"Bee?"
"Hm?"
"Are you okay?"
"Y-Yeah...Why?"
"You're getting soft."
Barnaby frowned, and he reluctantly opened his eyes to see Gil retracting a hand from his cock. The man's brows were knitted together, and Barnaby worried he might think he did something wrong.
"I'm sorry," he muttered, fixing the backpack-turned-pillow behind his head. He moved his foot from the seat to Gil's shoulder, still wanting to keep him close. "I got distracted."
Gil's smile was small, but he lowered himself to kiss Barnaby on the cheek. "Wanna talk about it?"
Barnaby shrugged. "Nothing really to talk about. Justβ"
I'm noticing you never leave anything in your car. Unless it's for sex.
And that's all you keep in your dorm too.
You don't have posters or decorations or trinkets, yet you have drawers full of toys.
You don't have any trash or old assignments or stickers on the bumper of your car, but you keep condoms in the glove compartment.
You have so much personality beyond being a playboy.
Where is it?
He considered asking why he didn't have any stickers, but realizing how ridiculous it would sound without unleashing the entire can of worms, settled for another shrug. "Guess I'm not in the mood."
A flash of disappointment appeared on Gil's face, but before Barnaby could admit he was lying, the man sighed, "You could've said so."
"I wanted to be," Barnaby blurted because that much was true. Neither of them could wait to get their hands on one another between all the teasing.
He cupped the man's face in his hands and looked into his eyes, "You did everything right, Gil. I'm just- broken, I guess. We can try again later?"
Gil's eyes narrowed, and he promptly nipped Barnaby's nose. "You are not broken." He dipped his head, burying himself away in the boy's neck. "If you're not in the mood, you're not in the mood. Besides-" He kissed his ear next. "You did plenty for me last night."
Held close, Barnaby nuzzled him, as if he could rub his creeping blush away.
Gil had been reading a book in bed while Barnaby, already nude, laid curled up at his feet. Then came this compulsion. He was hungry. He sat on Gil's stomach, unzipped his pants, and got to work on his cock. That book was discarded without a word, and Barnaby's hips were pulled back, his pucker greeted by a warm, eager tongue.
He came on Gil's chest. The moment he was sure the man was sucked dry, Barnaby turned around and licked him clean. His own cum, he shamefully realized, had a slightly sweeter taste than Gil's.
Sometime after, he was guided over the edge of the bed and told to present himself. A leash was attached to his collar, and Gil kept a secure grip while pounding into him. It felt safer than he thought it would. Actually, he became so focused on his connection to the man that he'd forgotten his fear of being choked.
He had to trust his master.
Barnaby muttered, nose grazing Gil's ear, "Doesn't mean I can't do more for you today."
The raven laughed, sprinkling him with more kisses before sitting up. "No...But it might mean you need a break."
Barnaby pouted as he was tucked back into his pants, reluctantly pulling himself up when Gil returned to the driver's seat.
"Let's go to my place," he offered, "We can order food, watch a movie...And if your mood's any different by the time it's finished-" Gil winked at Barnaby as he joined him in the front. "You can sleepover."
Barnaby giggled, taking Gil's hand and kissing his knuckles. "Did you remember the..?"
Seeing grey eyes widen told him he very much did not.
"Shit," Gil grumbled. He ruffled Barnaby's hair and put the car in motion. "Okay, so we need to make a pitstop."
Regardless of what mood he was in, neither of them would be getting very far if they didn't restock on lube.
Barnaby rolled his eyes, rested his head against the window and watched as they drove away from the dead-end park. The ground was littered with snack bags and beer cans, and he thought about visiting another day just to clean it up.
There was another Hit Song on the radio. The default station, Barnaby had come to recognize it as.
"Do you have a playlist?"
Gil didn't answer right away. In fact, it wasn't until Barnaby said his name that he responded, "Nah. Never took the time to put one together."
"What would be on it if you did?"
More silence. A lost cause, maybe. But then - "Probably The Cure. The Smiths. Billy Joel. Stroke 9-"
Barnaby nearly jumped out of his seat. "I love Billy Joel!" One out of four was better than none; he'd grasp onto whatever he could.
"Yeah?" That seemed to bring the lift back to Gil's voice. "What's your favorite song by him? Yes, there is a wrong answer."
The boy raised a brow. "What's the wrong answer..?"
"Piano Man? Does not count."
"Oh my gosh," Barnaby huffed, crossing his arms. "Well, it's not...it's Vienna."
"Alright, that's a good one."
"What about yours?"
"Guess."
"...Piano Man?"
"Yes, but no."
Though he could say he was a fan of the artist, it didn't take Barnaby long to realize he could only name so many songs, each of which was a miss from Gil. He dug out his phone at one point, to start reading off titles until he got it right, but the instant Gil noticed, it was deemed 'cheating', and that was the end of the guessing game.
Their pitstop wasn't far off from campus. At a glance, Barnaby had to wonder what they were doing at a Dental Office, but as they pulled into the parking lot and rounded the white-walled building, he spotted another entrance - a door with an 18+ sticker on it and a neon sign above reading Eden.
"Did you wanna look inside a bit?" Gil asked, stopping the car.
Barnaby laughed, not that anything was particularly funny - but the fact that he was 20 years old, no longer a virgin, and still too nervous to willingly go into a sex shop? Yeah, that was laughable. "I'll pass." He fidgeted with his seat belt, ensuring it wouldn't go anywhere. "I think we, uhm- have everything we need at home."
Gil shrugged, scoffed, and opened the door to step out. "Suit yourself."
Barnaby was perfectly content to settle in his seat again, going through his phone in the time Gil was away.
It'd barely been a minute when he received a text from the man.
'You're missing out.'
Attached was a picture of a giant teddy bear. Bound in a sexswing.
Barnaby grinned to himself and shook his head.
'That's animal cruelty.'
He bit his lip, catching a glimpse of their previous messages and deciding to revisit them.
'Aren't you in class?'
'Yes...'
'Then why are you texting me?'
'Because I had a thought...'
'What kind of thought?'
'Well...Would you ever make me wear a vibrator to class?'
'I probably wouldn't make you. But would you want to try that?'
'I don't know...'
'You don't know. But you've thought about sitting in class with a vibrator inside you. You've thought about what might happen if I made you. Would anyone notice? Would they call you out or would they watch you fall apart?'
'I...'
'What if your professor found out?'
'Gil...'
'Would he fail you or would he make you show him after class?'
'Hmph.'