Chapter 3
This smell is new for me, so as it funnels into my nose in the last deep breaths of my sleep, it wakes me. Wakes me before the sunlight seeping in through a missing slat in your wooden blinds do. I notice now they're aging, in disrepair. I was so lost in the lust of you and the image I'd built up of you that last night I don't think I could have noticed a single imperfection about you even if it was staring me in the face.
I take a deep breath and try to place the smell. It's not just being in a strange bed, in a strange house with a strange man.
The bed is cooler than it should be. I stretch my arms out to reach for your warmth but come up empty. Granted your bed is wide enough that you could just be beyond my reach. But I open my eyes and realize the bed is empty.
I lift myself up and look around but don't see you.
What is that smell?
I let my head drop back down to the sheets and inhale. Oh.
Stale sex.
It must be. But I've only ever smelled this with women and that's...different?
The sweat soaked sheets are musky, twice as musky as I'm used to. The rich organic smell is offset by the somewhat plastic-y smell that must be coming from me. I reach down under my balls and my hands are slick with lube. It's thicker and stickier than it was last night, drying but not completely in the humidity of my blanket cover crotch.
Where are you?
I want to reach for my phone but remember it's in the pocket of the men's pants I was required to strip out of and leave in the pile on your concrete garage floor. The memory of being ordered and submitting to your commands makes me feel a bit ashamed. But it also makes my cock twitch under the blanket.
I pick myself up again, ready to find something to wrap myself in and go out to the garage, but there on the nightstand is my phone. I'm touched and turned on by the anticipatory gesture.
I grab it, ignore all the other notifications I have and read your text first.
Daddy's gone to the gym. Don't go anywhere. I'll be back soon.
PS: Remember daddy's rules. Be a good girl.
Fuck. My cock is fully hard now. I'm forming plans in my head.
I get up and rush to the bathroom. As tempting as it would be to relax in your jacuzzi tub right now, I force myself into the shower. A cold shower. The cool water helps relieve the aches I feel all over my body. Some from where I exerted myself or strained my body to stay in position for you. Others from where you grabbed me so hard you left light bruises. Never have I loved a bruise this much before.
I see a set of women's toiletries on the shelf and smile. More of your ex's abandoned things. I grab the rose scented body wash and flick it open and take a deep breath. I'm lost in it for a moment, simultaneously turned on by the idea of a rose scented woman and a rose scented me dressed up as a woman. I'd hate the confusion of being a bisexual gender fluid person if it weren't so goddamned pleasurable.
I lather myself up. When I get to my crotch and ass crack I scrub several times. I thought my asshole would be more sore, but instead it's more numb than anything. I lift the shower head off the hook and giggle and bite my lip when I feel the tingling sensation on my balls and in my crack. If I want to be a good girl for you, pleasuring myself without your permission is definitely off the table.
I rinse myself off once more and step out. I grab a towel from the rack, at first feeling invasive and unhygienic for using your towel without asking. But then I remember the feeling of your tongue probing my asshole and then that same tongue probing my mouth minutes later and realize that those boundaries of hygiene are probably long past us.
I dry myself off and wrap the towel around me. Not around my waist like I'd normally do, but up around my chest and under my arms, like a proper lady should do. I want to sway my hips and walk like a proper lady too, but I'm too excited and instead rush back over to the walk-in closet and rip open the bin of your ex-wife's clothes again.
I remember something from last night that caught my eye and I hope it fits. I find it and pull it out. A yellow and white floral flowy maxi dress. I turn around and hold it up to myself and it's perfect. I turn back around, not wanting to see how I look until I'm ready. I let the towel drop to the floor and then unzip the back of the dress before stepping in and pulling up the straps up to my shoulders. The zipper is a little bit of a struggle to get up my wide back, but I manage it.
I take a deep breath, nervous about whether I'll like the sight, but when I turn around, I'm overwhelmed. I look fucking gorgeous. There are some frills from the waist down that flair out and hide the fact that I don't have all the right curves for the dress. I turn to the side and arch my back and see how the dress makes my hips look wide, and my ass round and fat. I have a feeling you'll like this as much as I do.
There's one thing the frills can't hide though. As I turn back around, I see the giant tent my excited cock has pitched sticking out in front of the dress.
I turn around and bend over to look in the bin for more panties and as I do I feel the fabric slip between my legs and into my crack. The free feeling of the flowing fabric against my most private parts is exhilarating. I find a pair of simple white panties. They seem lightly worn, but there's no period stains and they smell fresh as laundry detergent. I pull them up my legs and wince as I tuck my hard cock down into them. I straighten out the dress and head back to the bathroom.
I grab the lipstick and eye liner and go a bit heavier with them than I did last night. I pull open the medicine cabinet and am excited to see a light pink bottle of perfume. I spray a cloud of it beside me and step in, hoping the scent won't be overpowering. I take a deep breath and again I'm overwhelmed by the attraction I feel toward the feminine scent. If I ever meet your ex, I'll have to find some way to thank her for the great taste.
It's been half an hour since your text, I'm not sure how much time I have left before you get back. I head downstairs, wanting to rush to get as much done as I can, but also wanting to let myself feel what it's like to walk in these clothes. To feel how the cloth flows as I sway my hips. To feel how the cool air hits my almost bare chest as I walk swiftly down the stairs.
I search through your fridge and cabinets, noting what ingredients and tools you have. Your kitchen has the essentials but is definitely lacking. I can see the role your ex-wife played, or at least the one you expected her to play and how you've not even attempted to fill it yourself. Normally that'd be a criticism from me, but right now it just makes me glow and gives me purpose.