Let me say this plain, up front, without shame:
I love my cock.
But no--"love" doesn't quite cover it. I worship it. Obsessively. Reverently. Totally.
It is the center of my life, and I don't say that lightly.
My cock is my god.
It's the center of my spiritual life. My daily ritual. My practice.
In what some may call obsession, I'm changed.
In pleasure, I disappear.
In worship--I become divine.
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Even flaccid, it announces itself--long, heavy, thick.
Eight inches at full hardness, minimum.
And when sucked, edged, pumped, praised? I can grow to 8.5. Sometimes 9.
And on my 5'6" frame, it doesn't just "show." It dominates.
From before I had words for it, I knew.
There was something alive in there.
Something vast. Something sacred.
I was born for cock devotion.
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From as early as I can remember, I've been overly fascinated by it.
As a young adult, I became a full-blown chronic bater. Like, hours a day. Just... devoted to edging my cock.
I didn't realize it then, but I was building my religion.
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As I got older, the rituals became more refined--edging, gooning, jelqing, pumping, breathing, milking-stroking myself in front of the mirror, these became my sacraments.
Every stroke, a prayer. Every edge, an offering. Every orgasm, a sacred overflow. Every drop of cum, holy.
I've spent hours in solo communion--sinking deep into goonspace, stroking slowly, breath syncing with pulse--until I wasn't a man anymore.
I was just cock.
Pure cock.
I became it.
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But the real revelations began when the devoted cock-suckers enter into my ritual.
Because as good as self-worship is--and trust me, it's damn good--there is nothing like being sucked by a true believer.
The ones who don't just want my cum. The ones who want to be used. The ones who show up to serve, Him, the MegaPhallus Giganticus.
They understand:
This isn't a blowjob. It's not foreplay. It's worship.
It requires discipline.
It's a way to touch God.
The best cocksuckers move slow.
They breathe.
They wait.
