Finally Satisfying That Craving

I guess if I had to classify myself, I'd say I was straight with Bi tendencies. Does that exist? I'm attracted to women and everything about them. I'm not attracted to men. However, I am attracted to a dick and balls. I learned as a youth that I loved to feel a hard cock in my hand. I easily and quickly learned that I love one in my mouth. When I was eighteen, I was fortunate to have a college age neighbor who I discovered enjoyed me sucking his dick. He sucked me once or twice but he wasn't as into it as I was and, quite frankly, looking at his stubbly face sucking my dick turned me off. I sucked him countless times.

I let Frank give me facials and slap his wet dick on my face. I learned to enjoy his cum in my mouth and in my throat. It was never romantic. Fortunately, we both enjoyed it and were too naïve to let society's expectations and conventions affect us, so it never became awkward.

I moved off to college and Frank moved away from my home town. I ended up falling in love and getting married. It seemed my youthful ways were a part of my past.

Except they weren't. I still fantasized about sucking dick. I told my wife about this "fantasy" but never told her that I'd been a cocksucker. She was surprised at first and expressed some interest -- but not so much that it became a part of our sexual activities. In fact, after a while, we never mentioned it. Maybe she forgot.

My wife was very sexy (she still is) and our sex life was pretty active so I wasn't missing out on anything, I thought. However I did still incorporate cocksucking into my masturbation fantasies. I even bought some bi and gay oral DVDs that I kept hidden or took with me when I traveled for work.

After some years the sex with my wife dwindled and I began to think of ways to suck someone's penis again. Well, more than just a thought, it became a craving. I felt that I really needed to feel a peis I my mouth. I needed to feel the warm weird texture of a man's sperm in my mouth.

I considered finding someone to suck but, before the days of internet and cell phones, it was very hard to find like-minded men. I visited porn shops and bought dildos to practice on. I could never bring myself to visit the "screening rooms" in the back where I guessed there would be glory holes. It just seemed too risky.

Until recently, I had avoided the dating apps. About three years ago I downloaded Grindr and my adventure started. I was edging myself to porn on my phone and opened the app. The first profile I saw, looked interesting. I clicked to see more. "Married str8 male looking for FWB. Really would like someone to suck me regularly. Must swallow. Can host"

As I was reading, this guy messaged me. "Says you're close and your lookin to suck. Wanna blow me?"

I stared at the message and felt my dick pulse. As I considered whether or not to reply, a pic popped up. He sent me a dick pic. The penis was marvelous. It was thick and long and hard. He was uncircumcised. But you could see that he had a nice mushroom head. His balls were hanging low in the photo and they were also large. I licked my lips. Man, would I suck that! I bet he'd cum a lot...

Another message popped up: "What dya thikn. Cum suck me"

The app said 1223 feet away. Is that accurate? I guess he can see the same. This made me uncomfortable. I didn't realize the app knew that.

Another pic popped up. It was the same dick, flaccid and resting on his thigh. The dick was shiny with cum. There were pools of cum on his belly and his stubbly pubic hair. A lot of cum. I mean he covered himself with cum.

"This was last week. Been saving up for someone. That you?"

My mouth literally watered. My dick was fully hard already since I was edging myself. I pulled back my skin and started cumming immediately. Huge spurts shot out satisfyingly. Seeing these pics sent me over the edge. I made a decision.

I snapped a picture of my cum covered cock and sent it to him.

"This is me. Now. After seeing your cock."

I hit send.

I made another decision. "Please don't jack off! I want that load."

I paused before sending. Do I want to send thi- " My finger slipped and I sent the message.

"Hmmf. Well..." I thought. "That's that."

"Nice! 6"? Nice cum too. Wipe it up with your fingers and eat it. Eat your cum and send me a disappearing pic"

What the fuck is a disappearing pic? Sounds interesting. I decided to play along. I picked up some of the thicker ropes and clicked the pic. I then placed my cummy thumb and fingers over my mouth and snapped another. I let the cum drop into my mouth and sent a third. Delicious. I hadn't tasted my own sperm in quite a while.

I felt so naughty. I laughed at myself for this thought. Sounded like something my wife would say.

"HOT!!!!" came the reply. Come over now. I'm hosting in my condo. You in the Limecrest Condos too?"

He really was close. I was indeed in that same complex. This guy was a neighbor. Scary and yet so exciting too. Did I want to start sucking cock of someone so close?

Yes! Yes, I did! Came my reply to myself. I was dying to suck a dick and balls. I was dying to have someone fuck my throat. I was dying to swallow -- no! not swallow. I was dying to savor some cum! I don't think I'd ever been this horny in my life! My cock was still wet and cum my but it had hardened already.

"Yes." I answered, unsure how much info to give.

"I'm 234A. Cum now! I need to release now."

I paused.

"NOW or never man! You want to suck cock? It says you do. I'm offering this for you."

Another pic popped up. His hard cock was held next to a can of Red Bull. It was slightly thinner and about an inch longer than the can. I screenshotted it and saved it.

I'm doing this, I decided. I'm gonna suck that cock!

"5 minutes" I replied.

I went into the bathroom and stepped into the tub. I washed my dick and balls and ass. I wasn't sure if this guy was going there but I wanted to be clean just in case.

I threw on some jeans without underwear and left. I was so excited. My cock pressed lewdly against my jeans. I was sure everyone would notice the guy with the massive hard on but, nobody was really out and about. I saw that 234A was across the street and down one group of condos. I'd probably seen this guy around.

I walked up to his gate and hit the buzzer. A deep voice answered. "Cocksuckers are us?" the voice said loudly. My shoulders dropped guiltily and looked around. WTF?

Before I could formulate a reply, the gate buzzed open. As I stepped through furtively looking around like I was doing a drug deal, the door to the condo opened. In the doorway was a blond-haired man, nude. With a raging boner.

"I know you!" he said. It was true. We'd met before. I recognized him too. He was Mike or something...

"Dude! Who knew you were a cocksucker?!" As he said this he stepped back and indicated that I should come in. Why was he so damn loud! I looked around one last time and quickly stepped into his apartment past him. He leaned into me and my hand brushed his cock as I passed causing it to bob. I pulled my hand away instinctually and whispered an apology. He closed the door.

"Sorry? Sorry for what? You're gonna be doin more than that!"

I turned to face him. My eyes dropped immediately to his penis. It looked to be about 8" long. I licked my lips and looked back up to his eyes.

He smirked - but not unkindly. He knew I wanted his cock. "Get back here. Get on your knees" he commanded.

I had thought we'd go up to his room or to his living room or something. I guess not. I obeyed. Some guys really got into this alpha thing. I didn't care. I was literally here to suck his cock - kinda the definition of subservient...

I dropped to my knees in front of him. His cock was right in front of my face. I looked at it and exhaled. It was perfect. I looked past it up to his face. He jerked his chin up as to say "Well...get to it!"

Wow. I was just gonna suck this guy -- this stranger- right here in his entranceway. It was so bizarre. I was so hard!

I leaned in and smelled him. He smelled faintly of soap. And sweat. How I missed this smell. I moved my nose down and dug it gently into the base of his cock and licked his scrotum. I moved my head back and forth and nosed one testicle and then the other as I I licked the root of his cock hidden inside his ballsack. Then I licked one ball and the other. I looked up past his penis to his face.

He had closed his eyes.

"Niiice" he said.

I licked up his shaft to the circle of cock head poking out of his foreskin. I ran my tongue around that circle and tried to insert it into the foreskin. He moaned. "Yessssss".

I slid my lips over the head and off.

"Mmmmm" we said in unison. I don't know who was enjoying this more. I didn't care. I was in heaven. I was sucking for me - not him!

I slid my lips down his shaft about an inch or two past the head and slid off -- not letting the head leave the warmth of my mouth. Then I slid down again. I went as far as I could this time. Even though I'd been so long, I found that I could still take a cock. I managed about six inches.

"Jesus!" he yelled. "Fuck!" as he placed both hands on my head and pulled me to him. I gagged but he held firm.

"Mmmf! Cumming! Fuck I'm gonna cum!"

I was surprised as I felt him spurt his sperm into the back of my throat. I swallowed and tried not to gag!

It was surprising that he'd cum so fast but it felt so good to have this thick warm cock in my mouth! And the feeling of cum spurting? I'd forgotten how much I liked it. I guess he'd been jacking off because I'd only sucked him for less than a minute. I didn't care and was actually pleased to receive cum so soon. I knew I'd get to suck him as he deflated and I loved sucking a soft floppy cock! Plus, he came a lot!

"Oh dude!" he rasped. "Jesus Christ, I came so much. Don't fuckin stop --don't stop!"

I obeyed. I swallowed what I could and slid up as soon as I felt his hands drop. Grabbled his cock with my hand and pilled his foreskin back. I slid my lips down the cummy head until the ridge popped into my mouth. Then I opened my mouth to swallow as much of his cock as I could. I closed my lips around his shaft and captured all of his cum and my saliva. I swallowed and did this again.

His penis was still long but it was much softer now. Wonderfully soft. I squeezed it between my lips and let it out with a plop. I love a long soft cock and was about to continue.

"Stop dude! Man! I need to sit. Fuck! You made me cum so fast...Fuck that was awesome!".

He moved from his door past me and into his apartment. I got off my knees and followed. I wiped my face and licked my fingers of any cum.

He dropped into a lounge chair, smiled, and looked at me. "That was great! You really do like sucking cock doncha?"

I lowered my eyes and then looked back at him. "I love sucking cock. I love eating cum. It's been a while but... I love it."

I wasn't sure whether to sit or to leave...I wanted to ask him if I could suck him again. Or if he'd suck me...

"Take off your clothes." he said. I complied happily. Maybe he would suck me too. God knows I was ready to blow.

My cock popped out proudly as I lowered my jeans. I was about six inches and circumcized. It was a reasonable cock, I thought. I'd suck myself if I could...

"Nice cock, man. Wow. Are you about to cum? Looks like you're about to cum."

It was true. I was very close.

"Come over here," he said as he stood. I moved closer.

"No, closer..." and he positioned me right in front of him, uncomfortably close. I was afraid he was going to try to kiss me and I did not want to make out with a guy (even though I had just swallowed his cum). I love to suck cock but I do not like guys...That's me.

"Jack yourself. Cum on my cock and then suck it off. Swallow your cum from my cock."

Hmmmm Wow. This was so hot. I almost came just thinking about it. I smiled.

"OK. I'm gonna cum fast though." I explained.

"Whatever dude." He laughed. "I don't give a shit. I just want to see you clean your own load of cum off my cock."

I looked down and noticed that his cock was bobbing -- hardening as the blood rushed through it. He liked this idea - maybe as much as I did.

I reached down and caressed my dick lightly. Man, I was right there. I pulled my skin back and held it tight. It felt so damn good. I started panting. So good. So good! I didn't even have to jerk myself. I was...

My cock spurted a blast of cum into his pubic stubble and on the base of his cock. A long streamer of thick white cum. Porno cum, I thought.

I sighed and softly moaned. Another spurt of thick cum shot onto his dick. I started jacking myself at this point. It felt so fucking good. Cum shot out and landed everywhere. Cum landed on me, on him, everywhere. Cum splattered on his belly, thighs, and dickhead. I came so much! So much thick sperm, I thought. And I'd just cum earlier.

I leaned my head back and squeezed my eyes shut. I shuddered with the total enjoyment. A strangled moan escaped my lips. What an amazing orgasm. Jesus Christ!

I opened my eyes and looked at... (what was his name? Mikel?). He was staring at our cocks. His was almost hard and had stringers of cum -- my cum- hanging off it. His stomach and thighs had cum streams beginning to roll down.

I got on my knees, opened my mouth and let his whole cock in until it hit my throat. Then I closed my lips and savored my cum as I literally sucked his semi. Amazing!

"Mmmmm" I moaned enjoying a man's penis in my mouth. I missed this so much. This soft hardness in my mouth.

I moved my head back and forth and slid my lips off his penis. I went down again and applied the same suction. His cock was now fully hard. I trapped his balls between my thumb and middle finger as I gently grabbed his balls. I pulled them taught and this caused his dick to point toward me. I ignored the tempting phallus and moved in to suck the copious cum remains in his stubbly pubic hairs.

"Goddam!" he sighed. "You love that cum, huh? You love to eat cum? Jesus, man. You're a real cocksucker aren't you?" I ignored him as I licked the cum from his body.

"You're gonna be my regular sucker, aren't ya. Friends with benefits, right? You wanna suck me every day?"

I was in the moment. I wasn't really listening. Did he ask me to suck his friends?

I was so horny, that thought hit home. More cocks? Yes please.

I looked up into his eyes and nodded, agreeing to more than he'd asked.

Then I slid my tongue into his foreskin and licked all around his head. I let go of his balls and held his cock. The foreskin slipped back exposing his head. I ran my tongue around it repeatedly. I flicked my tongue against his frenulum repeatedly as I once again pulled his balls taught.

"Ohhh yeah...Goddam! What is thaaat? Don't...don't stop"

I stopped. Instead, I slid my lips tightly down his shaft and quickly back up. I made sure to keep my lips tight enough to squeeze his dick. I did it again, this time trying to go deeper. I gagged and came up to breathe.

"Dude! Man! Don't stop!" he said as he placed his hands on my head and guided my back to his dick. I tightly slid my lips down and with his pulling, found my nose in his stubble. I was retching but not unpleasantly. He was holding me there and moaning -- making guttural sounds.

"Fuck yeah! FUCKING throat my cock! You fucker! Fuckin suck it all! Swallow my big cock, you cocksucker" he said through gritted teeth before releasing me.

I panted and looked at the thick ribbon of slime that trained from his dick to my mouth. It was thick and white and looked like cum to me.

He pulled me again and forced his cock into my throat. The ribbon of spit stuck to my chin and hung there, rudely dangling until it hit his balls and stuck there.

Once again he held me there as my throat tried to remove the invasive article. Retching, I barely heard his random exhales and exclamations. He released me again.

Leaving just enough time to fill my lungs, he pulled me in again until his thick eight inches were deep in my mouth. This time he started jerking my head, pulling his cock out about an inch before slamming it back in. He was fucking my mouth.

I could see nothing but his abdomen. I heard myself gag each time he pulled me deep.

"Gak gak gak gak gakgakgakgakgakgakgakgak."

This sound was complemented by and wet squishy sound of my spit around his cock.

I was loving this.

He fucked my mouth for a while. I have no idea whether it was for one minute or five. My eyes were watering. I was able to breathe but just barely enough -- I was starting to panic, as if I was suffocating.

All of a sudden he pulled my head off his dick and started pumping his cock with his thumb and two fingers. I was panting, trying to catch my breath. I opened my mouth and tried to home in on the exposed head of his dick. He was pumping furiously and his finger and thumb slammed into my lips.

"Ohh- ahh_OHHHShesusGoddammmmm!" he yelled as he shot cum into my mouth. I swallowed. He shot two more and I closed my mouth to swish it around with my tongue. He shot two or more thick ropes across my face before slowing his motions. He stopped finally, wiped out.

Panting like he'd just run a race, he whispered "Fuckin A man! Fuckin A! That... That was... jesus, that was amazing."

I ducked my head to find his cock head, covered by the foreskin again, and slipped it into my mouth. I sucked on it and rotated my head.

His hands reached out to grab my head, this time pushing me away. "Easy, man... Easy easy..."

I ignored him and fought to slide his softening dick into my mouth. He moaned and relented.

He dropped to his chair and I sucked him clean. I sucked his soft penis for another ten minutes before he stopped me. "I'm good man. That was awesome but I'm done."

Flopping his long soft cock against my face, I complained "Awww...I was just starting to enjoy myself. I'd keep sucking... I'd suck another load - another two out of you."

He shook his head and smiled. "Shit man, you love to suck cock doncha?"

"I LOVE to suck cock." I confirmed. "I used to do it years ago but this is the first cock I've sucked in... in decades, really."

"Well shit. Have no fear, man. You're gonna have all the cock you want now. You're gonna suck me every day."

I thought about this and smiled. I rubbed his cock against my cheeks, savoring the feel of the soft skin and the whole squishiness of his shaft against my face.

"Absolutely." I agreed. "I'll suck you every day. I work from home. I forgot how much I love giving head. And your cock was amazing. Right now, I'd suck cock all day." I admitted. It was true, I was hard as a rock again from just sucking his flaccid penis. I had cum all over my face and chest. "Caught up in the moment, I shocked myself by saying "I wish you had roommates -- I'd suck them now and swallow their cum too!"

Mikel laughed. "Huh!...Well, it just so happens..."

- To be continued -