This story is typical of a lot of men my age. My wife is a few years post menopause... so she is not into sex anymore. It happens so gradually as their hormone levels drop that they do not even notice. We do. Nature played a nasty trick on us. I still love sex... still need sex. I still love my wife... still love to eat pussy but beating off in the shower is getting old... and getting a mistress has its problems... way too much potential drama. I do not want a divorce or leave my wife. I just wish she understood and would allow me to explore sex with other people. I am not looking for romance, just an outlet for the desires and needs our sex has... as long as we live....
That probably won't happen, so I "became" curious. Straight curious so far. .LOL labels are so... twisted these days. Call yourself what you want fluid confused... wafting in the wind... still comes down to the basics: straight, gay/lesbian or Bi. Too many variations. Yes, there is the sexual preference side, the who you think you are sexuality... and the romance side.
Just enjoy your choice! Be yourself and don't worry about what someone else thinks. Times have changed. I grew up with my grandparents' morals so gay was bad. It was always easier for women to have "girlfriends" ... even easier now. Men had "pals" but lately it has become MUCH more acceptable for guys to be gay/bi whatever.
This is where I am now. I caught myself looking at the men's cocks as much as the women's pussys when watching porn. Then I found I enjoyed watching gay sex and especially Shemale and Trans sex. So, I figure I must be Curious. I have decided I do not want to look back in a few years and regret NOT having taken advantage of an opportunity to explore sex with another male. I was Not sure if it is the excitement of the forbidden/taboo idea of sex with another guy or just wanting to experience cock. There, I have said it.... COCK. I am curious... I want to experience all that I can... not just the usual cock sucking or ass fucking but all the more subtle things like a sensual candlelight soapy shower... touching, stroking, fingering.... wearing sexy panties under regular clothes... feeling the softness and excitement of something kinky.
A fantasy of mine has been to be cuckolded by my wife. The typical feminization by the wife so I am forced to experience a cock as she watches or having to watch her tight little cunt stretched wide by a huge cock... watching as his cock pulled and stretched her cunt lips and she moaned and thrashed her sloppy cunt ... impaled on the huge cock I wish I had.
The fantasy goes as follows: She met him at work. Jake was a younger jock who always flaunted his "endowment" at work. She knew he had a big cock from gossip at work, so he was the perfect guy to cuckold me with. He was also a man's man so he had several male friends that he boasted of frequently satisfying. He checked all the boxes for Connie. Big cock, could fuck forever, supposedly came like a fire hose, and loved to abuse men with his cock.
We were prepared for him. Candles, wine, some very kinky porn on the 75-inch TV. Connie met him at the door wearing only a black and red silk kimono I got her in Tokyo. Her nipples made two proud points in the front of the silky material and slide back and forth as her firm breasts bounced as she walked. Her rounded ass checks just peaked out the bottom of the kimono. Her ass would make any man... or woman drool.
I have to admit, he did look hot. Tight silk shirt, light blue open halfway down his hairless muscled chest. Tight denim jeans. You could tell he had a big cock... it bulged out prominently. He definitely had a "package". I actually wondered how he managed to walk without his balls betting crushed with every step.