I left the wooded park, where we had frotted, sharing loads on our shafts, mixing our cum. I drove home, distracted by the dampness inside my pants. An interesting and very raw, sexy sensation.
Time to shower. I started the water, letting it get warm. I looked at myself in the mirror. I could see wetness. Some of his cum had dried. But some was still damp. I pushed my finger along the wetness. I wondered about scooping some up and tasting..
I looked at it, debating in my mind. Butterflies in my stomach, even though I was alone. I weighed the yes versus the no. I deliberately took an extra bit of time to decide, creating this mindset of anticipation. I debated, looking at his cold cum. Do I let the shower take it away? Or do I put it in my mouth? Do I have a private, submissive moment, totally alone, where I privately experience and taste him?
You know what I did. My cock twitched as I became, secretly, his cum slut. Would he ever know? Oh yes! It would be part of my biggest turn on. I would be nervous to share that information, but simultaneously, very much wanting to tell him. And so I showered, and then looked for him online.
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That's where Derek and I met-online through Literotica. Two married mature guys; we'd been exploring. Our wives now less interested in sex, both of us still wanting to feel raw sexual excitement. So we explored, starting with fantasies and conversation. Daring to speak words that got each of us hard and leaking precum.
Creating that strange feeling in our guts,
Like the first time you saw a woman drop her pants and spread her legs. And the first time, smelling a furry cunt in close. No, cunt taste was NOT honey, like some silly Penthouse story. No, the smell and taste was strange, not wonderful, but at the same time (for me) it was a moment of of awe, curiosity, and raw animal. And I want more. And more. Again.
Now, standing outside the shower, putting my wet finger with our cum into my mouth, that is what I felt. I tasted our mixed jizz. I'm an animal; and this is pure sex.
Gross? Whether it was first dive into pussy, or first taste of my own load, maybe not something you line up for at the candy store. But after a few minutes, yes, I want this. Like my first taste of beer, or scotch, or olives. Or all three at once. An acquired taste but once you've acquired, one you want more of it, and you want to know more. Do all women taste the same? Derek, when it erupts out of your cock, does your cum taste like mine?
Derek and I, we had rediscovered our animal side together. For the younger me, being an animal was, first, a hot very sexy cunt. Later, it was new pussy, A new woman with a different taste? And now: is it new jizz?. So, Derek and I are on this new ride together, older but newly experiencing cock. Hard dripping cock. Like we remembered the first smell and look of cunt.
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As I told in my first story, the online fantasies got to the point where we were going crazy and had to meet. We'd met and frotted, me finishing first, then him pumping his cum over my shaft and balls, using my cum as lube as he jacked to the finish line.
On reflection I'd been thinking I liked that I shot load first. Playing the movie back, I wondered if it would have been as hot if I'd used his cum as lube; if he came first and I had finished on his smooth pink helmet. Nope, I thought. I liked that he finished last. Him using my load , and recalling the sound every guy knows: the sound of cock being tugged hard with cum or vaseline or oil, the jerking hand hitting a pube bone. Wacking hard. And the groan of orgasm. I'd done it myself intentionally on the phone to get other guys super horned. Let them hear me wack my cock. I did it on video, wanting to be an exhibitionist. Show time, let the audience hear, and see the jizz.
I'm married and obviously bi, but why did Derek finishing last appeal to me? I wondered. He and I had ended up with sperm over each others balls and dicks. Now, as we texted back and forth, talking about what we'd done, I told him I liked him cumming first. I was worried he'd think I was a submissive sissy. And that our sharing of fantasies would change.
I was 100% surprised when he said he said he wished he'd shot first. That he would have loved being the one to cum dump on me first, then watch me jack off with his sperm as lube. He asked if I would let him do that.
And that is how we ended up. Tease time, reader. Stop and tease some precum if you are hard. Rest for a moment. Feel the drip. Wipe a bit of it across your bottom lip. For us. If you are still hard in a minute, read on!
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