I had been curious about sucking cock for years, but I always kept it in the back of my mind. When I was really horny, images of getting down on my knees and worshipping a big, hard cock would spring into my mind. I would fantasize about a hard-on pulsing between my lips and shooting spurts of warm spunk into my mouth β and in particularly horny moments, I would imagine pulling it out of my mouth to shoot ribbons of sticky jism all over my face.
While I had always kept these kind of thoughts in the background, only indulging in them when my sex drive kicked into high and brought them to mind unbidden, a few days ago I thought to myself, "I wonder if I would really like it - maybe I should explore this idea instead of keeping it at arm's length? After all, what if I'm denying myself from something that I might really enjoy?" The question was, how could I figure that out?
I'd read stories about curious guys hooking up online to try sucking an anonymous cock, no strings attached. But the idea left me cold. I wasn't sure that I'd like it and something about pure guy on guy action just didn't do it for me. But the idea of giving a blowjob in almost any other context had me hard and throbbing in a second. Stories of wives or girlfriends encouraging or even teaching their husbands to suck cock for them drove me wild. Stories of guys sucking the big hard-on of a sexy, feminine shemale were super hot. I liked the stories I'd read where girlfriends jerked their guy off all over his own face and had him swallow his freshly spurted load too. I'd come across a few super hot stories where a big breasted wife would tit-fuck her husband until he came all over her globes, and then cajole him into licking all his cum off her beautiful boobs. But the direct, anonymous guy on guy action just didn't do it for me for some reason. And that seemed to be by far the easiest way to try out sucking cock.
So I came up with another idea. I'd seen a strap-on femdom movie online. The idea was hot, although unfortunately the movie was not. But in one scene, the girl had her guy down on his knees sucking her big strap-on dildo. The scene didn't last nearly long enough, but the action was super sexy. "A strap-on, that could be something to try," I thought.
I went online and did some shopping. A week later, my purchase arrived, and I was going to try sucking a cock for the first time. Or at least a rubber one!
I had everything all set up. I picked a night, told all my friends I was busy, didn't jerk off for a week to be extra-horny and let myself fantasize about the night as much as I wanted. I told myself I could cum as many times as I wanted while I tried sucking the dildo. It was all ready to go. And tonight was the night...
I put on my bathrobe for easy access β and to stay warm in the cool apartment. I got out some lube to enhance my jerking off. And I brought out the package for the dildo. The online product description said it was 7.5 inches long. I had picked black instead of the blue or pink, and I was glad I did. It had a full set of balls and a suction cup to attach it to the wall. When I opened the package it looked huge!! Long, and so thick around that my finger and thumb just met went I wrapped my hand around the shaft. I measured it and it was a full 8 inches in length β so much for truth in advertising! It was pleasantly heavy as I gripped it, and pliable while at the same time completely solid. My breath had speeded up and I realized my cock was tenting my robe as soon as I wrapped my hand around this rubber cock.
I looked at it in my hand and hesitated, "Was I really going to do this? What would people think if they knew?" I took a deep breath and reminded myself that this was for me. Nobody had to know. I just wanted to try. To find out if it would turn me on like the fantasies that kept coming back over and over, or if the reality would leave me cold like the stories of anonymous gay blowjobs did.
In my fantasies I was almost always on my knees. "That sounds like a good place to start," I thought.
I knelt down on the floor next to my bed, wet the suction cup base β with my tongue β and stuck the big dildo to the wall, putting it right in front of my face. My breathing quickened again. I kept my hand wrapped around the base of the shaft, and brought my face closer to the big dick. I could feel my inhibitions melt away and my tongue reached out and licked the underside of the shaft from where my hand was gripping it to the tip of the cock. I swirled my tongue around the fat head of the cock and felt the heft of the big dick. My tongue went round and round. I closed my eyes and savoured the sensation.
The image of the big hard-on penetrating my mouth flashed into my mind. I hesitated for a second, the big knob resting on my tongue, took a breath, opened my lips and slid the cock into my mouth. It felt huge!! The thickness of the shaft filling my mouth, the head sliding over my tongue and probing deeper and deeper β it was completely arousing. My cock jumped and throbbed. I pulled my head back, and then bobbed forward again, sucking the hard member into my mouth. My first few strokes were tentative, but the feeling was incredible. I began to bob my head up and down on the fat cock. I took my hand off the shaft and just used my mouth to worship the dildo. I put my hands on the wall and bobbed my head up and down, up and down, up and down. I got a rhythm going. I sucked faster and faster, until I was almost out of breath.
Then I pulled off the cock and marveled at how empty my mouth felt without it. The dildo drooped under its own weight, and looked beautifully enticing.
"How do girls deep throat something that big?" I wondered. "Well, I could try it I guess..."
I took it back into my mouth, and was again surprised how big it felt. I took it as deep as I comfortably could and there was still at least 3.5 inches left out of my mouth. I pulled back and slid my mouth back down on it. Same thing. I remembered reading a story where a girlfriend convinced her boyfriend to suck her strap-on and told him to relax his throat and swallow to get the last few inches down. That didn't turn me on when I read it.
"Why deep throat it?" I had thought. But now it seemed like a challenge. So I went back down on the cock as far as I could and paused, then I took a breath, pushed down on the big dildo and swallowed. I felt the huge shaft fill my throat, and then the last 3.5 inches of that big, beautiful black dildo disappeared into my mouth!!! I paused with it deep inside me. My eyes watered and a moment of nerves washed over me until I reminded myself I could breathe through my nose. I took a breath and pulled back, sliding the cock almost all the way out of my mouth so I could feel its full length. It felt enormous!! And oh so sexy.....I bore down on it again, got it to the back of my mouth, took a breath and swallowed the entire length again...and again!...and again! I wasn't smooth at it and I had to back off, but it felt amazing. My eyes were watering and my throat felt stretched, but I also felt a huge sense of accomplishment.
"So that's how they did it!! And that's why they did it; it feels good to do it, great in fact!!!"
I was hooked on sucking the dildo. From there I started to experiment. I bobbed my head up and down. I put my hand back on the shaft and starting jerking it off while I sucked on the upper third. I swirled my tongue around as I sucked. I imagined what it would be like if I could stroke and suck it until it ejaculated in my mouth. I was completely caught up in blowing this big dildo. My hand went to my rock hard cock and started to stroke it β but gently, not wanting to blow my load too fast.