I have always considered myself totally straight. I've only had relationships with women. After the last one didn't work out, I decided it was much more enjoyable to just look at some online porn and not have to put up with any bitching. It was also much cheaper! After a few months however, I began to get bored with surfing porn. There's only so much you can watch, I guess. I did start to have some "strange feelings" though as I watched these women. I started noticing the cocks a lot more than I used to. I always enjoyed receiving a good blowjob and I had always loved watching some girl suck off a nice, big cock. My mind began to run wild and I found myself wondering a lot. I know it sounds strange, but I began to think that since all of my relationships with women had failed, I didn't want to try again. I didn't want a relationship with anyone, period.
As I would watch these videos of these gorgeous women sucking some lucky guy's cock, I began to wonder what it would be like. I began to wonder what it would feel like for once to be the one doing the giving instead of the receiving. I had never had any of these feelings before but it started running me crazy. All I could think about was wishing I could just drop to my knees and take a nice, thick, hard cock in my mouth and suck it long and slow. I was also curious about the feel of some guys's hot, creamy cum flooding my mouth. I had tasted my own before while I was masturbating and I loved it. Just the thought of holding a hard cock in my mouth and feeling it spasm as it pumped that juice on to my tongue made my precum start to flow like a faucet.