This is nothing more than a fantasy of mine, a mind-gone-wild exercise. Those expecting a great work of written art should not expect that."
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I'm 38 now and I started thinking about sex with both men and women, young men and old men, and young women and old women, during the summer after I turned 18.
I was barely five feet tall during the summer after I graduated from high school and had my 18th birthday party, so I was much smaller than usual, but I had just turned 18 so I considered myself to be an "adult".
My thoughts later that summer evolved into dirty sex, anal sex, being used as a sex toy, being taken against my will, being fucked by strangers out in the woods or while swimming in the pond or in the hot shed at the edge of our property. The summer after I turned 18 was weird, and fun. Having men piss into my asshole and do all sorts of dirty things to me started after my 18th birthday party. I jerked off so many times out there that summer, thinking my dirty thoughts, while rubbing things against my tender asshole. I have lubed my asshole for years, starting back when I turned 18 as I learned a lot that summer.
Not long after I turned 18, I started having sexual encounters with horny older men who liked to grab me as I walked through the dark woods by myself and take me into their shacks and rape me. I don't know exactly when it started but sometime during the summer after my 18th birthday and before I left home for college that fall.
I grew up in the woods, or on the edge of the woods, and it was remote to say the least. These sexual encounters often involved strange older men, usually ones I didn't even know. How did they find out about me and know I was so horny?
I would be home by myself the summer after graduating from high school, and would be working in the backyard with just stretchy shorts on, no underwear, and no shirt. I was dripping wet and as horny as always. I would hump into things outside because I didn't think anyone was watching me. My little 18-year-old cock would get bigger and I'd pull it out and stroke it a few times, sometimes even enough to shoot my little 18-year-old cum onto something, or into the palm of my hand and then I'd swallow it. Little did I know that I was being watched and would be used as a dirty sex toy for so many strange old men that summer. As weird as it sounds, it was the best summer of my life. I was finally of legal age and was an "adult" so I was ready for anything.
These dirty old men would appear out of nowhere when I was outside mowing the lawn or working on something, especially when it was hot outside. I was sweating with no shirt on and my loose shorts hanging down a bit, exposing the top of my sweat little ass cheeks. These guys would just come out of nowhere, grab me, slap my ass through my shorts, pressing their middle finger into my asshole through my short pants, and then pull my shorts down to expose my tight little 18-year-old ass cheeks and pink, tender puckered asshole. They would spank my pink little butt cheeks until they were red and hot, poking their dirty old fingers into my tender, sensitive asshole at the same time, and chuckle. They often pushed me down onto the ground on my stomach and rubbed their dirty old rough hands over my naked body, slapping at it, pulling on my ass cheeks, stabbing their old crooked fingers into my tight little lubricated asshole and laughing.
That summer after graduation and my 18th birthday party, there would often be a group of these strangers who would pass me around between them on their laps as they sat naked in chairs in a circle in one of their cabins out in the woods near our house. They would be poking their dirty old fingers into my asshole and spanking me as they passed me around in the air between their dirty laps with their cocks sticking straight up in the air. Their dirty old hairy cocks would be sticking up from their laps and I'd be forced to suck them as they passed me around while someone else was fucking my asshole with his hairy, rough old fingers or lapping at my hole with his old tongue.