Levi wandered the streets aimlessly, people stared but he didn't notice. He wished he had never left his home. He wished he had never met Devin or Stoph. He wished he had never been born. He wished he had never fallen in love.
The last thought cut into his mind like a hot knife and he let out another sob. He should have let Devin make love to him again. The more the sealed their bond the more impossible it would have been to break. The freshly made pairing was like a cut that had just scabbed over. It was strong enough to hold together, but the slightest friction would have broken it apart, now all that was left was an ugly scar. Levi brushed his side where his tattoo used to mark him as Devin's, now he wished it had never been there in the first place. You can't miss what you never had.
But he had had it, and it had been wonderful. Even when Devin was mad at him, just to be near him made him feel whole. Now, as the distance between them got larger, so did the newly ripped open wound.
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"Stoph!" Devin crashed into his friends house.
"Devin?" Stoph raised an eyebrow. "Are you okay?" He set down his cup of coffee.
"Of course he is!" Boto came from behind him and put a loose arm over his shoulder, across his chest.
"Get off me!" Devin threw his hand off. Boto rolled his eyes and put his hands up in an 'I surrender' gesture.
"Is Levi here?" Devin asked, searching the room with his eyes for any sign of his broken mate.
"No... he was just with you. What happened? Where's your tattoo?" Stoph stood up when he noticed the blank spot on Devin's chest.
"It wasn't my fault, I swear!" Tears brimmed Devin's eyes.
"Devin... what happened?" Stoph demand.
"Just a little lovers spat." Boto laughed and ran a hand through Devin's hair.
"Get off of me!" Devin shouted at the demon. "Stop get your friend out of here!" Devin turned towards Stoph.
"Boto, I think you better leave." Stoph said, sensing what had happened.
"You've changed, Mephistopheles." Boto's brow ruffled.
"Get out." Stoph said firmly. Boto stared at him for a moment before turning and leaving the home.
"Sit down Devin, now tell me what happened." Stoph pulled Devin down to the kitchen table as Steve walked in.
"What happened?" He asked, mouth full of donut.
"Levi's gone. We were just playing, you know... he was getting dressed and I didn't want him to... we were playing hide and seek and Boto showed up. He started coming on to me and he kissed me right when Levi came out of hiding. He saw us... God the look on his face!" Devin was sobbing now.
"It's alright, Devin. We'll find him." Stoph stroked his hair and looked at Steve.
"You don't understand, Stoph. I kissed him back! I wanted it..." Devin covered his mouth.
"No, Devin, YOU don't understand." Stoph made Devin look at him. "Boto is an incubus. He's like a walking ball of pheromones. You didn't want to kiss him, he made you want to kiss him." Stoph explained.
"Can I fix it? Can I get Levi back and... I don't know! Just help me fix it!" Devin sobbed.
"We will, Dev." Steve put a hand on his back. He rubbed his back for a second before disappearing and coming back a moment later, dressed with keys in his hand.
"I'll go look for him. Stoph you and Devin take his truck and see if you can find him." Steve said.
"Devin, why don't you go lie down. Let Steve and I look for him." Stoph said.
"No, I have to find him. I have to-"
"No, Devin. Levi knows that it wasn't your fault, he's just upset right now. Let me talk some sense into him."
"Will that fix it?" Devin touched his side.
"I don't know." Stoph answered honestly.
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Stoph drove down the road slowly, stopping to ask anyone if they had seen Levi. He had been following a trail of sightings and ended up at the lake. He climbed out of the truck, slamming the door behind him and walking to the shore.
"Levi?" He called.
"It's Stoph." He searched the water for any sign of movement.
'Go away, Stoph." Levi's soothing voice appeared in his head. For a moment Stoph had forgotten that Levi's kind could speak using telepathy. They didn't do it often, only when they didn't want to come to the surface. They could speak to each other underwater.
"No, Levi. You know it wasn't Devin, it was Boto." Stoph stood at the shore, he kicked off his shoes and waded in knee deep.
"Come on, Levi." Stoph begged. He saw the ripples in the water coming towards him. He sighed and smiled, he didn't want to go swimming.
"Just one thing, Stoph." The voice in his head said. A chill began creeping up his spine and he shook it off.
"What?"
"I'm not Levi." A webbed and wrapped around his ankle and pulled him into the water.
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"Devin?" Steve called out, putting his keys on the table.
"In here." Devin sat on the couch, he wasn't crying but his eyes were puffy and red.
"Hey, is Stoph with you?" Steve asked.
"No, he went out to find... him." Devin didn't want to say his name, he felt dirty saying his name.
"It's been hours. I tried to call him but he won't pick up his phone."
"You didn't find him?" Devin's eyes began watering again. Steve looked up and sighed. He sat down on the couch and wrapped an arm around Devin.
"No, but we will. Maybe Stoph found him and they're just talking things out." Steve said, knowing it was a lie. Stoph would have at least texted him.
"Maybe." Devin didn't seem like he believed it, but was trying to anyways.
"Come on, lets go see if we can't find them." Steve and Devin climbed into his truck and drove off.
"What about the lake?" Devin said, once they had been searching for awhile.
"You're right, I don't know why we didn't think there first." Steve rolled his eyes and turned the truck around.
Devin's truck sat by the side of the lake, keys still in the ignition.