decide if we match in our desires. I might not be like other masters you have had in the past, as I find a majority of masters find pleasure in taking away your control, forcing you to submit, making you obedient. That is not how I work. I find it makes it too easy for you to submit if there is no other choice for you. At the discussion I will look you in the eye and you will give yourself to me willingly. Submission is much sweeter when it's given over. It's a state of mind, you see. When you get on your knees for a master that takes your choice away, you do so with no other option in mind. When you get on your knees for me for the first time, you get on your knees because you want and need everything I can offer you. That's when you do as I say, because the choice you made makes disobeying me unthinkable.
After our talk if you decide to give yourself over to me your life is going to change in so many ways. At first little things will happen to you, whenever you leave my presence you will do so in a chastity device. We will go through a variety of devices to find one that suits us best, as this is not something that is for punishment or humiliation, you will wear it because I need to know I can trust you to not leave and ruin all our hard work and in the beginning you will want to cum more than you can comprehend. You are only allowed to cum when I want you to, and it may not happen as often as you'd think you'd like it to, but that will change as you mentally submit to me. You will also ask permission for nearly everything, when to go to the toilet, when you shower, when you eat, and if you leave your house at all. To start with you will be given permission, but know that in time you will be denied as I see fit. But in the start of our arrangement your day-to-day life will have very few actual changes. You'll call every night an hour before you go to bed and I'll tell you what task you'll be performing for me as we talk. I will allow you to keep your job as long as you behave, but soon you will find that my presence is something you will crave far too much to be separated from me without pain.
I do believe I told you to keep the collar in the open palms of your hand, so you get five more for closing your hands. I'm not asking for much, as this is our first session together. All you need to do is what I ask, nothing more nothing less. You need to remember only that you came to me and asked me for this. You asked for me to tie your ankles and your wrists, spread your knees with a bar as you kneel and feel me loom over you. I rewarded you with a pillow to kneel on, just so you could endure your wants for longer. But I think that maybe this has become too mundane for you, your cock is limp and you just seem so tense. If you would lean forward and place your forearms on the floor, I'll see if I have something that will bring your mind back to me, just make sure your eyes stay on the collar. Now you may notice that I am not demanding anything from you, would you like to know why that is?
Just nod, because no sound is going to get through that gag, I've made sure of it. I'm not demanding anything because I don't need to, the thing I want you to learn is that I don't have to demand, because nothing you do is anything you control, control is all mine. If I ever have to demand something from you, then we have gone wrong somewhere. I'll give you plenty of orders as we go on, but demands are something that you should never need. Relaxing will make this feel better, this in only two fingers and that's all you get for this plug. Look at it in front of you, it's bigger than what I prepared you for, but you will take it in you. You get lube now because you have been behaving yourself better than I expected. Good behavior is rewarded, even if obedience in a reward in itself. Just breath deeply and picture yourself opening up for me, for me you will be as big as I want you to be, right? See it's all in, I've got you filled to the brim. Breath three times slowly then sit back on your heels. Doesn't it feel good to be good for me?
