Because he was so much older, stronger and wiser than me I always thought of Daddy as a lone wolf. Because when he was fucking my ass he did it with an intensity that indicated to me that this was the only outlet for any of the frustrations imposed on him by the world. Then again this was the only thing that he used me for, talking like equals was never really offered to me as far as interactions went, resulting in my lack of awareness that he had friends.
One Saturday after I'd been skivvying for him around the gym and had washed him off when we got home (I was calling it home now because I'd been their so long I sold my apartment, opting to move in permanently, he said it made more sense). After he got out of the shower, changing into his lounge wear he called me over from the hoovering I was doing and told me to go to his room and retrieve a red bag from his closet. Giving me strict instructions not to open it - this tantalised my curiosity, yet, I knew better than to ask. He would reveal the future to me as and when he chose.
Wearing nothing but my shorts, I was so jealous of him bundled up in his track suit watching me enter holding the bag. 'Hand it here boy', so I did that. Placing it on Daddies lap, 'now go on to your knees. I have something very special for you that I think you are going to love.' I bounced.
First he pulled out a diamantΓ© elasticated choker and placed it round my neck. The sparkles twinkled in my periphery, when he placed it on me I have to confess it felt strange. Like a burst of alchemy rushed through my body as my clothing coalesced with how I felt inside. Owned. It put me in a giggly mood - I felt so feminine and fresh. Is this what girls felt like all the time? As if I could fly. Was a good sensation, deepening my devotion to Daddy even more. My eyes went goo goo for him as I sat beneath him.
Bated breath I wondered what else was in the bag. In my sick imagination I wanted him to make me take the rest of my garments off and make me walk around wearing only this choker forever. So that I was as cheap as the clothes that covered me, essentially worthless.