I was there for work, I don't remember the name of the motel but it was probably a Ramada Inn. I had known I was coming down to Orlando the month before and I started going to some yahoo groups for some kind of sex in Orlando, don't remember well since it was about 15 years ago.
Anyway I had been chatting on the yahoo group a bit so I had a bit of a sense of how the chat exchanges went. I was married and have always enjoyed sex with women –in fact they are the source of much fantasy. I never felt attracted to men, however, when I traveled I would get really horny and want some relief. I could always masturbate but my heart would start pounding hard when the thought of connecting with someone for real was present. I wasn't about the hook up with a woman since that was too close to cheating, and I had gone down that path once (another story, another time) and I didn't want a repeat of that. However, in my mind, getting my rocks off with a guy, well that was just sort of like masturbating, however with someone there. It seemed different somehow and didn't feel like cheating. I had heard of guys jerking off together and it seemed that having a JO buddy would be fun and defiantly not a gay thing.
So there I was, by myself, online and ready to chat in a group, I put it out there that I was looking for a JO buddy and I was surprised when someone messaged me. We chatted on line for about an hour and the longer we chatted the harder my heart pounded, was this really going to happen?
We agreed to meet and since I had a place by myself, he agreed to swing by. It was about 8:30 when I heard a knock on my door, my heart skipped a beat. I don't remember if I was hard at the moment but my heart was sure pumping away...
I answered to door and was met by a slender 5'7" brown haired ok looking man. I believe Rick was his name. We shook hands and introduced ourselves, I did everything I could to keep from visibly shaking. We chatted a bit and then decided to go for a walk down the road a bit and pick up something to drink. Whew, this gave me a chance to breathe a bit and try to relax. I had never been with a man before except when I was 16 and I didn't really know what was going on (another story). At the time I was about 45, 6'1" and about 180lbs. Again, I had an active hetero lifestyle and really had no interest in men – I just wanted to get my rocks off and I was intrigued by the idea of a JO buddy.
Rick and I made it down the street and made it into a liquor store (or grocery store – forgot what) and since I liked Scotch, got a bottle. I felt like everyone was looking at me but I also knew that was just a bit crazy – besides I was way down here in Florida and home was way up there in Oregon. We got back to the room and I remember locking the door –funny what your remember!