Bobbie and Daddie sat together in the living room catching up, the tone of their voices turned me on as they huskily discussed. I made sure they had enough to drink and were comfortable. I felt a little weird as I'd never done this before and I felt as though I was dallying. Loitering and waiting for the next thing I could help with, attempting to calm my excitement by devouring them with my pupils.
Despite the limited say I had in the dynamic, my the subservient tendencies - substantial elements of my kink - were fuelled by the fact that it was improper to join them despite my yearning. My reduction to femininity had removed me from any sense of potential equality. I decided to come up with an excuse, noticing that their excitement at rejoining one another had died down and the pauses in the conversation were becoming longer. Thinking I could use this as an opportunity to jump in and be recognised as a presence in the room. Not that I had any rights in Daddy's space - but still it was a very long wait.
Mr Bobbie had placed his Beer on the nearest surface and I tiptoed over lightly. Inwardly thanking god that his bottle was empty. Standing in front of them, they aggressively blinked at me as I hadn't been summoned. They must have thought this rude, yet I plucked up all the courage I had in my lungs to ask the question
'Can I get you another drink Mr Bobbie?'
Hostility lingered and a rigidness built as they registered my speech. Daddie's chest puffed with an anger that added to the tension about me, he sat a little straighter. I knew this was because I hadn't been invited to speak, his body language threatened me and it took all my strength to keep my feet on the floor. His face became dark and a meanness characterised his expression. Deepening his wrinkles.
No one spoke.
My heart was doing backflips hitting the bottom of my throat. Stood there in my costume I wanted to drop into a foetal position before them and sob. With the desire to kick my feet and spin as I did this to communicate the embarrassment I felt towards the whole scenario, over which I had no power. Because I'd never explicitly consented the consequence could potentially be life ending, and Daddie still gave me sexual pleasure. Making it worth living, also I think that I loved him. Not simply because I was forced too, his humiliations aroused me to a climactical extent I was not aware I could reach. Luckily I'll never have to admit this to another soul (especially not if he kills me for forgetting my place). Daddie looked me up and down, he pouted like a raging bitchling
'BOI...'
He began. Quickly he was interrupted by Mr Bobbie.
'Don't get upset. Yes you may take the bottle and bring us some wine.'
Turning to Daddie who relaxed at the tone of his voice
'Is that ok with you?'
Daddie grimaced and spoke.
'I suppose so...'
Then addressing me, in what a less loyal subordinate may infer as rude, he said
'Be quick about it, there's a sauvignon blanc in the fridge. It has a cork in it, take it out. Make me proud of you in that outfit. Show us you deserve it.'
Relieved I bobbed a curtsey. Prancing off to fulfil the order. My emotions at the recognition were mixed to be honest. On the one hand my need for attention had been satiated; on the other I was feeling slightly flat about the mood of the night and my role within it. When he'd given me the outfit, I thought I'd have more to do. This was ironic given that I was on my way to perform a task.
After some fiddling with the corkscrew I managed to open the bottle without leaving any residue. Pouring the glasses I delivered them to the pair, which each one took without a word. I was only commented on. Mr Bobbie took a sip and looked at me
'Hmmm she's a treat isn't she.'
Daddie quickly stopped him. Persistent in his disappointment of what he now saw as his stupid maid
'Don't complement it, or he'll get ideas above his station'
This shutdown confused Bobbie, whose intrigue had been ignited. Therefore, he posed a question that I perceived to be valid. Despite my humanity being ignored. Yet again.