*Author's Note: This is erotic fantasy. It involves sexual situations between consenting adults, all of whom are over 18 years of age. Since it is fantasy and it's my fantasy, I presume a world free of STDs. I hope you enjoy the story; if not, such is life. Comments are always appreciated.
DISCOVERY
Billy had always felt uncomfortable around his stepfather and stepbrother, ever since his mother had remarried when he was 13. They were both much larger than him, John, his stepbrother, at 15 taller than most of the other boys in his class at 6'2", and Jason, his stepfather, a big burly man who worked as a construction foreman.
A sensitive boy just 5'9" tall with lank brown hair and hazel eyes, Billy had been greatly affected by the years of often borderline violent arguments between his parents. Though he had never witnessed any overt violence, the verbal violence was even more destructive emotionally and psychologically. As such, he had tended to avoid anything that smacked of pressure, not wanting to endure the stress that it would inevitably cause.
A good student, Billy had never been in trouble in school, or at home, scrupulously following whatever rules that there were, finding it easier to have a guideline to anchor himself to so that there weren't any surprises, and therefore, no unnecessary stress. His report cards were always full of A's and B's and he had been teased at times for being the teacher's pet, something that he found embarrassing.
Trying to fit in as best he could, Billy tried to take part in the innocuous school activities that didn't involve competition. The dates that he had had were always with the girls that the other boys found unattractive. Because he was a nice boy, these girls were eager to go out with him if he asked, as nobody else was asking. Even though he was curious about intimate contact with the girls that he dated, he was too shy and too afraid of the possible rejection to actually act on any of his buried, prurient urges, until, that is, the girl would take the initiative.
His first kiss had been a memorable one that still caused him to feel a rush of excitement, the girls lips full and soft on his and her pointed, velvety tongue pressing between his lips to find his tongue exciting him when he'd suck on it. Touching a girl's breasts for the first time to satisfy his curiosity had been a memorable experience, though not particularly exciting, until the girl had insisted that he suck on her large hard nipples, surprising himself at how enjoyable it was.
He had found it interesting more than anything else the first time he touched a pussy, all wet and soft, but he had enjoyed being able to do so in such a way that the girl was moaning and pressing against him for more. He had hesitated when she had practically begged him to eat her pussy, not sure if he wanted to put his mouth where she peed, but in the end had acquiesced, his basic nature to please other people to avoid strife and stress dominating. To his great surprise, he had enjoyed it, sucking on her big clit and hearing her moaning in delight, writhing on the back seat of the car as he got her off several times.
He had been nothing short of stunned when she had then insisted on sucking his cock, feeling a great sense of embarrassment when she had extracted it from his pants, just shy of 6" in length and not particularly thick. It had felt incredible and he had been extremely embarrassed when he found himself wondering what it would feel like to do it himself, suck a cock, and his cock exploded in her mouth. She had coughed and sputtered, spitting his cum out as his cock had continued to ooze, then apologized, explaining that she hadn't expected him to cum so quickly. She had then once again sucked on him, licking up all of the cum. When she had then kissed him, he had tasted his cum all over her mouth and tongue and had found it to be not unpleasant, similar yet different than the taste of her pussy.
After that, Billy would look for any sign that the girl that he was out with was interested in a bit more fun, always eager to suck on hard nipples or wet pussies, delighting in being able to get a girl to cum by sucking on her clit. When he had finally gotten up the nerve to try to fuck one of the girls whose pussy he had just eaten, she had told him that she wanted to be a virgin when she married, but that he could fuck her in the ass, as that would allow her to technically remain a virgin.
The very idea had seemed disgusting to Billy, but he was so determined to know what sex was like that he had agreed, doggedly working his cock into her ass, which she assured him wasn't the first time that she had experienced such a thing. It had felt very strange, but very exciting, especially the way she moaned and rotated her ass as he fucked it, pressing back against him, finally collapsing onto her stomach, her whole body vibrating as she came.
When he finally went out with a girl who allowed him to fuck her pussy, he found it far less stimulating than fucking an ass, not nearly as tight, and she didn't react with the same passion as did the girls whose asses he fucked. Clearly there was something about getting fucked in the ass that really turned a girl on. While he realized that there was no way he could ever understand what it felt like for a girl to get fucked in the pussy, he did realize that it might be possible for him to understand why they enjoyed it in their asses so much.
Billy felt that old sense of panic in himself when he'd think about it, realizing that the only boys who did such things were gay and that he didn't consider himself to be gay. It wasn't even really a curiosity as much as it was an occasional thought that drifted though his mind, usually when his cock was being sucked or he had it buried deep in some girl's ass.
When he found himself sneaking looks at the cocks of the other boys in his gym class in the showers after class, he realized that maybe he was different. It wasn't that he felt some overwhelming attraction to the other boys, but it was more a curiosity, especially when he'd hear them laughing and joking about their sexual activities. But it was when he saw a group of five of his classmates in the shower standing in a circle masturbating at the same time, a competition to see who could cum first and shoot the farthest, that he felt a sense of confusion, as his own cock had gotten as hard as a rock, something that he had been at pains to hide from the other boys, knowing how they'd react to seeing him get excited watching other boys masturbating.
Billy shared a common bathroom with his brother John which was between their bedrooms. It was not at all uncommon for either of them to occasionally run into each other in the bathroom or for one of them to be showering while the other needed to brush his teeth or to pee. While not particularly close, John had always treated Billy decently, never picking on him, never teasing him, more like roommates than anything.
But now, after having seen the circle jerk after gym class that afternoon, Billy couldn't help noticing John's cock as he showered while Billy washed his face and hands, using the mirror to surreptitiously look at his stepbrother. John's cock was clearly bigger than his, longer and thicker, and he already had hair growing on his chest, while Billy's was as smooth as the day he had been born.
As he was drying his face and hands, John finished his shower and began to dry himself, stepping out of the shower as he tousled his hair with the towel to dry it, Billy unable to stop himself from looking at his cock as it swung in front of him.
"What's up, Kid?" John asked, the nickname that he had bestowed upon Billy upon becoming his stepbrother, a habit that he had never broken.
"Nothing," Bill said, turning to go to his own room.
"Why don't I believe you?" John asked as he wrapped the towel around his waist, always aware that his younger stepbrother was a sensitive young man.
"It's just...something happened in school today is all," Bill said, flushing and not wanting to talk to anyone about it.
"A problem?" John asked.
"No, no, nothing like that," Billy said. "Just..."
"Well, obviously something happened that's bothering you," John said. "Come tell me about it while I get dressed," he said, turning and going into his own bedroom, Billy hesitating, then following.
"So, what happened in school that's got you so bothered?" John asked, dropping his towel to the floor and rummaging in a drawer for a pair of boxer shorts which his stepped into, not noticing his stepbrother's eyes watching his cock.
"It was in gym class, or after, actually," Billy replied, suddenly uncomfortable, as much about relating what had happened as well as the sudden hardening of his own cock as he remembered it, that and the sight of his brother's cock, suddenly seeing it as a cock for the first time.
"Okay," John said as he pulled on some jeans and then a T-shirt, then sat down on the end of his bed.
Billy related how he had seen the circle jerk in the shower, blushing.
"That happened all the time when I was in school," John said with a laugh. "It's normal. Everyone jerks off."
"I-I'd never seen anyone do it before," Billy said.
"You should have joined them," John said. "I sure would have."
"Really!" Billy gasped.
"Sure," John replied. "It's a lot of fun and a good way to bond with the other guys. It's no big deal."
"You-you've done that?" Billy asked.
"Lots of times," John replied. "You do jerk off, don't you?"
"Sometimes," Billy admitted, blushing.
"It's nothing to be ashamed of," John said. "A guy could go crazy if he didn't cum sometimes."
"Do you...do you still, you know, jerk off?" Billy asked.
"Sure," John replied. "Sometimes I just have to cum and if there's no girl handy..."
"I-I don't think that I could do it in front of anyone," Billy said.
"Sure you could," John assured him. "It's only hard the first time. Is that what's bothering you, that you wanted to join them but were afraid?" he asked.
"I-I don't think so," Billy replied.
"If you want, we can do it together," John offered. "Maybe if you can do it with me, you'll be able to do it with other guys."
"What, just jerk off, just like that?" Billy asked, aghast when he felt his cock hardening in his pants. "Together?"