I sob silently, on the edge of Forrester's Bridge, as I stand over the rapidly rushing river. My life has become so bad that this was the only alternative I could see. I was so weighed down that my heart squeezed painfully in my chest every few minutes.
The jagged rocks gleam a sickly greenish color in the light of the full moon. I realize that when I jump I would most likely be impaled on the rocks and that my pale, bloated corpse would be carried downstream until somebody dragged it out.
While I think these things my panic and depression receded and that was a really bad thing. Because when I look down again my body is paralyzed with terror. A fine trembling has started throughout my body and my blood rushes almost painfully through my veins. I will my body to move; to back away from the edge, but to no avail. I am frozen completely and I didn't know how to banish my fear.
Distantly, I hear pounding feet behind me. I couldn't turn and look but I heard when the feet stopped right behind me.
"Hey, buddy. What are you doing up there? Are you okay?" By the voice I can tell that it's a he but I got nothing else. His shoes squeak as he steps in behind me. His hand falls on my shoulder so suddenly that I flinch and try to move away from him. But since the only way left to go was down I decided to stay still.
"Shhh, it's okay. I'm sorry. My name is Robert" He comes into view and I hold my breath as I take him in. He looks about 25 and it shows. His hair is shoulder length and deep red. His eyes are a startling blue and are framed by long eyelashes. His build is slender and lithe, like a swimmer's. His skin is pale with a hint of freckles on the bridge of his nose. His eyes are full of concern and he extends a hand toward me, wanting to pull me back.
All of the blood in my body seems to travel southward and I harden painfully. He is gorgeous and I enjoy the thought of twisting and pulling his long hair between my fingers as I receive a blowjob. My world spins as the rush of blood south left me dizzy. I flail my arms, feeling around for purchase and grab onto.
My fingers brush against Robert's shirt and I grip it tightly as I fall backwards. We tumble and roll together along the grass. I tighten my arms around him and we roll to an abrupt stop against an oak tree. As we roll on the ground together my cock brushes against his ass and he gasps aloud. My back against the tree, Robert ends up in my lap and leaning against my chest.
Holding his waist I stand up slowly while taking him with me. I wrap my arms around his waist and lean back against the trunk. He stretches and tries to face me but I hold his back against my front. I am afraid and I need something to steady myself with. Something that I could control completely and by the sounds Robert wouldn't be averse if I take advantage of him for awhile. I have to sure though.