[Yes, get over here.] I got up to be at the door. His adding 'please' meant he really wanted to be in my arms again. I had flipped him. Getting him physically in my arms was the next step. He would feel me, smell me. The trauma would cause him to be turmoil, and I could guide him right where I wanted him.
I heard his steps coming up the stairs. I opened the door as he go to the top. He catapulted himself into my arms. I held him tight for a bit, letting his head rest on my chest. He was holding me tight, his muscles showing their strength. "It's all right boy, it's all fine. I'm here." I kissed the top of his head.
"I hurt so much, but I can't be without you." Kyle sobbed into my chest. He was crying. I hadn't noticed when he showed up, but he couldn't speak without me hearing it.
"You're here now, where you belong. With me. Always with me." I gently pulled his head back and wiped his tears away. Then I kissed him, deeply. I pulled him to a chair, holding him tight. His head curled down on me chest again. As much as I'd like his lips on my cock, this was not the time for sex. He needed me to just hold him, and I did, letting him come to terms with everything.
"So you still want me?" He sounded small, confused.
"Of course, you are my boy, I would never of messaged you if I didn't want you. Getting to know you has made me want you more." All true, and he needed to hear it. I do have a huge capacity for wanting men.
"I've been a damn fool, haven't I?" He wasn't looking up at me, he was still looking at my chest.
I moved, shifting us both. My hand raised his head up. He kept his eyes down. I tapped his jaw with a finger. He knew what I wanted. He took a deep breath and looked me in the eyes. I saw fear, not like he was worried I would hit him, but that he had disappointed me and worried of the consequences. "Yes, you've been a damn fool."
Kyle shifted a bit in my arms. I continued "You can trust me. I won't let you be harmed." Harmed and hurt are two different things. "You are my boy, I take care of my boys." I stroked his hair. "Right now, you are the only one I'm thinking about. You are my boy, the boy in my arms."
"I like being in your arms." Very sweet of him. After what he had been through, he needed some simple time in contact with me.
"I like you in my arms. All comfy?"
"Yes, Master." He nuzzled his head a little. I was glad he remembered to call me 'Master' again, it meant he was settling back where he needed to be. Just deeper into being my sub. It didn't take too long before I realized he was asleep. I moved a little, only to have him snuggle into me more. I rolled my eyes a bit as it dawned on me that I was stuck and wouldn't be moving. Gently, I eased the lounge chair back all the way, shortly I fell asleep as well.
I woke up to Kyle opening my shirt and kissing my chest. I let him continue. He glanced up and saw me watching him. He smiled and kissed further down. He moved to kneel before me, bringing his hands to my pants, undoing them. I moved my hips so he could slid my trousers down. He got to his goal, putting his nose to my pubes and inhaling deeply.
Kyle began to kiss my balls, a nice gesture. I widened my legs and decided to let him work on my junk. The kisses lead to licks, he was still concentrating on my nuts. He put an entire ball in, not able to stretch his mouth around both. Kyle had learned a bit from working on me so far and didn't rush, spending an incredibly long time on my balls. Licks, kisses, using just his lips to 'bite' the skin. I was actually a bit surprised when when he began to kiss up my shaft, making it to the tip where he imitated french kissing for a bit before slowly moving his lips down. In full contact with my shaft, slowly moving until I was buried in his throat. His nose was back in my pubes, my cock encased now. He stayed until he just had to breath. He pulled back faster then he intended.
After that start he got to moving up and down on my long prick with moderate speed. Nice after some time getting my pump primed. I almost wanted to grab his head and face fuck him, but this needed to be him doing it. I let him. His skills were in full display has he worked hard to pleasure me.
He hadn't forgotten he needed to use more than just his mouth. One hand cupped my balls and moved my testicles around, the other moved slowly on my inner thigh. He was still sucking, and I was enjoying every minute. His tongue began to move, he had held it in reserve until now. I loved the increased sensations. He loved the long opportunity to service me. He added new actions bit by bit. His head started to move more. He was being sure to go the entire length from tip to base. He was working hard to please me, to make up for his running out.
I leaned back and let him go at it. I was still holding back, not letting myself cum, I was very happy he had returned to me. Kyle continued to suck on my cock, and I saw the sun rising through my windows. I was glad the night was over. His hands continued working my my balls. I was so hard, so very hard, it almost hurt.
I decided it was time to fuck him. I pulled forward and lifted him up, carrying him to my bedroom. There, I pulled his pants off. Once he realized what I was going for, he helped. I had him on his back, lining my cock up to his ass. He looked up at me, unbridled desire on his face, and gratefulness. I let the tip of my cock rest just at the gate of his ass, just letting him feel me there, touching him, intimately. He looked at me in longing. I smiled at him as I pushed in, taking him again, using him as he needed to be used. He let out a groan, feeling like he was content again.
I pumped slowly, letting him feel my dick fully. He needed to relish this fucking I was giving him. To know his owner was taking him again, he needed to block out all the fears he had, to trust me and surrender to me. His face showed just want it should, submission to me, joy at my fucking him.
It's one thing to fuck a random sub you pick up for a night, it's another to fuck one you really connect with. If the sub means something to you, everything you do to him means more. His obedience is more fulfilling. Filling his hole is more satisfying. Kyle's ass felt great, unlike anything I'd ever experienced before. A warm sheath around my cock that gave me a sensation much better than the last time I fucked him. I think it was him coming back to me. The fact I had him under me, taking my prick, and wanting me more than ever before.
I leaned down and kissed him, rubbing my body on his, chest to chest. I reached around and pulled his head closer to me. We were undulating together, Kyle groaning in my mouth as we kissed. I increased the force of shoving into him, my desire rising in me. I had almost lost him, got him back, and had to delay my carnal desires for his recovery. I wanted to cum in him again, and I was tired of waiting. I began to rut in earnest. Kyle's arms reached around me, his fingers scraping on my back, I'm sure he was pulling blood, but I didn't care. We were together again.
I really thrust in, our bodies rubbing together and covered in sweat. I started going harder into him, and I felt him shoot, his body twisting, almost like he was trying to escape. That was the last I could resist, and I came deep in his guts. We held onto each other tighter, continuing our movement in echoes of the fucking we had done. I slowed down, releasing him, arms, mouth and ass. I rolled onto my back, Kyle rolled besides me, putting his head on my chest and his arm over me. We both breathed deep.