Tristan lay awake unsure of what he was feeling, it had been a very odd day for him. He rolled over and looked at his beautiful wife, thinking to himself that she might understand if he could just find the words to tell her. Yes, an odd day indeed and he didn't think the next day would be any better. You see it has been like this ever since Robert started working at the restaurant. But maybe I have jumped ahead, so let me start again. Tristan was a bright young chef with a promising career, a beautiful wife, a nice home and was generally happy and secure in who he was. Then Robert came along. A little older than Tristan, but a tall good looking guy, Robert also had a few years on him in the restaurant industry. Immediately, they worked well together and Tristan was learning alot form Robert who never minded sharing a secret or a shortcut with him. As time went on Tristan got very comfortable with Robert and they began hanging out together after work.
That's when it happened!
Sitting in a bar after a few 7&7's, Robert, very calmly and without embarrassment, told Tristan he was gay. At first Tristan didn't really think anything of it as he liked Robert and wasn't judgmental about other people's sexual preferences. It didn't change his opinion of the man at all. They continued to drink and talk laughing at each other's stories and jokes it was a typical night after work. But then it all changed.
As they left the bar and walked to their cars, Tristan noticed two good looking men kissing in the dark. For a split-second he thought, "Damn I wish Robert would kiss me like that-- just so I could know what it's like."
Now, lying here in the dark, his split-second thought had grown into a full-blown idea and he had no idea where it came from. Tristan had never really been exposed to anything like that and really didn't understand where the thoughts were coming from, but he was having a very hard time pushing them out of head. He had tried sleep but that just led him to one of the most confusing dreams he had ever had.
He dreamed that he and Robert were kissing in the dark. When morning arrived, Tristan's wife Melissa thought he was distracted and slightly distant but when she asked him about it, he simply told her it was nothing. She thought no more about it as Tristan often went into deep thought about an upcoming party or a new menu idea. The next couple of days he continued, lost in thought, unable to get the vision of those two men out of his head. Each night his dreams became more vivid and detailed, but this last dream was the one!
He dreamed of having sex with Robert, but in the whole dream his wife was watching them with a huge grin on her face. When he awoke from that one he had a raging hard on and a small puddle of precum under him. He decided it was time to talk to someone about it. As they sat at the table drinking their morning coffee, he slowly began to tell Melissa his thoughts and dreams. At first she was taken aback, but she loved him and had always supported him and this would be no different. s She asked him what he wanted to about it. To this he had no ready reply, as he really didn't know what to do about any of it. But she had some ideas of her own. Melissa was a very open-minded person and in the beginning of their marriage, when she told him she had always wanted to have sex with a woman, he was supportive and even helped her find the woman.