Editor's Note: this story contains incest content.
NOTE 1:
A special thank you to Estragon and Goamz86 for editing this lengthy multi-chaptered journey.
Curiosity: Fucked the Straight Guy
I can't explain for the life of me when I suddenly became curious. I mean I am 44 and have never found any man remotely attractive. Oh sure, I can tell when a man is good looking, the same way I am sure my wife knows when a woman is attractive...that doesn't make her a dyke. That said, whenever I had quality alone time, which was often because I traveled for work, I often imagined sucking a cock or taking a cock up the ass. I had no interest in fucking another guy, yet the thought of getting fucked became an obsessive an unhealthy obsession.
In all truth, the obsession happened completely by accident. I was reading stories online on Literotica, like I often do, when I began reading a new author I really enjoyed. She wrote in a variety of genres that really turned my crank like lesbian, group, incest, and loving wives. After flying through her entire portfolio in a few stroke-filled days, all that was left were her gay stories. I can say in all truth, I had never read a gay story, oh sure some stories had gay sub-plots and so forth, but I had never consciously chose to read a gay story. Yet, curiosity got the best of me (a very ironic pun I agree), and I clicked on one of her stories. I read them all in one night and somehow shot a full load while reading them.
The next night, I did what I often do when I like a story; I went to the end and clicked on some of the similar themed stories. Every story was about some straight guy, who had never even considered a guy sexually, ending up on his knees sucking cock and inevitably taking a cock up his virgin butt. In almost all cases the straight guy was shy and submissive while the other was a dominant who ridiculed and verbally abused him...in many ways it felt like my marriage...minus actually having sex. I read a variety of similar stories:
-A straight guy who picks up a hitchhiker and before he knows it is having his faced used like a pussy.
-a straight guy who walks into a bathroom at a bar and accidentally walks in on a scrawny white kid sucking a black man's large cock...a few days later the straight white guy is begging to suck the black man's impressive rod.
-a straight guy is at a gym and goes into a sauna where an older man suggests the straight guy is a closet faggot...the straight guy denies it adamantly, yet soon he is a submissive little plaything for this older man.
I couldn't help it, but after reading these stories what started as an intriguing fascination of 'oh my God who would do that' became a compulsive obsession with becoming a cocksucking faggot.
I searched for glory holes in towns I was traveling to, I read personal websites and asked a lot of questions under a newly created username bottomcurioushusband which I think was a very true descriptor.
I asked questions like:
I am 44 and suddenly curious about sucking a cock, yet I am married and straight. Has anyone else had similar desires? Maybe I am having a mid-life crisis.
How would a man who has never had anything in their ass actually go about preparing it for a hypothetical first time bottom experience?
I received many answers, some great advice and a couple of offers to meet some of the responders, which only increased my taboo desire to try it.
I went to an adult store while on a trip and bought anal lube as advised, and the smallest anal toy I could find. I rushed back to the hotel, excited to try it, flipped open my computer, pulled up one of my favourite gay submission stories, undressed and got ready. In advance, I lubed the small two-inch toy and placed probably way too much lube on my puckered anal entrance. As I read the story, my cock became rock hard quickly and I slowly pushed the toy inside me. There was resistance at first, but it quickly weakened and I felt a rush of adrenalin at having something, albeit really small, in my ass. It didn't hurt; on the contrary, I wanted more. I tried pushing the toy deeper, but it was all in and my mood shifted from excited to frustrated. I leaned onto my back and wiggled the toy in my ass as my free hand began stroking my erection. I continued reading the story as both hands moved quickly and in less than two minutes I was shooting cum straight up in the air.
After cleaning the toy, I decided I would return to the store tomorrow and get a bigger toy. Over the next couple of days, I bought and tried progressively bigger toys, getting accustomed to things in my butt. Each time I got off from pleasuring my ass, I craved more...I craved the real thing.
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About a month later, after having experimented with a wide variety of toys in my ass, including walking around all day with a butt plug in my ass; fate made my curiosity a reality. I was in a rather posh hotel when it happened. I should note I am decent looking and in great shape for my age; I had just finished working out when fate intervened. I was in the gym shower washing away my sweat when a younger guy, probably no more than twenty, joined me. Since my fascination with sucking a cock began, I have often taken quick glimpses of every man I could. No one had seemed to notice...until now.
I looked and saw a decent sized cock, semi-erect, attached to the pretty boy. He dripped rich kid prep. I didn't glance any longer than a couple of seconds, but he seemed to notice.
"Hey old man, do you like what you see?" he asked, with a slight smile.
"Excuse me?" I responded, attempting to be oblivious to his implication.
He chuckled. "I am pretty sure you were checking out my package."
I stammered, my face flushed, "N-n-no, I wasn't."
"Too bad," he shrugged, grabbing his cock and stroking it slowly.
No matter how much I tried to look away, I couldn't take my eyes of the growing cock. He continued this until all eight inches, two more than my cock, were fully erect.
"For a guy who isn't a faggot, you sure are drooling over my meat," he assessed accurately.
I stammered, hypnotized by his stiff rod, "I-I-I have never done anything like this before."
"Hmmmm...a straight faggot. I love it." He chuckled again.
I continued to stare at his erection, my own cock now erect too, as I winced at being called a faggot.
"And for a straight man, your cock is telling a different story."
Suddenly, I realized I was in my own erotica story. I stood frozen, wanting to drop to my knees but unable and petrified of someone walking in. My resistance as weak as the French were in both World Wars, I questioned, "What if someone comes in?"
"We were the only two working out this morning and if they do all they will see is a straight man, oh a straight married man, sucking his first cock."
My red face went redder as he noticed my wedding ring. I said nothing, but continued staring at his erect cock.
He finally gave me an ultimatum. "Cocksucker, I don't have all day. Either get on your knees and suck my cock like it is obvious you want to or stop drooling and I will go wake up my girlfriend for a morning quickie."
I hesitated only briefly before falling to my knees in front of this confident young man. I looked up and saw his smug smile that only made the embarrassment that much greater...yet, I desperately wanted to feel his cock in my mouth.
I took it in my hand and slowly moved up and down tentatively until this nameless stranger said, "I can stroke my cock myself old man, get sucking like the faggot you are."
Accepting that his words were true, and that detached fantasy had become a living reality, I opened my mouth and leaned forward.
As soon as my mouth was wrapped around his cock, he moaned, "That's it cocksucker, make your dream come true."
I was tentative at first, but did to his cock what I liked having done to mine. I swirled my mouth around his cock head, creating extra saliva to attempt to bathe his cock...like my wife used to do before we were married. After creating this lake of lust, and hearing his moans increase, I got more confident and began bobbing back and forth.
"That's it faggot, take all my cock," the hung stranger moaned.
Suddenly determined to get all eight inches in my mouth, I continued bobbing back and forth, each time taking a little more in my mouth.
"That's seven, cocksucker, only one more inch."
Although I wasn't sure I could take more in my mouth without gagging, I pushed myself further.