Adam:
I got in the shower after a very long day. Peter was staying with us for the time being, and getting two young boys out of bed to school was an Olympic level sport. On top of that, work was catching up on me, I spent most of yesterday at the hospital, and I had a lot of paperwork waiting for me at the station. I barely had time for lunch, and got off work just in time to visit Josh at the hospital for a hot minute, before rushing back to school to pick up the kids. Luke and Peter loved it, they had the most fun in their life having the longest playdate, but me? I was exhausted. The only good part was that the kids were preoccupying themselves, and I finally had more time than usual for myself when we got back home.
I am glad Josh was doing okay. I was so busy the entire day, and all I could think of was getting off work to see Josh. And he is a delight. I could stay in the hospital with him all night if I could. I can't, I have to take care of the kids, but I very much wanted to. I love the kids, but they are the biggest cockblock in the world, the thing I would do to him if I could stay... I couldn't stop thinking about our hot impromptu sex, I want to feel my thick cock getting sucked in his tight hole. I almost did it, if not for Mike...I feel like I'm neglecting him ever since Josh got hurt. I didn't see him all day at work, he left me a message saying he's getting the statement from Josh in the morning, which was very nice of him, but he disappeared all day. I worried that he caught us in the act, and he's avoiding me. I hope he didn't, If he did, then why would he want to talk to Josh? Maybe I'm just overthinking, and why should I feel bad getting caught? It's not like we are in a relationship, it's just two men having fun, helping each other out, I can mess around with both of them. ...Fuck! I'm getting hard thinking about that, I want to fuck Josh, and Mike, and...
I turned off the shower, and dried myself. I didn't bother getting dressed, or covering myself, I simply walked to my bed, and laid down completely naked. It wasn't hard to guess what I was going to do, I had a big fucking hard on pointing up, throbbing. I closed my eyes and let my imagination run wild, recalling the time with Josh, picturing his naked body. There were so many things I wanted to do with Josh, I ran my hands across my hairy pecs, I wasn't just touching myself, I was touching Josh, feeling up his blonde hair covered chest. I slowly caressed his tender skin, brushing through the soft hair, and kneading the firm muscles with my hands. My fingers found his perky nipples, I lightly teased them, rubbing them in a circular motion, my body shivered with pleasure, I could feel how he would've felt, listening to his moan in my head.
"Fuck...Josh..." I whispered to myself, I was panting, my body felt hot, it was getting hard to ignore my raging erection. My hands slid down my torso, one hand grasped my throbbing cock, it was so warm, and hard, and sticky, precum was leaking from the tip, coating my hand as I slowly rubbed it up and down. My other hand reached further down, cupping my hairy balls, I could feel them jiggle in my palm as I fondled them. I resisted the urge to moan loudly, not wanting the kids to hear me. I was brought back to the night at the hospital. Touching myself reminded me of when my hands were holding his huge cock, and my mouth was slurping on his balls. I could recall every single detail of the night, the warmth of his body, his pulsing cock, I could remember sliding my fingers along his shaft, feeling every veins and rubbing his swollen cock head. And his balls, I could almost taste it now in my mouth, his saltiness, his scent, manly and musky, I could remember his weighty balls rolling in my mouth, my tongue licking and teasing him. I wanted him, I wanted him so bad.
Fuck...I really am here jerking off thinking about Josh, a man. He is so hot, I...I want to feel him in my arms again, I want to lick his body, I want to...I'm attracted to him, it took me a while to accept it, but...I want to fuck him, I want to make love to him, he make me feel things that I haven't felt for years...maybe I'm not so straight after all, no straight man will fantasize about fucking a man while jerking off, I just want to fuck him hard while kissing him...Fuck! I'm so hard thinking about him...
I kept stroking my hard cock, while recalling the sensation of my tip probing Josh's tight hole. Instinctively, my hand slipped down from my balls, and reached within my crack. My body shuddered, as I surprised myself when my finger touched my sensitive hole. It wasn't unpleasant, but it was unexpected, and unfamiliar. I guess it was curiosity that kept me going, I wanted to know what Josh was feeling when I explored his behind. I continued teasing my hole, lightly pressing on it, while rubbing my fingers around the ring muscle. As I got familiar with the stimulation, it was apparent that I began to enjoy it. My cock throbbed as I played with my tight hole, my breathing started getting heavier, my body was heating up. I raised my legs, my thighs pressing my chest, my hole was fully exposed for easier access. I kept pressing harder and harder, and eventually my finger slipped in.
"Oh...ughh...fuck..." I couldn't hold the moan, it was a strange sensation, but it felt good. My finger dug deeper and deeper, until it was buried deep inside my hole entirely. I was no longer stroking my cock, solely holding the base of the shaft, feeling it twitched and pulsed as I explored my untapped hole. I couldn't explain how I felt, it was nothing I had experienced, I was flabbergasted with this new experience.
This...this feels great, is this why gay guys love getting fucked in the ass? Obviously I'm just using a finger, it's nothing compared to a big cock, but I am enjoying this, I want to know how it feels...the real thing. I've heard people say it hurts, invasive, but surely if there are people that do it regularly, it should feel good, right? A few months ago I would never think about a man sexually, or touch a man and feel their muscles. I even sucked a few cocks, and I love it...maybe I just need to try it before I say no...
Pulled out my finger, I rolled over and reached under the bed. There was a box of random stuff that I kept hidden from the kid, and among the stuff was the pink dildo. I used the pink dildo a few times when I was trying to practice cock sucking, but ever since Josh and I blow each other regularly in the morning, the dildo was pretty much kept hidden, until now. Staring at the dildo, I hesitated. It was big, at least for me, a man who had never had anything shoved behind, but I was determined, perhaps I felt like I needed to know what it was like before sticking my own cock inside Josh. I lubed it up generously, and reached under, pointing it directly against my hole. I shuddered, when I felt it touching me, It felt cold, colder than I expected. I rubbed it around my hole, coating it with lube. I took a deep breath, and began pushing in, I could feel the muscle getting stretched, as I added more and more force into it. And I knew exactly when the tip entered me, it almost felt like my tight hole wrapped around it, sucking it in.
