I left the wooded park, where we had frotted, sharing loads on our shafts, mixing our cum. I drove home, distracted by the dampness inside my pants. An interesting and very raw, sexy sensation.
Time to shower. I started the water, letting it get warm. I looked at myself in the mirror. I could see wetness. Some of his cum had dried. But some was still damp. I pushed my finger along the wetness. I wondered about scooping some up and tasting..
I looked at it, debating in my mind. Butterflies in my stomach, even though I was alone. I weighed the yes versus the no. I deliberately took an extra bit of time to decide, creating this mindset of anticipation. I debated, looking at his cold cum. Do I let the shower take it away? Or do I put it in my mouth? Do I have a private, submissive moment, totally alone, where I privately experience and taste him?
You know what I did. My cock twitched as I became, secretly, his cum slut. Would he ever know? Oh yes! It would be part of my biggest turn on. I would be nervous to share that information, but simultaneously, very much wanting to tell him. And so I showered, and then looked for him online.
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That's where Derek and I met-online through Literotica. Two married mature guys; we'd been exploring. Our wives now less interested in sex, both of us still wanting to feel raw sexual excitement. So we explored, starting with fantasies and conversation. Daring to speak words that got each of us hard and leaking precum.
Creating that strange feeling in our guts,
Like the first time you saw a woman drop her pants and spread her legs. And the first time, smelling a furry cunt in close. No, cunt taste was NOT honey, like some silly Penthouse story. No, the smell and taste was strange, not wonderful, but at the same time (for me) it was a moment of of awe, curiosity, and raw animal. And I want more. And more. Again.
Now, standing outside the shower, putting my wet finger with our cum into my mouth, that is what I felt. I tasted our mixed jizz. I'm an animal; and this is pure sex.
Gross? Whether it was first dive into pussy, or first taste of my own load, maybe not something you line up for at the candy store. But after a few minutes, yes, I want this. Like my first taste of beer, or scotch, or olives. Or all three at once. An acquired taste but once you've acquired, one you want more of it, and you want to know more. Do all women taste the same? Derek, when it erupts out of your cock, does your cum taste like mine?
Derek and I, we had rediscovered our animal side together. For the younger me, being an animal was, first, a hot very sexy cunt. Later, it was new pussy, A new woman with a different taste? And now: is it new jizz?. So, Derek and I are on this new ride together, older but newly experiencing cock. Hard dripping cock. Like we remembered the first smell and look of cunt.
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As I told in my first story, the online fantasies got to the point where we were going crazy and had to meet. We'd met and frotted, me finishing first, then him pumping his cum over my shaft and balls, using my cum as lube as he jacked to the finish line.
On reflection I'd been thinking I liked that I shot load first. Playing the movie back, I wondered if it would have been as hot if I'd used his cum as lube; if he came first and I had finished on his smooth pink helmet. Nope, I thought. I liked that he finished last. Him using my load , and recalling the sound every guy knows: the sound of cock being tugged hard with cum or vaseline or oil, the jerking hand hitting a pube bone. Wacking hard. And the groan of orgasm. I'd done it myself intentionally on the phone to get other guys super horned. Let them hear me wack my cock. I did it on video, wanting to be an exhibitionist. Show time, let the audience hear, and see the jizz.
I'm married and obviously bi, but why did Derek finishing last appeal to me? I wondered. He and I had ended up with sperm over each others balls and dicks. Now, as we texted back and forth, talking about what we'd done, I told him I liked him cumming first. I was worried he'd think I was a submissive sissy. And that our sharing of fantasies would change.
I was 100% surprised when he said he said he wished he'd shot first. That he would have loved being the one to cum dump on me first, then watch me jack off with his sperm as lube. He asked if I would let him do that.
And that is how we ended up. Tease time, reader. Stop and tease some precum if you are hard. Rest for a moment. Feel the drip. Wipe a bit of it across your bottom lip. For us. If you are still hard in a minute, read on!
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I couldn't say no to Derek. Only fair. I'd given him jacking lube. I was intrigued to be alpha. I had that funny feeling in my gut imagining stroking to a finish with the smell of his cum filling the air. So I said sure, let's have another session, this time we reverse.
As we texted and talked and explored by mail and verbally (sending hot porn links to each other to reinforce what we each would like) I started imagining even more.
My brain was in overdrive.
I wanted to drive him crazy. Tease by text, by email, by sending hot videos of frottage, guys jacking each other. And then, guys in a 69. Start to finish, the whole time. Not ass fucking at the end, simply blowing each other the whole time.
Then, one night we were very horned and texting. I had had a couple of big glasses of wine and my courage grew. I had an idea. I told him I wanted him to jack off finishing first. But I went furher, telling him how I knew for both of us our desire for jizz and sucking cock drops after we cum. This is totally about cock, not kissing or cuddling.
I told him my idea in more detail. We would lie down 69, on a nice mattress and towel. We would have some porn on for the sound of groaning and cumming. And we edge. We would get our dicks close to each other's faces. We jack for each other to watch up close. Cocks an inch away from each other's faces. We talk and work together to get to the edge. Then we try to stay there as long as we can. We tell each other when we are close, then stop. We show each other our precum. Squeeze a drip out of your cock head, I will do the same. Give me an edging show. I will do the same. Let's see how long we can edge...and drip for each other.
We talk as we edge, encouraging each other to ride that moment of erotic excitement.
He was over that idea like shit on velcro. Our texts and emails went over the options and details repeatedly. It was pure raunchy animal sexy fun. Questions abounded. Would I want him to suck him off to finish? I said I wasn't sure about load in my mouth. But I knew I loved his jizz on my shaft and balls. I wanted more; but not sure about going that far. But I might change my mind at the last moment. He agreed, saying he felt the same and glad we were on the same page. For now.
More questions. How to cum? Where? It consumed our conversations. Not that I minded. I found the chats incredibly hot. I would be squeezing my shaft, tasting my own precum, as we sent messages through cyber. My balls were aching, but I denied myself a jack off, to save and build up cum in my own balls, and my desire for his fucking cock.