Hi, I'm Karl, I live in Newcastle with my parents (Alan and Caroline) and go to university. I am 19 years old and heterosexual, or so I thought...
I first started looking at girls when I was around 13 or 14, I had a few girlfriends but they were only high-school girlfriends, the type of relationship that last a week or two then ends. I think the longest I had ever been with somebody was four and a half weeks. The girls that I liked were always slim and wore a lot of makeup. As I grew older I became more interested in my school work and gave up on relationships, although I still got horny. My nightly routine would be; go home get showered, changed, go out with my friends for an hour or so then go back home and study. When I had finished studying I would jerk off to some porn on the internet. I loved porn with busty blondes and always more than one man. I knew I liked men but I didn't want to admit it. However one night I decided I would try out the "gay" side of me.
I knew what I was going to do that night. The night went on as it did any other night, I came in from university, had a shower then got changed, I went out with my friends for an hour then went home. When I eventually got home I realised that I didn't have any studying to do. I walked into the living room where my parents were watching the TV.
"Had a good night son?" asked my dad.
"Yeah, it was good, but tonight I don't have any studying to do so I'm just going to sit in here with you for a while, is that alright?"
"Yes dear, you know you can sit with us anytime you want." my mother said
"Thanks mum."
I smiled at her and started to watch the TV, I soon got bored, it was a cooking programme and I didn't really like that sort of thing. I went into my bedroom and realised that I was getting a little horny, I got out my laptop and set it down on my bed. I got up and closed the curtains, when they were closed I shut my door and started to take off my clothes. I looked at myself in the mirror as I slowly pulled off my shirt and unzipped my pants, I stood naked examining my body. I looked at my body from head to toe and picked out the things that I liked about myself; tall, dark hair, smooth toned body, hairy muscular legs and feet that are not to big and not to small. I then focused on my crotch; trimmed tidy pubic hair, loose scrotum and a four and a half inch flaccid penis. I loved the fact that I had a big penis and I knew that I was bigger than most of the guys in my class. When in the showers there was only one of the guys that was bigger than me, he was called Jamal. As far as I know his dad was black and his mother was white, fortunately he had been blessed with a big penis, he was at least five and a half inches long and he was a bit thicker than me too. This didn't bother me though because I still had a big dick and all of the guys on my football team knew it. I was still looking in the mirror at my dick when I heard a knock on the door;
"Don't come in, I'm getting changed, just speak to me while you're out there I can still hear you."
"Ok, I just wanted to ask you, did you have something to eat while you were out with your friends or do you want me to cook something for you now?" came my mothers reply.
"Oh, I had something when I was out, I hope you don't mind?"
"That's fine darling, if you get peckish later I'll make you a sandwich ok?
"Yeah mum, that would be great, thanks"
"No problem"
Is it just me, or do parents always come up to your bedroom at the wrong time? Anyway, I walked over to my bed (still naked) and sat down in front of my laptop. I connected it to our wireless internet and went onto my favourite porn site, just like I normally do. The only thing that was different this time was, when I went into categories, instead of clicking on group, I clicked on the one just before it which read Gay. A buzz immediately ran through me as the thumbnails showed men sucking, fucking and cumming. I felt my cock stir and I knew that I liked it. The first video was called "Bareback dreaming." I liked the sound of the title so I clicked on it, it started off with a man lying in his bed asleep, the camera then focused on the door and another guys came in, they were both gorgeous, I couldn't wait to see what happened next. The guy that came through the door went over to the still sleeping guy and started to stroke his chest, he then pulled down the sheets and stroked what was hidden in the briefs. I grabbed my dick and started a nice steady rhythm, by now I was completely hard, my full nine inches felt good in my hand as I steadily pulled up and down. Meanwhile in the video the guy had woken up and was sucking the other guys dick, this was great, it was so much more exciting than straight porn. It was just getting into the bareback part and I knew I couldn't hold off any longer, less than a minute later I started shooting my load, six hot jets of cum came rushing out of my big hard dick, it felt so good. I cleaned the cum off my bed and went to have my second shower of the night. When I was finished in the shower I went back into my bedroom and fell into a long deep sleep.
A few months went by and this routine carried on. I loved the porn at first but then it started to get boring. I didn't tell my friends that I liked man on man action but I told them that I was bored of porn and asked them if they had any suggestions what I could do to get myself off instead. One of them told me I should try out c2c, at first I laughed and told him that wasn't going to happen. I was told I could meet up with somebody or even get a girlfriend, I didn't like any of these suggestions but when I got home I changed my mind. When I got home I sat with my parents for a while then went to my room. I remembered my friend telling me to do a c2c, when I started thinking about it I stated to think it was actually a good idea. The first thing I did was set up a fake Hotmail account it didn't take long, just under five minutes. I then found a free gay chat room and sent a message to everybody in it
"19 year old guy here. I'm gay and have a nine inch cock anybody interested in c2c with me?" At first I didn't get a reply but then I got a private message saying
"I'm a 39 year old man, I'm in good shape and have a 10 inch dick, are you interested?"
It didn't sound very appealing, he was the same age as my dad! I sat there for about a minute then replied,
"Yes I am interested, here is my e-mail, add me" I sat for about five minutes and I got a little message saying that he had added me, did I want to accept? I clicked accept and opened a conversation. I started to talk to him;
"So, you're 39?"
"Yes, and you're 19?"
"Yeah, where are you from?"
"Newcastle, you?"
"Newcastle."
"Oh, so what's your name then?" I already knew the answer to this because it said "Alan says:" but I was making conversation and I thought this was a good way to do it.
"Alan, and what's your name?"
"Karl."
"So, what do you work as?"
"I'm a manager at a bank, and what about you?"
"Oh, I'm still at university, I'm studying to be a doctor."
"Sounds nice, hope I'm not being to pushy but I'm really horny can I put my cam on?"
"Yeah, go ahead, I hope you don't mind but this is my first time doing this so can I just watch for a while?"
"Yes, take all of the time you need."
"Thanks."
What I seen next almost gave me a heart attack, the camera finally connected and it was focused on the mans body, he was telling the truth he was in shape. He then moved the camera down to his crotch, he already had his cock out and it was growing, when it reached its full length it looked like it should have been in a porno. He wasn't lying he really was 10 inches long and thick. He stood up and I saw my parents bedroom, it suddenly all added up, 38 years old, in Newcastle, a bank manager and the same bedroom as my parents. I was watching my father jerking? I felt sick at the thought and quickly turned the camera off. He sent me a message saying;
"What is wrong? Have you got cold feet?"
I didn't know what to write, I turned my computer off and tried to get to sleep. It was almost impossible, I kept dreaming about him. I know this sounds wrong but I actually liked what I saw. I wanted to see it in real life but I couldn't do that to my dad, it would kill him to know that it was me he was talking to. I decided I would spend some time alone with my dad and ask him a few questions.