How did he get here, he had thought, slinging the skinned pig carcass over his shoulder. Lucius Papirius had been the hero of the 9th Legion. Over three storied tours he had aided in he conquering of the northern Barbarian lands and rescued the kidnapped son of a nobleman. His name was sung in the songs of that conquest and the children of the Abentine insisted he had slain a Hydra as well. But that was all behind him now. At 33 years of age the man was glad to leave the frozen fronts of the North for the comfort of the city.These days, he was wearing the hat of humble and happy butcher.
Perhaps if he remembered that, things would have worked out differently. He wouldn't have intervened when he saw the neighboring shopkeeper being beaten by petty thugs. He could have said to himself, "Not your problem Lucius. You've got your own to look after." But the fear in the boy's eyes stirred Papirius's sense of right and wrong, and foolishly, he raised his hand against the goons. Little did he know that they were in the employ of Erastes Tullmen, the most powerful crook in Rome. Sure, he wore the violet tunics and jewelery of a prosperous merchant, but his true station was plain to all. Tullmen was the unquestioned kingpin of the Abentine.
As the sun was low in the sky, the scowling toad-faced man appeared at his storefront with his thugs, and proclaimed.
"Citizens of the Abentine, hear this. At noon tomorrow, in the middle of the marketplace, Lucius Varenus will heartfully apologize and get down on his knees and kiss my feet. Otherwise, I'll have his whole clan raped by dogs and decapitated."
The words shook. His mouth went dry and he couldn't speak. He felt as if he almost couldn't stand. Erastes raised a curious eyebrow, expecting some bold reply, and his hateful expression turned to one of contemptuous amusement. Erastes Tullmen could smell fear, because he lived on other men's fear, and drawing it from the hero of 9th, the self-appointed protector of the Abentine, the fearless Lucius Papirius, made him more excited than the hundreds of whores he owned.
If Papirius's vision hadn't been blurred, he would have seen the sizable erection tenting out in front of Tullmen's velvet tunic.
This kind of cowardice was something new for the old soldier and he didn't know how to respond to it. Lucius, luckily Dullo was there to send the thief on his way and help his friend save some face.
As Dullo led him home, he felt dazed, confused by his passive reaction. The old Lucius, Lucius the legionnaire would have decapitated the little thief for saying this to him. But know he was a different Lucius, Lucius the husband, Lucius the father, Lucius the business owner. He had too much to lose just to save his honor.
That night he sent his wife and children to stay with her sister in the South. He even sent Dullo away.
"Somethings, my friend, a man must deal with on his own." After a sleepless night, Papirius found himself at the small Christian church in the temple district. Upon leaving the Legion and starting his new life of sows and safety, Papirius had abandoned his father's gods for this new one from the east, who preached tolerance, forgiveness, redemption. The chapel was tiny, cool and calm, like a cave. Flickering votive candles illuminating a crude mosaic of the Passion of Christ. Lucius felt safe here.
The old priest, twisted spine and pot-bellied with a long white beard, listened to the shaking man's plight, and a sickly beatific smile crossed his lips.
"Calm, calm yourself my boy. Drink, it will steady your nerves." He consoled Papirius, putting a bony hand on his shoulder and presenting him with a cup of warm, earthy tea.
"Drink." And Papirius downed the rooty brew, it felt strange in his stomach at first, but then he felt a warm calm spreading through his belly.
"Our Lord and Savior teaches us that if our enemy slaps our face, we must offer him our other cheek. My son, you must submit to the wishes of this Erastes Tullmen and show your humility unto him. Not only it is the best thing for your family, it is what your God wants of you." The blonde man closed his eyes and sunk his head in resignation.
"You must present your best self to this Erastes. Wear a new toga, its whiteness bespeaking the innocence in your heart that this powerful man may find mercy . Visit the baths and be clean, inside and out."
"Yes, father." Papirius intoned, eyes still closed.
"My boy, you must sacrifice all of your pride before him. My poor boy, you must kiss his feet."
As the priest's words played inside his head, twisting his fragile mind around. Erastes was powerful. Erastes was strong. Papirius was weak, a weak boy. The priest was right: he must submit to him.
"Thank you father, thank you for showing me the way."He buried himself in the man's lap like he did with his father when he was a boy. The old man ran his skeletal fingers through his short golden locks. What a beautiful young man.