I am a married forty five year old closeted bisexual man. I have a nice, masculine body, am 6 foot, 1 inch and weigh 180 pounds. I always considered myself straight until my wife had to have a hysterectomy and lost interest in sex. I was too young to live in a sexless marriage so I started playing around with married couples and found out that sex with another man could be exciting and hot.
I soon moved on to only looking for anonymous man-to-man sex and with the help of Craig's List met up with Paolo, a gay man a few years younger than me. It turned out there wasn't good sex chemistry between us, but we became best friends and discreetly went to gay bars, sex clubs and rest areas together. Our taste in men was somewhat different so it was rare that we were competing for the same guys and even if we were, there was no animosity for the "winner." Paolo and I talked on the phone every day and were so close that we shared the most intimate details of our lives, the things that no other living soul knew.
A few months ago, Paolo met a downlow Turkish man named Erfan on a gay app. He is married and has a few kids and was visiting from a different city and in town on business. They had spent a couple of nights together, but Paolo admitted that Erfan just wasn't really his type and added that Erfan's sex drive was just too high for him. Hmmmm, that piqued my interest pretty quickly and I told Paolo I was definitely interested. Paolo informed me that I would have a chance to meet Erfan the next week since he would be in town and would attend Paolo's fortieth birthday party. Paolo added, "He's hot, but he either talks too much telling long boring stories or he wants to fuck too much and for too long." I was now even more interested in Mr. Erfan since I have a knack for allowing other people to talk without my listening and I enjoy a good long fuck.
The next Saturday, the party started at five o'clock pm in an outdoor pavilion at Paolo's apartment complex. I had never really met more than a couple of Paolo's friends since I keep a reasonably low profile. It was a group of about fifteen gay men, five women, Erfan and myself. I arrived a little late and the group was standing around having a welcome aperitif. Paolo was busy coordinating everything so I took a drink and stood a little bit aloof to the side--and then I got a glimpse of Erfan.
Fuck! He was hot! A full-on Turkish dream, six foot, two inches, two hundred pounds, muscular, nicely cut hair and a thick, but well groomed beard. His white polo shirt fitted his masculine physique and showed off his hairy arms and a tuft of hair poking out of the collar of his polo. I chubbed up immediately even before spotting the hefty bulge he was sporting in his tight, straight legged jeans. He dressed to the left and the denim was faded where his mighty cock was lodged.
He was engaged talking to a couple of hot women and I stood there admiring him from a distance somewhat lost in the moment. Suddenly Paolo was beside me and whispered in my ear, "Close your mouth dear or you're going to drool on your shirt, you may have some competition, the Kawolski sisters are on Erfan like flies on shit." The Kawolski sisters, Stefania and Katinka were very hot and clearly had silicone boobs and puffy, implanted lips. They were dressed to kill, showing off their big tits, firm, round asses and long legs. I admit I was also attracted to them.
I took another drink in my hand and unobtrusively made my way over to the threesome and stood beside them. Stefania introduced herself to me and I reciprocated and took the opportunity to interrupt Katinka to introduce myself to her and Erfan. I took Erfan's hand in a strong grip and there was a little competition to see who could grip the hardest. There was a weird chemistry between us that felt like we both were trying to convince each other (and ourselves) that we were perfectly straight and my cock stiffened more.
Paolo announced that we should sit down at the table for some more drinks before dinner and we all began to choose our seats. I made it a point to sit beside Erfan, but in retrospect, I think he was also angling to ensure that we had a chance to sit together. We sat there making small talk and looked deeply into each others' eyes. There was definitely chemistry there, but neither of us had the courage to make the first move. For some reason we were both unsure of any mutual attraction and perhaps didn't want to be rejected by the other. So there we sat in some type of weird paralysis compensating by making rather mundane small talk.
Two of Paolo's gay friends, Erik and Sven sat across from us. Erik was quite handsome, but had an aura of someone who was unfulfilled and bitter with life. Sven was rather ugly and bitchy. Both of them were clearly interested in Erfan and were vying for his attention. They continually interrupted our conversation making a point to talk to Erfan and trying to ignore me. Whenever I joined in the conversation, they would give me insolent looks and rather nasty comments.
Even though he was busy pouring wine and talking with the other guests, Paolo sensed that Erfan and I needed a little push and so he came over to us and said,"Erfan, to answer your earlier question, sorry, no there is no power outlet here in the pavilion to charge your phone, but you are welcome to take your phone up to my apartment to charge. John, can I ask you to show Erfan the way to my apartment?" The three of us knew that Erfan had been in the apartment before and there was no need for me to show him the way.
"I will be happy to show Erfan the way to your apartment," Erik chimed in.
Erfan shut it down quickly and politely by replying, "Thanks, John I would really appreciate it if you could show me the way." Erik pursed his lips and looked sourly at Sven.
Paolo gave me a big wink and a smile and whisipered, "Don't worry, there's plenty of time before dinner is served."
We went up to the apartment, got the phone plugged in and stood across from each other continuing our chatter. While there was clearly sexual attraction between us and the whole thing was clearly set up for success, there was still some invisible barrier holding each of us back.
"Why doesn't he make a move?" I thought and stood there like an idiot.
"Why don't you make a move, dumbass?" I thought to myself and continued to stand there paralyzed.
"Fuck this," I finally said to myself and I reached out and caressed his chest with the back of my hand. Erfan reached out and pulled me into a big bear hug and kissed and sucked on the back of my neck. Mmm, it felt so good and I reciprocated. His strong masculine neck felt so good on my cheek and his scent of cologne and man made me hug him even harder.