This story contains graphic sexual content, strong language, and has a lot of very strong sexual content in it such as Crossdressing, Kitten Play, Fingering, Mirror sex, Handjob, Begging, Size Difference, Size kink, Butt-Plugs, Creampie, Aftercare, and Subspace. Mentions: Free-Use, Somnophilia.
Fun fact: Aspen is Demisexual; only feel sexually attracted to someone when they have an emotional bond with the person. Also, Mykal's honorific is Alpha, I just wanted to do something different than the traditional ones.
All characters depicted in this story are over eighteen and have fully consented to everything that is happening.
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A S P E N
Mykal had gone out with Ezra to do something. Aspen had been distracted when Mykal explained everything in full detail, but he got the main points down. One, Mykal was going to do something outside of the house. Two, Mykal would be with Ezra, and three, from the moment he walked out the door, he only had three hours before he would return home. Aspen sucked in a deep breath and swallowed around a knot that'd formed in his throat, his eyes squeezed closed as he stood in front of the giant mirror that was built into the wall. He was convinced that this was a dumb idea.
It wasn't even just dumb this was next-level dumb. Especially because he couldn't really remember when Mykal had left, nor how long had passed since he'd gotten showered and dressed. He was just standing anxiously in front of the mirror while Cameron did his hair, trying to avoid looking at himself but also insanely curious. He felt off, but not really in a bad way, either. He didn't really know how he felt.
Aspen was surprised by the amount of arousal he was feeling at the softness of the lingerie caressing his skin, and the feeling of the skirt hitting the top of his thighs was making his heart race. He couldn't stand to look though, he was too embarrassed. He had been so sure about this when he'd asked Cameron for his help, but now he just wasn't sure. Cameron pulled off looking feminine, but he probably wouldn't. And if Mykal saw him and he looked ridiculous... that was a horrific and embarrassing thought that somehow made desire burn hotter in his veins. He felt himself stiffening in his panties, his breath catching in his throat at the sensation of the soft fabric against his cock as he shifted a little. This was a bad idea.
"Aspen, you're turning blue. You have to breathe, darling!" Cameron chattered as he ran his fingers through Aspen's hair. Aspen let out a shuddery breath and bit his lip. "You are so pretty, I'm so jealous of your hair. It's so soft and bouncy." Cameron said as he pulled a section of his hair back and carefully put a rubber band in it, copying on the other side so that he could have a place to clip in the ears. Aspen squeezed his eyes tighter as he felt them slip onto place on top of his head.
Aspen wasn't sure what had made him decide to come up with this surprise anyway. Maybe it was simple curiosity, maybe it was because he thought Mykal would like it, or maybe it was just that Aspen had spent a year and a half watching Mykal's streams and fantasizing about him taking Cameron's place. Okay, that sounds bad but that wasn't how he meant it. He obviously wouldn't picture himself in Mykal's place given that he was the one he wanted, but it still made him feel bad. He'd been so envious of Cameron because he was everything that Aspen had always wanted to be but was much, much too shy to be.
Aspen wanted to be stronger and more confident like Cameron, but Aspen was painfully aware of his own movements and comments so much that it made his skin crawl. Any moment spent around anyone he was unfamiliar with and he became a stuttering, confused, jumbled-up mess. His anti-anxiety medications worked somewhat, but even so, it wasn't foolproof, and he still had anxiety on bad days--and around groups of people, and when he was alone and outside. Mykal helped a lot with his anxiety though. When Mykal was around, he felt infinitely safer than when he was alone, so even if he felt anxiety it wasn't as bad because he knew Mykal would take care of him.
"Alright, I think I'm done with hair and makeup. Are you ready to look?" Cameron asked, and Aspen stiffened. He had to look ridiculous and he was cursing himself. This was ridiculous, he was ridiculous. The outfit was a maid outfit--Cameron and Ezra had picked it out together, and it was short and skimpy, definitely barely covering his panties and he could feel the collar of it around his throat, but it was loosened enough that it didn't seem to be hindering his ability to breathe like he had first thought. He could feel the weight of the bow tied around his neck resting on against the white shirt, and the tops of the thigh-high stocking around his thighs--and the garter belt resting on his hips. He couldn't look.
"I have to look so silly," Aspen said, reaching his hands up to cover his face. Cameron wrapped his hands around his wrists before Aspen could put his hands on his face.