This is the PART TWO of "Defiled: Me"
Please read it first, or you won't know what's going on!
Warning: This part focuses mostly on Tye's internal struggles. It's not a smut.
It depicts scenes of physical violence (fighting, beating).
The story is _NOT_ a standalone.
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TYE'S POV
The moment I heard the knocking, I pushed Nick away, breaking our kiss. What was going on with me? Kissing this rude, obnoxious kid - so passionately like there was no tomorrow?
I opened the door, cussing under my breath.
Two of my friends, Martin and Joel, were standing there. Martin asked if I wanted to go with them to the arm wrestling contest that was being organized near the campus.
For some reason, I hesitated and glanced at Nick. His lips were swollen from our kisses, wet and seemed so... inviting.
He stared at me with a weird facial expression. So... not typical for him!? Something changed in him, I suddenly realized. There was something softer, more gentle, in the way he was looking at me. Had Jamie's visit transformed his opinion about me?
Still, I had a hard time believing his mean character would ever change. Nick behaved like a model example of bitchy bottom, that should never be trusted. The moment I turned around he would probably jump on some other guys' dicks, like Jamie did. Never trust a bitchy bottom!
"You should go, I need to study for the test anyway..." Nick muttered. He looked flushed and very confused.
Sure, sure. The bitch was confused now, but soon he will be back to his old self, and he will reject me just like Jamie did. Nothing's gonna change. I was not gonna be fooled again. I learned my lesson well enough the first time.
So, I just nodded and went out with them because to be honest, I needed some time far from our toxic room.
While walking through campus, I felt a bit dazed, and had troubles with focusing on the conversation with Martin, who was speaking about the upcoming football game. I was sort of nodding and pretending I was listening, but my mind was in the vortex of pretty chaotic thoughts.
I still somewhat couldn't believe that my ex-boyfriend Jamie actually showed up on campus. The fucking whore. The reason for my nightmares. And Nick literally scared him away! Scared! That's right. So weird.
I would never have expected Nick to behave in such a possessive way toward me? Almost fiercely protective. Was he playing some type of game?
Nick repeated so many times he hated me, so I kinda started to believe it.
The whole kicking my ex out of our room was a very unexpected occurrence, and most likely a glitch in the system.
Sadly, I wasn't having as much fun as I thought I would be having, taking part in the amateur arm wrestling contest. Why? Because my mood went south the moment Greg showed up.
Fucking Greg!
He, of course, had to take almost all of the awards, being this massive motherfucker and beating people in this contest with such fucking ease. His strength was truly impressive.
I didn't even try, just observed him with narrowed eyes, as he was smiley-all-over, patting people on the back, laughing out loud, radiating his fucking charisma and being the center of the fucking universe, wherever he showed up. I found a sick pleasure in imagining I hit him in his smiling snout till his smile faded away...
Eh. These dreams, these sweet dreams.
I sighed and clenched my jaws. Damn, Greg! I wasn't even surprised Nick fell for his cheap charm. Because everybody did.
Except for me.
I could see through him. Darkness always recognizes darkness, right?
I knew he was a fucking closeted gay, just like Nick.
Pretending to be straight as an arrow, walking over campus with his trophy girl, Tamika, who was the daughter of a prominent music producer and was already making a name for herself on IG.
But my gaydar always worked perfectly. I was very good at this.
I knew that my older brother - Noah - was gay, before he even knew it!
And my gaydar worked in Greg's case also.
He had these tightly squeezed feelings, stored deep inside, that no one could easily see. His eyes betrayed him. Ogling guys in the shower, staring at their groins a lot more than any straight man would do. Being weirdly sweet toward the smaller, prettier boys on campus. Super friendly, super touchy-feely.
He thought he could hide, but I confirmed my suspicions one time, when he went to the bathroom and forgot to log off from his laptop...
On one of his browser's tabs I noticed "Twinks fucked rough" search results on Pornhub. Also the search history - unwisely NOT deleted - showed: "Twink gangbanged", "Twink taking a big black cock","Twink double penetration" and more along these lines.
Well, not to judge anyone, but Tamika probably wouldn't be happy knowing that her popular boyfriend, the star of the college football team, was in fact - a deeply closeted gay. Self-hating, as I suspected.
When I came back to our room, Nick was already in bed, snoring quietly, so I didn't wake him up, knowing he had an early exam the next morning.
So, after the shower, I just tumbled onto the bed and went to sleep.
Nick got up early the next morning to be on time for his exam, and he rushed toward the main college building.
I slept one more hour, then unhurriedly packed my backpack and strolled toward the cafeteria for late breakfast, only to see Greg sitting there alone. Weird, he was usually surrounded by Tim and Josh and some of his other friends.
"Hi," I muttered and sat next to him.
He ogled me with a strange expression.
"So... what's up?" I asked.
"How are you holding up? Did you have some symptoms already?" Greg asked suspiciously. He obviously didn't notice me yesterday at the arm wrestling contest. Of course. Why would he?
I raised my eyebrows. "Symptoms of what?"
"Oh c'mon. Whatever bug Nick has!"
I must say, I didn't even know what to answer. After some deliberation, I growled, "It sucked what you did, Greg. Leaving him while he was sick? That's low. The kid looks up to you, he likes you, and you turned his back on him?" I shook my head with a condemning grimace.
Greg glanced at me, and I was sure he would start with some bullshit excuses about how important his football career was, but surprisingly he nodded. "I know, man. I wish I didn't..." he trailed off and looked forward.
I turned my head toward where he was looking and spotted Nick's inconspicuous figure entering the cafeteria. He obviously finished the test and intended to grab something to eat.
Greg's eyes went round.
"Nick?! What are you doing here? I thought you were sick!"
Nick twitched, noticing me and Greg. On his face... a true whirlwind of emotions. He went red and pale in seconds. His dark, beautiful eyes met mine and his blush deepened.