I thought I should step back and share the story that, more than anything, made me who I am today. If you have read my story, A Hot Hotel Room, then this is a sort of sequel to that. If not, you should, (shameless plug...I know) but it's not really that necessary for enjoying this one. That was a story about my first homosexual experience. This is the story of me realizing my absolute love of cock and total acceptance of the fact.
I had recently moved for a new job. It was typical office work in the IT department for a smallish company. It was quite a long ways from where I had grown up but the pay was great, and it gave me a chance to get out and experience new things, new places, and meet new people.
I never really had a problem with making friends, and it wasn't long before I made one with a guy named Nick that worked a few cubicles away from me on the company's website design team. We were the same age and found after eating a few lunches together that we had a lot in common. He was about an inch taller than me (I'm 5'7''), rather thin, and really cute with light brown, short hair. I say cute at this point simply because he was really funny with a great attitude and very likable. Everyone loved him. He was also pretty damn easy on the eyes.
I was becoming more and more attracted to him but was also very confused in what way. It had only been a matter of weeks since my very first time having sex with another man, and I was still trying to wrap my head around it. I had tried to convince myself that it was just that Nick was a really great guy. He hadn't shown me any signs that he was interested in me that way or with other men in general but that didn't stop me from beginning to frequently masturbate to the thought of me sucking his cock until he spilled his load into my mouth and me swallowing it all. That, of course, led me to feeling slightly ashamed of myself afterwards with my own jizz dripping down my stomach—any gay or bi-sexual person that grew up in a very religious household probably knows what I'm talking about. It's hard to beat years of programming.
It became an almost nightly ritual after one day going to the bathroom and having Nick come in and take the urinal next to me. I wanted to get a glimpse of his cock so bad that I all but involuntarily looked down at his prick while he pissed and took a good look. It wasn't huge but it wasn't small either and was circumcised with a sexy, slightly round head. It looked so good that my own began to tingle a little, and I swear that he even gave it a few strokes while I was looking—but that might have been my overactive imagination.
Either way, I quickly looked forward, finished my business, and that night fucked my ass relentlessly with the larger-than-expected dildo I had just got online, imagining it was Nick. I ended up shooting a gigantic load. scooped it up to eat it, and again felt a little ashamed myself afterwards.
I tried and tried to push those thoughts out of my mind and not act completely weird around him whenever we talked, so I did the best I could to contain myself when Nick proposed an idea to me after eating lunch together about a week later.
"You have any plans this weekend?" he asked.
"Nope."
"How would you feel about going on a short canoe trip with me and a couple friends of mine?"
"I don't know... Maybe," I replied, trying to stay cool.
"It'll be on a small river not too far from here and just two nights camping. It was going to be just the three of us with me paddling a canoe by myself and my friends in another. I thought I might see if you are interested in joining us."
"What the hell, why not? Sounds like fun!" I said a little over anxiously and losing the cool vibe I was trying to present.
"Great!" Nick replied, not noticing it. "We're meeting at my place on Saturday morning and heading to the river from there. I'll give you my address and stuff after work. It should be a lot of fun."
We went back to our cubicles, and I tried to suppress the imaginings that were making my dick hard. I did my best to rationalize things: It was Labor Day weekend, I had nothing to do, I did love canoeing, and it was a great chance to get to know Nick better outside of work as well as possibly making some new friends. There was no reason to think that any sexual escapades would occur in any way. At least, that's what I tried to tell myself as my penis got stiffer.
Saturday morning came up and I headed to Nick's place. When I arrived his two friends were already there and Nick was loading his stuff into their SUV. I was certainly impressed. They were both very good looking, and wearing only T-shirts and shorts, it was easy to see that they were also in great shape.
I took a deep breath, told my wandering imagination to shut the hell up, and got out of my car.
Nick introduced us, and I shook each of their hands. One was named Adam. He had shoulder length, black hair, and was probably somewhere close to six feet tall. The other one looked like an absolute stud. He had to have been about 6'3'' or so, big chested with bowling ball shoulders, and long, dirty blonde hair that he kept in a ponytail high on his head. They were both remarkably good looking.
"My name's Ford," he said as his huge hand nearly crushed mine. "They call me that because I'm a fucking truck."
I looked at him googly eyed as he nearly picked me up off the ground and started to wonder if I had made a terrible mistake.
He let me go just before I started to audibly whimper. "Nah, just messing with ya. My dad is actually the biggest Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy fan you'll ever meet. There's a character in it named Ford Prefect that he loves and insisted that I be named after him—apparently mom didn't really care."
What a relief! I thought I was going to be stuck with some dipshit, stud-muffin for the next two days. "Really? I love those books! I've read the whole series a few times, actually."
"I fucking hate them," he replied with a steely gaze.
"Oh..." My face made the perfect model of chagrin.
"Just playing again," he then laughed. "I really like them, too. What's your favorite line?"
"That's a tough one... I always liked 'The knack to flying is to learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss' but there's a bunch I love."
"That is a good one," Ford replied. "I love just about everything Zaphod Beeblebrox says. I really liked the movie, too."
"So did I! Sam Rockwell played him perfectly."
"I thought the same thing."
We both laughed, and I realized I was already falling in love with the guy.
Nick told us to break it up and that we didn't have all day. He then helped me get my gear out of my car and into their vehicle. I didn't bring much: the swim trunks I was wearing, two pairs of shorts for changing into something dry later, a couple of T-shirts, an extra pair of socks, jeans and a sweatshirt just in case, my sleeping bag wrapped in a garbage bag to keep from getting wet, the brand-new tent I had just bought, some food, my camera, and a twelve pack of hard cider in cans. I was probably a little over prepared, but it had been a few years since I had last gone canoeing.
Nick and I had already agreed to share a cooler, so I put everything I needed kept cold into his. We put that and everything else that we were bringing into the SUV and then got in with Adam taking shotgun, Ford driving, and Nick and I taking the backseats.
"Everybody know where their towel is?" asked Ford, and I nearly shot the water I was drinking out of my nose.