Author's note: Thank you for reading!
MarcLuciFer, you are right about Jackie... but I'll keep the surprises for later. It is on purpose that I let him present himself as ambiguous enough to raise suspicions.
cannd - I'm happy that people noticed that Otis is such a great endearing person... because that's how I feel about him. And, despite the dark tones of the story, one thing I can promise - the bad guys will be punished.
Anonymous - I have a soft spot for the name Otis, too :)
Exluke1 - The love story and the detective story will run in parallel for a while, but they will intersect. Thank you for the comment, it is much appreciated, as I am happy for all the others I get on this story.
And here is the next part :)
Chapter Seven -- What Boyfriends Do
Big fat raindrops began pelting the windows while Hudson kissed him slowly. The only two things he was aware of at the moment were the increasingly rapid noises made by the rain against the car roof and the way Hudson moved his tongue inside his mouth so unhurriedly as if they had a whole life in front of them to do only that.
That was a lesson his teacher wanted him to learn, without a doubt. Clumsily at first, Otis began to mimic the way Hudson kissed him, going left when he went right, and then the opposite. It made for a peculiar dance of tongues, and one that melded with the beating of his heart and the thumping in his ears, some of which he could only blame on the two Cosmos he had had at Twinlight only earlier.
So this was how people kissed and he had to pay attention. After all, his teacher had been quite clear that not shying away from kissing was essential for him to start dating. But it was difficult to focus on one move or the other as overwhelming sensations threatened to take him over. Hudson made things all the more tortuous as he pinched his chin just a smidge, making him open his mouth wider.
Then, it suddenly stopped. Otis met the dark gaze unflinchingly. The fact that he didn't blink as often as other humans helped under the circumstances because he didn't want to miss one beat, one clue that would make him understand what was truly going on.
"How is it?" Rough voice, gentle tone. Because the man holding him so close was a mix of contrary impressions, impressions he could elicit in those around him.
"The kiss?" Otis asked slowly. His lips were tingling. He felt a terrible need for more of it. Could kissing become so addictive to some that you wouldn't be able to live without it anymore? That was a worrying thought.
"You're frowning. Don't tell me I'm a bad kisser. I might not survive the disappointment."
"Are you addicted to kissing?" Otis inquired, incrementally worrying that as outlandish as that idea was, it had to have an ounce of truth in it.
"You could turn me into an addict," Hudson replied and smiled.
Relief flooded through Otis's system. His neighbor liked to joke a lot, it seemed, when he wasn't all a frown and giving orders and expecting them to be followed to the letter.
"Well? Are you going to tell me or are you going to keep me on my toes?" Hudson insisted.
"About the kissing?" Otis watched closely until the nod of confirmation followed. "I do not have a lot of basis for comparison. Based on what I know so far, you are an excellent kisser."
"Thank you. That wasn't so hard, right?"
Otis shifted in his place. There was something hard, but he couldn't bring it up. It would either make him sound like someone who couldn't keep it in his pants -- he had heard that expression enough times to understand what it meant -- or as if he was asking for something. Seeing how Hudson asked for nothing in return for these lessons, that would be very rude of him. He opted for a little white lie. "No, not at all. It was very easy. I could follow the steps because you did it slowly."
Hudson had returned fully to his seat, and Otis could take in his manly profile. There was still a smile there. Maybe, after all, he was at least a little bit funny.
"So, it was a lesson?" Hudson asked and looked at him. He reached for the keys, but Otis put one hand on his.
"It's raining quite hard." Out the window, the lights of passing vehicles left luminous trails that faded rapidly into the night. "It's not safe to drive in such weather conditions."
"Especially since I'm such a bad driver," Hudson added and leaned slightly toward him.
He had managed to insult his neighbor. Grandma would shake her head and purse her lips; she had never scolded him but those were pointers that she believed that he could do better than that.
"I am terribly sorry about that," Otis said. "I'm not good with speeding vehicles."
Hudson wrapped one arm around his shoulder and squeezed. "You're so well-behaved, Otis, that I wonder if you're real. To prevent any questions on your part, that's why I'm touching you right now, to make sure."
That made sense. And Otis very much enjoyed Hudson's touch, his large hand so reassuring even through the fabric of the shirt. For a moment, he wondered how it would feel against his naked skin and shuddered. Was it because of the alcohol that he was experiencing such heightened sensations at the mere thought of something like that?
"I have nothing against spending more time like this while we're waiting for the rain to let up."
Talking about the weather was always a safe option for striking up a conversation with a stranger. While his neighbor was no longer exactly a stranger, it couldn't be said that they had known each other since forever, either.
"Summer rains can be unpredictable," he offered politely.
"I believe there's something else that can be called that. Or rather, someone." Hudson looked pointedly at him.
Otis straightened up in his seat. A different type of lesson was about to be delivered, without a doubt. Hudson had said that he wasn't scolding him, and he was counting on that to be the truth. Nonetheless, the part of him that just couldn't let go of waiting for the other shoe to drop -- another expression he had noted down for further understanding -- demanded to be listened to.
"I thought you were shy, and then I find you in that place. Imagine my surprise," Hudson continued and rubbed Otis's shoulder to convince him that it wasn't really a lecture he was getting right now.
"I intended to work on my shyness," Otis explained. "Going out to a club where young people entertain themselves by drinking and dancing sounded like a way to do that. At the time. I now know that I'm not allowed to go to such places," he added right away, to prove his determination to follow Hudson's advice to the letter.
"Because..." Hudson said slowly. He was smiling again.
"Because I'm not ready to date or hook up," Otis uttered the first thing that came to his mind.
Hudson said nothing for two beats. "That's a good answer, Otis. I'll take it."
He was serious. No matter how weak the dome lights inside the car were, Otis believed that he could read that handsome face well.
***
Interfering in this young man's life in such an intrusive manner was in no shape or form in his job description, and yet, here he was, trying to protect Otis from the likes of Jackie and the people at that club without coming across as an arrogant impossible prick. The most astonishing thing about the situation was the way Otis actually helped him reach that goal without any moaning and groaning, which he had expected from the get-go.
No, Otis placed his faith in him for reasons Hudson couldn't well fathom, and that kind of trust was beyond endearing. It was dangerous if misplaced, and therefore, Hudson very much intended to make Otis understand that he was safe with him. A short look at his pretty neighbor convinced him of another hard truth: danger played on both teams. Never before had anyone placed himself like that in his hands. It felt empowering and more than that.
It felt... exhilarating, a sensation he had seldom experienced in his life. He could easily relate it to what he had felt when having sex for the first time. It was also new, something that settled into his very bones, just as easily as the sight of that gorgeous mysterious blue eye had been etched into his memory forever now.
That was dangerous, too. He had no time for exploring what having such a strange beautiful being in his arms meant. Talking about bad timing. He shook his head as he pondered over it for a moment, and then realized that getting lost in his own head with Otis by his side wasn't truly an option. A part of him, a deep part of him, wanted to assure Otis that he wasn't being neglected and never would be.
"So, have you learned anything of value from your little outing?" he asked. Talking about things other than kissing that beautiful mouth until he could no longer breathe was the safest choice.
"I saw two boyfriends kissing," Otis replied dutifully. "It was quite odd."
"What was?" Hudson was intrigued. "That they were kissing in public?"
"No. One was the bartender. He gave me two drinks for free. The other was a young man named Danny. He caused some drama and called me--"
"What did he call you?"
"It doesn't matter. He thought his boyfriend was flirting with me and got mad. It was all a misunderstanding, after all. It appears that Utah--"
"Who's Utah?" Damn, the investigator in him never slept, it seemed.
"That's the bartender's name. But I don't think that's his real name. Because it would be quite unusual to be called that. Although it's a very interesting name. You won't forget it after leaving the bar."
"Otis is also an interesting name," Hudson said with a small smile, only to see again that expression of innocent surprise on his cute neighbor's face.
"Thank you," came the dutiful reply.
"Go on," Hudson encouraged him. It didn't hurt to learn a thing or two about the bartender. Was he in on the scheme involving the business they were keeping in the back? Or was he just someone playing his part as an employee of the legitimate business?