My fiancé Steven is handsome, slim, and lightly muscled. I say slim, except that his buttocks and lips are on the plump side, rounding his mostly firm and straight physique. He is reserved and dresses in an understated way. Even at the beach he wears baggy swim trunks and rarely takes his shirt off. If you know him, it's hard to imagine him letting himself go. Or doing anything perverse. Once you get to know him, he opens up and is friendly. With me, more so--he's charming and attentive, in his very private way.
I love him, though I sometimes try to push him to loosen up, especially when I'm feeling frisky. Then something in me wants to see him ... I don't know exactly what ... but with that reserve stripped away and exposed. Something like that.
We're to be married soon, and something happened recently that made me realize exactly how much I want that exposure. Steven was completely naked--in a semi-public place--and others saw him that way. It was thrilling.
I know that sounds weird. My fiancé, on display for others. And I loved it.
Maybe I need a shrink.
But he's soooo private that seeing his modesty totally stripped away ... turned me on.
Here's how it happened.
* *
It's been a long winter, and I want our wedding pictures not to make us look like ghosts. So Steven has been tanning a few times a week at a salon owned by an entrepreneur friend of his, who happens to be gay. The tanning salon is located in a big old building downtown, in between a gay bar and a men's clothing store, both of which are owned by his entrepreneur friend.
The whole building has been undergoing re-modeling for the past year, and this month was the salon's turn. Much of the place was torn up in the construction process. But the owner was letting his friends still use the tanning booths, coming and going as they wanted on the honor system.
Each tanning booth was a solid enclosure with a cushioned bench for the customer to lie upon, though there was enough room to stand and move around a little. The tanning lights were mounted on the mirrored walls and ceiling so that the light came from all directions to give one an overall tan.
The door was solid, tinted glass with a lock. Normally the glass doors had curtains that covered them for privacy. But the interior décor had been stripped away for the remodeling and each door was simply covered with brown paper held in place with masking tape.
Later one evening I dropped Steven off the tanning salon, planning to run an errand before returning in an hour or so.
* *
I got back a little early and the place seemed empty. When I opened the front door the only people I saw were a couple of construction guys far at the back, where the tanning booths were. They seemed to be looking into one of the booths, from which a strong blue-violet light was coming.
I was early, so I just hung around at the front of the salon, checking my social media, waiting for Steven to finish.
Then I noticed that the construction guys were not moving. Another well-built man appeared from somewhere in the back, and the other two motioned him over so he could look at whatever they were looking at too.
Now I was curious.
I was halfway to the back before they noticed me approaching, at which point the three men stiffened and turned away, walking off towards the back exit. One of them casually swiped his hand over the brown paper and most of the blue-violet light disappeared. They were wearing tinted safety glasses and hard hats, and I did not get a good look at their faces.
What's going on? I wondered.
When I got to the booth I noticed that some of the brown paper that had been taped over the glass door for privacy had come loose--right where the construction guys had been looking. I barely touched it, and a hands-width area of paper came away and hung off the glass about chest high. This made a triangular opening that looking directly into the tanning booth.
There was my handsome fiancé lying on his back, stark naked in the tanning booth.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Not more than two or three feet from the opening in the brown paper, my always-modest man was lying there completely exposed.
The light was strong, so I pulled my sunglasses out of my handbag and slipped them on.
Steven's feet were closest to me, and my eyes ran up his slightly spread legs to his crotch. After a moment I looked further along his body. His eye-protection was in place, so of course he could see absolutely nothing. And he had his headphones on to listen to music, so no doubt he could not hear a thing.
Even worse, his body was moving around some on the bench in time with whatever music he was hearing, and for whatever reason--a combination of the heat in the tanning booth and the music--his cock and balls were semi-enlarged like he was at the edge of becoming aroused.
I wanted to lick him.
How long had the construction men been watching him like this?
A gay building owner would likely hire a gay construction crew. It all started to make sense.
What did not make sense was the arousal that swept over me. Of course it was hot to see my man naked. But it was doubly hot to know that he'd been watched--for who knows how long--by strong-looking construction men. I liked that. What lustful thoughts had gone through their minds? Not only my body but also my mind was on fire, and suddenly I desperately wanted to know.
I also really wanted to take a picture of Steven in this position, but I resisted. I restored the fallen brown paper to its proper closed position, pressing the masking tape to make it adhere, and returned to the front of the salon to wait.
Steven emerged a few minutes later, and we drove home.
His next tanning session, I knew, was in two days.
* *
It was like a whole new world had suddenly opened up to me. I knew what I wanted, and I made my plans.
I arranged my schedule to be sure I'd be free when Steven next went to tan.
I researched buying some sort of spy equipment that would let me watch and listen--but that seemed complicated, and I didn't have a way to install it unobserved.
And--I know this is weird too--I worked all my charms and finally got Steve to do something I'd been requesting over and over: he reluctantly agreed to let me shave him. Down there. I'd been asking and asking, telling him it was a little fetish I had to see him totally smooth down there.
Why? I don't know. Something about vulnerability. Exposure. No secrets. Everything totally on display.
He likes to please me, but he's so straight that he always said no. Except one time I'd gotten him halfway drunk and he'd almost said yes.
This time, he relented. I like to think I have some power over him. Now his entire crotch was as hairlessly smooth as his ass. His immediate reaction had been to say he didn't like my handiwork. It made him feel unprotected and even a little less manly. He felt extra exposed and self-conscious standing naked in front of me with nothing except his cock and balls hanging out.
I assured him it looked hot to me and showed him how much I liked it in bed. He promised to give it a try for a while.
Little did he know that several guys might be lucky enough to get to see his shaved crotch up close. No doubt they'd wonder what kind of guy would do that.
* *
I offered to drive Steven and hang out while he tanned. I brought a book along, for cover, as I did not expect to actually read.
The workmen noticed our entry. Two of them were moving some large piece of lumber into position. One was wearing a blue work shirt and the other a white hard hat. I couldn't tell at first if they were the same guys, but time would tell.
While Steven made his way back to the tanning booth, I settled into a chair in the front waiting area. Out of the corner of my eye, I watched for glimmers of the blue-violet light to show at the edges of the brown paper. I could see that the construction guys were watching for that too.
A glimmer suddenly appeared, and before the workers could do anything I sprang into action.
I walked the full length of the salon, knowing they would be monitoring my progress and wondering what I was doing. I walked all the way to the glass door, gripped the masking tape--and pulled.
A strong stream of blue-violet light emerged. I did not even bother to look in. I turned toward the construction guys, who were surreptitiously watching me, and looked pointedly at them. Blue Shirt and White Hard Hat, I was pleased to see, were ruggedly good-looking guys. They met my eyes, and I nodded once, briefly. Then I walked the full length of the salon back to the waiting area at the front and sat in one of the chairs.
They got my message.