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For three days I had been so stressed out, I was afraid I'd blow a gasket. Well, I hoped to blow something soon, anyway. Less than seventy-two hours before I had taken the plunge and went to a gay bar with all intentions of fulfilling my biggest fantasy. Being straight all my life, yet recently questioning my own sexual preferences, I somehow got up the nerve and gave blow jobs to not one, but two well hung studs.
With a little liquid courage loosening me up, I had come on to Rick, a gorgeous hunk who must be about twenty years my junior. I went down on him like a cheap slut and devoured him till he coated my tonsils with the finest protein cocktail one could imagine. A little while later, I did the same with a handsome bartender who turned out to be his flatmate.
Rick and I made plans to meet on his day off, and although the thought of it excited me beyond belief, I still couldn't figure out why he would want to get it on with me, someone much older than himself.
I am in pretty good shape for my age and try to stay fit, yet this guy could probably have anyone that he wanted. As it is, he has a beautiful flatmate, Ken. With this in mind, I kept asking myself why he would be interested in me.
Perhaps he was fascinated by the fact that I was a virgin, never being with a man before. Maybe he was being truthful when he said I gave him one of his best blow jobs ever, and that on my first attempt so I should only get better. Or did he just like the slutty way I just gave myself to him?
Also, I wondered what was going on with him and Ken? Did Rick just want to make him jealous? Or, was I going to be a shared toy for the both of them? I worried what he was thinking, but hoped the last thought was the closest to the reality of the situation.
These thoughts worried me constantly. I should have just been happy for my own good fortune, but my insecurity was getting the better of me all week long till the time finally came to meet.
So, the day before, being excited and not being able to think of anything else, I rode to Rick's neighborhood to find his building. I didn't want to mess up and get lost on my big day. All day and night I fasted, not eating any solid food. I wanted to make sure my digestive track was totally empty and sparkling fresh. I trimmed the hair on my balls and rosebud, and when bedtime came, I retired with wild thoughts keeping me awake till early in the morning.
Our meeting was set for noon, but I was up and around at eight a.m. I shaved, showered, and laid out the clothes I decided to wear. Rick had told me to come with my butt plug in place, but I didn't want to wear it till the last minute. So, I was naked till about eleven, then meticulously started getting myself ready. I put new batteries in the butt plug, oiled myself up with some new silicone gel, inserted it, put on some spandex shorts, got dressed and grabbed a cab to Rick's flat.
When I got there, I pressed the button for his flat-1805 on the top floor, and he buzzed me in. On the way up in the elevator I turned on the plug and the sensations were making me dance the whole way up. Rick met me at his door in a yukata, a Japanese kimono style robe, and invited me in. He had opened a bottle of chablis and we had a glass after he proposed a toast to happy endings.
After a second glass of wine and some more small talk, all my worries evaporated as Rick seemed really sincere in his interest in me. He told me how much he was looking forward to taking my virginity. God, that turned me on so much I had to touch him and devour him. I reached into his robe and he was rock hard! In a second I was on my knees, any idea of going slow were forgotten.
We were still in the living room,with me rubbing and squeezing his cock when I asked him about Ken, since I presumed he wasn't around. Rick said for me not to worry, he'd be gone for a while. That was fine with me as I was already caressing his cock and all I was thinking about was tasting him again. I undid his robe sash and the robe slipped off his body while at the same time he was unbuckling my pants and helping me kick them off. In no time flat, Rick was totally naked and I only had my shorts on, which was keeping my butt plug firmly in place.
Just as I was about to ram his shaft down my throat , Rick pulled me up, and amazingly lifted me up off the floor. I am sure I am heavier than him by ten or fifteen pounds, but when he easily lifted me, I wrapped my legs around him and he carried me to the next room where there was one very large bed. As I held him tightly, we fell as one onto the mattress. Then, with me on my back and my legs still wrapped around him, he thrust his tongue down my throat and gave me one of the hottest kisses I've ever had!