It shouldn't have taken him so long.
The first thought that ran through Alex's head as he stood on the front porch of the stranger's house was how he couldn't believe it had taken him this long to choose to submit to a man. He was 21. How long had these fantasies been playing through his head? How many times had he almost taken the plunge and met up with someone online? He'd had conversations- plenty of conversations, filled with half-promises of future meet ups and a sense of guilt as soon as he'd used them as material for mind-blowing masturbation sessions. That was usually the end of it for a few days, before the whole process started again.
He was 21. The man behind the door was 47. Why had he chosen this man, who Alex knew only as 'Richard' (Alex assumed it was a pseudonym) to be the first guy he would know sexually? He wasn't sure. Richard was patient, and that helped. He encouraged Alex to tell all his dirty little fantasies and he clearly got off on reading them. When Alex finally threw caution to the wind and arranged the meet up, he had only one stipulation for Richard: "You'll let me call you Daddy."
Alex knew he had Daddy issues, but had no real idea how they would play out in the bedroom. He just wanted to be sure. And as he saw the silhouette of Richard approaching the front door, and the handle slowly turn, all self-analysis was cast aside.
"Good morning." He said, smiling gently. Alex stuttered out a reply and headed inside before being invited. Before he was able to rationalise his thoughts or process what he was doing, Alex pulled off his top and stood in front of Richard. "I want you, Daddy," was all he was able to come up with.
It was all that was necessary. Richard smiled, took Alex and kissed him roughly. Alex felt himself slide into submission, allowing Richard to force his tongue in and around his mouth while slipping a hand into the back of his trousers, beneath his underwear and grasping Alex's smooth ass, probing a finger into his expectant, begging hole.
"I think you want to be my little whore," Richard grunted into Alex's ear. Alex moaned in agreement.