The following is a work of fiction. All characters are at least eighteen years old.
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I am happily married thirty eight year old man. I have a steady job that I love, a nice house in Southern California, and a beautiful wife. My problem is that lately I have become curious. I have always been a very sexual person open to all new experiences. I have a very full and exciting sex life with my wife, but lately I have begun to wonder.
I have begun to wonder what it would be like to be with a man. Lately while watching porn, I would spend more time focused on the male talent. I felt myself getting more turned on if he was attractive and had a big dick. I have begun to wonder what it would be like to put a dick in my mouth. I wonder what it would be like to take a cum shot.
It is a strange predicament because I don't like men at all. I don't like kissing them or looking at their naked bodies, but I have begun to love cocks. I want to look at cocks. I want to touch cocks, and I especially want to taste cocks..
I had kept these desires at bay until recently when I decided to act on them. I had to be very careful not to ruin my marriage, but I just had to explore these desires.
I turned to where so many people turn when they need answers, the internet. The first event that got this snowball going happened because of boredom. I was home alone and horny. I was trolling through various chat sites when I found one that let people chat webcam to webcam, and even just broadcast themselves for all to see. I had to try it.
I set up the webcam so that it would film me from about the bottom of my chest to my balls. I am in great shape, and I don't mind saying because I work so god damn hard at it. My motivation is testing my luck at triathlons. I get an especially big thrill when I beat guys much younger than I am. I don't have a six pack, but I have a flat stomach. Still sitting on the couch, slouching a bit to get in the view of the webcam, made it look like I had a bit of a stomach. I guess the camera does add 10 pounds. I made a conscious effort to sit as straight as possible to show off my flat stomach.
With everything set up I entered the site and first checked out the ten or so people broadcasting themselves. One was a woman in her forties that was not very attractive, but the rest were men. Most were older, fatter, horn balls, but a couple had attractive cocks. My cock had gone limp setting up the webcam, so I opened another window in my browser and started watching some porn. Straight porn with guys with gorgeous, big dicks was my favorites. When my cock began to respond, I decided it was showtime.
I pulled off my boxer briefs so that I was completely naked, and I turned on the web cam. It was an exhilarating feeling watching myself jerkoff on the computer while knowing that anyone could be watching me. At first I just kept watching the porn, but then people started messaging me.
"Nice cock!"
"God that thing is thick!"
"I love the shaved look."
"Fuck, you are huge!"
I clicked on my webcam image and saw that some twenty or so people were watching me. It was mostly gay guys, but there were some bi curious guys, and a couple of women. Once I realized I was being watched I started to give them a show. Cupping my smooth balls, circling my bulbous head, and squeezing out copious amounts of precum. It was such a rush to be watched.
Finally after chatting with a bunch of the people, I had to cum. My new audience roared with approval as I made the announcement. I enlarged the window on my computer so I could better watch my first televised cum shot. Countless loads I had shot watching the internet, now it was my turn to return the favor.
I aimed my cock as straight up as I could as I watched my head swell and then hurl large white gobs of cum into the air. As the last bursts were launched into the air the first few landed back on my hand and cock creating a goopy mess that looked great on camera. I bid everyone farewell as I had to clean up the big mess.
The next day my inbox was filled with emails from people who saw my show and wanted to chat or more. I even had emails from people who had not seen my show, but had just heard about it. I sent some of the less weird ones messages and just as I was about to log off I received another email. This one really got my attention it read:
Dear Sir,
I was lucky enough to watch your erotic show yesterday, and I can't get the image of you stroking your magnificent cock out of my head. I must admit that I was stroking along with you, and I shot my load as I watched your cock pump jet after jet of beautiful cum.
I step out of my normal behaviour to write to you, so I will try to explain myself with a short description. I am a twenty year old college student studying to be a massage therapist. I guess I would consider myself bisexual, although I have never actually done anything with a man, but I do get aroused watching guys with amazing cocks like yours. Maybe I am just bi curious, I am not sure. Anyway, after jerking off with you, I read your bio and saw that you were married but loved cocks.
If you are up for it, I would love to correspond and see if we hit it off. Maybe we could explore some fantasies together?
Just a thought.
Sincerly,
Adam Jamison
He attached a picture of himself standing naked in front of a mirror. He was a blonde kid and looked to be in great shape. He was thin and build like a cross country runner. He had dark blue eyes and a total baby face. He looked like he was still in highschool. My eyes darted down to his cock and noticed that even semi erect, it looked pretty large on his thin frame. I couldn't tell from the picture if he shaved down there or he just had sparse blonde hair, but either way I was intrigued.
After the wave of initial interest waned, reality set in. What was I actually going to do with this kid? Was I actually going to meet someone from the internet for sex? Was I going to screw around behind my wifes back just because I was feeling horny lately?
I didn't have answers to these questions, but I decided that at least I would write back and see if he was cool. No harm in that I thought. I noticed that just thinking about the situation had given me a semi erection.
Dear Adam,
Thanks for email. I am glad you enjoyed yourself while watching me jerk off. The mere thought has begun to get me aroused once again. I am a little hesitant in pursuing anything with you since I am a married man, but I see no harm in us talking and seeing if we actually get along. Who knows, if we hit it off, maybe we can fool around a bit. We shall see.
I have to be straightforward with you. I am not interested or kissing, fucking, or anything like that, but if we hit it off I am curious to jerk off with you in person, touch each other, and suck eachother off.