"I don't think this is a very good idea, and he isn't showing anyway."
Chelsea gay café bartender Dwight Duncan and one of his regular stool warmers, Cameron James, were standing at the rail of New York City's Rockefeller Center skating rink at 8:12 pm on December 23rd, freezing their tails off and waiting for the other half of the blind date Duncan had set up for Cameron. It wasn't for himself; it was for two of the regulars in his café and bar who had lamented not having anyone to enjoy Christmas activities with together. Duncan was trying to put them together.
"I think Justin's habitually late, although not all the time, so let's give him a few more minutes. You're not going to find anyone else to hang out with this close to Christmas."
"I'm not really into the blind date thing," Cameron said. "Just because you've been harping on about me needing a guy in my life."
"Well, you're a real catch, Cameron. If I thought we were compatible, I'd be going for you myself. You're one handsome and fit hunk. I've seen common interests in the two of you—plus that neither one of you has anyone else in his life at the moment."
"And this Justin guy is—?"
"Oh, yes, he's hot for hunky tops. And he's quite a little cutie. He's Vietnamese, but second generation."
"He doesn't sound like my type at all."
"You're prejudice against Asians?"
"No, not that. You make him sound sex crazy. I'm just not into casual sex."
"I've heard you moan on your bar stool. I think you need more rather than less sex."
Cameron ignored that and said, "When you said it would be someone to pal around with over Christmas and New Year's I was hearing more catching a few seasonal shows and a good restaurant meal or two—more compatible as guys to pal around with than casual sex."
"Sorry, I don't understand any guy who isn't interested in sex, casual or otherwise. The two of you should meld. You're both into music. You both told me you were depressed that all of your friends had left town for holidays. You're a top, he's a swinging bottom. What could possibly go wrong with just a few dates over the Christmas holidays?"
"There's music and there's music. You say he's an acrobatic dancer and chorus singer in Broadway musicals. I'm a piano player. Those are different forms of music."
"I thought the acrobatic angle would give you ideas," Dwight said, with a grin. "But it doesn't matter. I see him coming. The important thing in getting something going in the next couple of days is that he's easy. When I showed him your photo, his comment was that the photo alone could make him come."
"You have photos of me?"
"Relax. You were dressed in them, although Justin did ask if I had any in which you weren't dressed. They were just laid-back photos of those having a good time in the bar. He said you looked really studly."
"Oh, Christ," Cameron said with a huff that sent a cloud of hot breath into the cold air. But he went no further, because Justin Tran had stopped a few feet from them, whistled and grinned, and exclaimed. "Well, well, well, aren't you a blond god?" He most certainly wasn't referring to Dwight who was dark.
Justin was all of the cute that Dwight had said he was. He was small, but perfectly formed, handsome as the devil, with a mesmerizing smile, and he moved like the stage dancer he was. He was openly exhibiting approval approaching arousal at what he saw of Cameron, and the older man, although not that much older and justifying the title of god Justin had given him in looks and body build, couldn't help returning the smile and interested look.
"Happy to meet you," he said, taking the hand Justin had held out. "I hope that Bill's Bar and Burgers right here in Rockefeller Center is OK for dinner. If not—"
"That's just fine for starters," Justin said.
"Well, then maybe we should go on over there. It's cold as ice out here."
"I'm all for getting the hot on," Justin said.
They turned to tell Dwight good-bye, but he was already gone.
* * * *
They took time getting to know each other as they sat and chomped on burgers at the nearby bar and grill. After deciding that he might as well give this a go since Justin already was here, Cameron tried hard to set up a "go slow" pleasant holiday season kicking together occasionally scenario, while it became evident that Justin, who obviously was fully aroused by the older man, was looking for scenarios that ended up in bed. It also was evident that Justin was finding Cameron, from superficial observation, an acceptable bed partner, while Cameron, while not being put off by appearances, was looking for something deeper in Justin.
"My family's been in New York for generations and I fell into my job naturally," Cameron said. "I went to Julliard, trained in classical music, but now I accompany rehearsals at the American Musical and Dramatic Academy Manhattan branch and Marymount Manhattan College regularly and for various choirs when they need extra rehearsal accompanists or a substitute. My parents both play in the New York Philharmonic, so that's always been a part of my life. I played football in college, but that gave way to music."
"Yeah, you still have the solid physique of a running back. But, wow, the AMDA. I would have given an arm and a leg to have gotten into that," Justin said. "I did apply out in LA to its branch there—I'm from the West Coast—but I didn't get in. I'm surprised you're available for dates at Christmas time with all that choir work."
"It's mostly rehearsal work I accompany," Cameron said. "Everyone is in performance mode now, with their performance accompanists."
"Great. You're pretty much free for nights then. Dwight tells me you have your own apartment. I room with three other guys. It makes overnighting difficult."
Overnighting. This guy seemed to be running on one track, Cameron was thinking. But he was really cute.
"Yes, I have an apartment over on 55th and the Avenue of the Americas—it was my grandparents' place. If it wasn't own free and clear, I don't think I could stay in New York—although I have some extra income coming in too."
"From an escort service?" Justin said, and then he laughed. "Just kidding. With your looks you could clean up with an escort service. Dwight tells me you're a top."
"I'm one of those trust kids from earlier New York fortunes." It was time to change the topic. "How did you get to New York from the West Coast? And Dwight tells me you work in Broadway musicals—as a dancer and in the choruses."
"Yes, I came to Broadway the roundabout way," Justin said. "Gymnastics at UCLA. I was good enough at that to be picked up and trained by a Cirque du Soleil troupe in Las Vegas. The Broadway musicals go for acrobatics from the choruses now and I found I could sing too, so here I am. I think you'll find me really flexible. Men like that."
"You hardly seem old enough to have done all that."
"I know, I look too young," Justin said, with a laugh. "Men like that—and size. Big guys like you like to have someone small to manhandle. But, don't worry, I'm legal. I'm twenty-two. I worked for Cirque du Soleil in the summers during college. How old are you?"
"I'm twenty-seven. I hope that isn't too—"
"No, older men than that do me."
"I meant I hoped there wasn't such an age difference that we would have different ideas about what we'd want to do together over Christmas if we decided to kick around together."
"Oh, I don't think we'd have any trouble finding something to do. You have your own apartment. That spells freedom in NYC for guys like you and me."
"You asked if this wasn't my busy season—that maybe I shouldn't be able to take time off for activities with . . . anyone else. But what about you?" Cameron asked. "Aren't you in a Broadway musical now? The theater goes full bore during the Christmas-to-New Year's season, doesn't it?"
"Yes it does. I'm in