A few years back I was in college and felt curious about curious about other men. This came thanks to a girlfriend I had that had me jerking off to gay porn and tasting my own cum. From there I started messing whit my butt and liked it so decided to give it a go.
I was really unsure about the whole situation because I was in college in my home town. So decided the best way to proceed was to create a profile in a gay dating app.
I was 21 and in relative shape and found out that as soon as I put in my profile that I was a bottom I was flooded with messages from young and old guys that just wanted me to suck them off and give them my ass for them to "ruin".
Now as a person who is unsure as turned on as I was I didn't really wanted to have that as my first experience.
One day I started messaging with an older men. (About 37). He actually talked to me and made me feel good about what I wanted to do.
After some time talking we started talking about meeting. I was really turned on by the idea and started felling confident. Until one day I agreed to meet him at his house.
So I went over to his building, my heart racing and half of me wanting to pull out of the deal. But I put through it and just went.
He meet me at the door building and rode the elevator with me realizing how awkward I was felling and nervous. He was really charming and I was almost falling apart from nerves.
He had talked about the things we could do and he let me be very at ease whit him that we would only do what I felt comfortable with.
When we got to his apparent he took of his jacket and help me take mine off and as soon as I turned he came really close for a kiss.