I was twenty-six years old. My parents had raised me to be a Christian child, and I had always regularly gone to church. I was also secretly gay. I knew that if I came out to my parents, they would shame me and never talk to me again. Going to church just reminded me of the fact that it was considered wrong to be gay.
I just moved out of my parents' house, quite far away. Waking up on Sunday mornings and not having to go to church was pretty relaxing... at first. Then the guilt settled in. I finally found a church nearby and decided to go there starting this Sunday.
When I arrived, I introduced myself to the pastor and told him that I was looking for a new church. He directed me to the young adults group and told me to make myself feel at home. I looked around for an empty seat and sat down.
I looked around at the people who were here. There were quite a few girls, but I was really looking at all the men. There were two other men beside me.
The first one was short and skinny. His face was quite attractive, but his body was just not my type. He was sitting alone.
The second one was tall and well built. The second I laid eyes on him I knew that I wanted him. His perfect brown hair fell neatly on his head. His button-up shirt complemented his biceps very well. I couldn't resist peeking at his crotch in his blue skinny jeans. He was talking with many of the girls there.
I snapped out of my reverie when the speaker clapped to get silence and said good morning. He told me to stand up and introduce myself, and I did so. Throughout the whole message, I only thought of ways to introduce myself to the handsome man. I didn't even realize the sermon was over and it was already noon because I was lost in my thoughts.
"Hey."
It was a snap back into reality. I looked up from my chair and there he was. The perfect man was standing in front of me, and he was talking to me.
"Uh... hey," I said nervously.
He smiled at me. "My name's Timothy, but you can call me Tim. It's nice to see you here. We don't have many guys in our group, so it's great that you joined."
"Yeah, thanks... nice to meet you too. My name's Nathan." I was dazed at his wonderful body and I couldn't stop looking.
Tim smiled. "Do you want to go get lunch? You can sit with me."
"Uh, sure! Let's go." He took me to the cafeteria where they were serving lunch. We got our plates and he led me to a table with some of the girls he was talking to earlier. We chatted a little while, and after we had finished our lunches, he took me on a tour of the building. I met many other people, but none could compare to his attractiveness. Finally, he took me upstairs, into a small meeting room. He asked if I was leaving soon, and I said that I wasn't. We talked a little more. The whole time, I was admiring his beauty, occasionally sneaking peaks at his beautiful bulge when he wasn't looking. It seemed like only 5 minutes had passed when someone came upstairs and asked when we were leaving. It was already two o 'clock.
"I should probably get going then," I said. "It was great talking with you and I'm glad we could meet each other." All I could think about was going home and jerking off. After looking at his perfect body for more than three hours, I was really horny and dripping precum in my boxers.
"It's already two? Wow, time sure flies when you're having fun, eh?" He smiled at me. "Sure, you can get going. I'll take you downstairs."
We headed downstairs together, and the church was empty. Everyone else had already gone home. "Wait up a minute, will you?" He said to me. "I have to get my bag."
"Oh yeah, I have to get my bag too." Together, we went to the room where we had sermon. I found my bag next to my chair and I got it. He looked around a bit.