This story is completely fictional. All characters sexually depicted in any way are over 18 years old.
CW! = There will be a lot of the 'f' word used in this story along with maybe other offensive terms toward us gays, but always through the lens of a homophobic character and/or as a way of satisfying sexual fantasies/fetishes.
If you think you won't like it, I urge you to still give it a chance to this story and then tell me all about it in the comments.
Every time the story is divided by "---" it means that some time has passed.
And lastly, this is a rewritten work. There are some similarities with an older story of mine but it's so different that I am comfortable with posting it.
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Federico
At the back of the bus, I texted my girlfriend - ex-girlfriend - while my friend Marcos watched from the side. I was trying to get back together and made every promise I could: that I wouldn't be jealous anymore; I wouldn't fight with her friends; I wouldn't look through her phone, stuff like that.
"She's not giving in?" Marcos asked and I shook my head in response.
Marcos sometimes got on my nerves with his prying. He was one of those gay guys who were somewhere in between manly straight and effeminate prissy. I wasn't even really his friend. Well, not that much. I wouldn't want people to see me with him.
I usually let him give me a handjob in the back of the bus, but other than that we didn't have much in common.
Now his hand went up my thigh and took a good grab of my volumuous shorts bulge. I pushed his hand away, not in the mood at that moment.
"I can help you feel better."
I ignored him, focusing on my ex's texts. I felt more than saw his hand on my stiffening cock again. I looked around and the bus was pretty empty, the driver too far to see anything.
"Stop, I don't want it," I said. He kept feeling my cock.
Well, I thought, and shrugged.
I bit my lip when his hand got inside the shorts.
I texted Mari that I loved her and begged for her forgiveness. I would get her back.
Marcos began to rub a thumb right on the wet tip of my cock and I resisted the urge to jerk my body, but a big sigh escaped my lips as I bit the lower one.
"Dirty fag," I said.
"That's right," Marcos smiled. "I wish my boyfriend had a big cock like yours. I would suck on it all day."
He always tried to please me by complimenting the size of my cock, and it worked.
"You're not gonna suck this one."
I never let him do anything other than jack me off.
What a fucking predicament having to resort to getting jacked off by an unfaithful fag to get some sort of release. The first time I had told myself it was better than doing something with a girl because then it would be cheating. What a bunch of bullshit. It did feel like cheating! It was why I kept doing it. For the thrill! Even now as I was currently single, it still felt filthy and dirty.
Marcos was good looking, a six-foot rumple of lithe muscles, blessed with a long black hair and nice jaw, adorned with tight shirt and pants displaying his body provocatively, and he was much better looking than me.
I had one thing going for me which was exactly what Marcos wanted the most - a very big cock.
"Vince, if you like my hands you would like my mouth," Marcos said. It was the same thing every time, a little game we played. It was infuriating how Marcos knew things, how to touch and twist and squeeze much better than girls.
"Why do you ask if you know you're gonna be disappointed?"
We were whispering and staring straight ahead so as to not raise the suspicion of the people at the front nor the driver.
"I wish I could see you in action," he said.
"How?"
"Just fucking. I would gladly go down for you. I think you're a pounder. But if not, I would like to watch you with Mari too, if it meant watching you naked, see that nice and tight manly butt shaking while you destroy some pussy."
All the while he had been working non-stop in my cock and I gasped, my lips quivering slightly.
What a dirty son of a bitch! He knew I enjoyed his attention. How could I turn that around? Having my cock been so desired was flattering and would always be, even if it the flattery came from an immoral fag like him.
"Do you think about me a lot? Do I fuck you in your dreams?" I asked, afraid that my curiosity was showing.
"All the time," Marcos said, bringing a smile to my face. "Can I tell you a secret? My boyfriend knows. I tell him everything."
Oh. That was new.
"Really? He's okay with it? Hey, slow down, you're gonna make me cum...can't go to class with cream in my underwear..." He squeezed me hard and I bit my lip again, breathing hard and trying my best to disguise it. He slowed down.
"Sorry. It's just your cock...feels so good. And he's fine, he likes it. I told him how big you are, much bigger than him."
"What if he tells someone?"
"Oh, you know. He has a big family. He doesn't want them or other people to know that he loves being cucked...by big-cocked superior dudes." Squeeze.
His words more than his hand-job was what was going to make me cum.
"Stop!" I begged. A whisper filled with cum-filled desperation.
Marcos stopped. I was both thankful and angry for the refused orgasm.
We spent a minute in silence while my cock struggled to let go of the erection. Marcos took the cock-sweaty hand to his face and began to subtly sniff it. I turned to the window of the bus. I was surprised to see the familiar college buildings. Time had been elusive.
Shit, I wanted to blow that load. Could feel my balls twisting in on themselves just to punish me, and I deserved that punishment. Mari wouldn't help me out with that anytime soon. And jerking off was a sad substitute even for a disgusting, anxiety-filled, back-of-the-bus handjob from a promiscuous gay guy who liked to cuck his boyfriend.
"Vince..." Marcos said. There was a pleading quality to his voice which made him sound more effeminate. "Let me suck your cock. We can go to my place. My boyfriend would like to watch too."
Marcos was so pathetic, asking those things knowing what my answers would be. Pathetic.
Like jerking off all by myself at home watching bad free porn.
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The apartment where Marcos and Federico lived was too close to my house for comfort...I really didn't want anyone to recognize me on the way there so I dressed up accordingly, covering my whole body with thick dark clothing. Going at night also helped.