My usual searches for porn on the Internet are for men cumming on women, preferably on their face, mouth, and tits. Over the years I've developed some sort of fetish for this, possibly because I hardly ever get a blowjob from my wife and I yearn for a blowjob so much and think it is just wonderful that some women are willing and thoroughly enjoy pleasing their men orally. When I see the women smiling and having a good time, it makes me wonder if it really is that great. Is it really tasty as some people suggest on the forums I browse? Sometimes when I get really worked up looking at videos on the web, or by just reading discussion forums, it makes me wonder what it would be like to give the blowjob myself and be on the receiving end of a facial? The hornier I get, the more I fantasize about being the girl in the videos.
Several months ago I came across an alternative BDSM lifestyle site focused on getting members together to correspond and/or meet. At the time I was very disappointed in my sex life with my wife, and I had a curiosity about meeting someone new for just sex. One thing that was particularly exciting was the concept of being a submissive. I had never done this before, but I know I've always fantasized about being used or forced a little.
The site I found was really easy to use and it was free, so I decided to join. All I had to do was fill out some profile information and place a picture if I wanted. I decided to take a picture of me naked while lying on the bed, stroking my cock, and pretending to be ready for a blowjob in a 69 position. To do this, I just held the camera above my head and took the picture down my body. It caught my open mouth and body, but left my face off for privacy. I also indicated that I was interested in men, women, and transsexuals. I also listed my location as a place out of town that I traveled frequently for work.
In my profile I wrote that I was a submissive and had a fantasy of being lightly restrained and that I would like to be forced to suck my first cock. I also said I liked nipple play, to give and receive oral, tickling, massage, and other relatively tame stuff. Now I really didn't intend to go through with this, but it was really fun creating the profile and fantasizing about it. I wasn't even sure I could handle being restrained since I'm a little claustrophobic.
To my surprise I started getting some interest! I think all but a couple of the people that reviewed my profile were men and several winked at me or indicated I was "hot". I also received several emails through the site where the men would suggest we meet, or that they could satisfy my desires. I couldn't believe it. I wasn't really attracted to men, but I did find a few of the men had attractive bodies with strong hairless chests an nice nipples. Having a nipple fetish, it doesn't seem to matter who they are on if they are attractive nipples and a little on the large side. Again, I had no intension of following up with any of these people, but I had a few good jack-off sessions just fantasizing about it.
As time went on and I jacked-off to my fantasy many times, I found myself thinking about it a lot and wanting to know what it might be like to suck a cock as I had expressed in my profile. My sex life still wasn't good and I was tired of just jacking off all the time. One night when I was really horny I decided to respond to one of the emails. In the email the gentleman said he and his partner are "doms" and like to educate new people into the lifestyle and wondered if I was interested in experimenting. I looked at their pictures on the site and they seemed about my age, mid 30's, and very fit with strong upper bodies, but not total body builders. They seemed like regular guys, except I guess they must be gay if they were responding to me.
This seemed exactly like what I was looking for ..... or what I mean is, what I was looking for while I was horny. I sent my reply knowing that I could just ignore any responses later. All the same, I was trembling a bit as I wrote back that I would like to hear more about it.
They responded the next day and I ignored the message as I thought I would. That is, until I got extremely horny again a couple days later and was surfing the site. They told me they had been into BDSM for several years and that they had lots of toys and tools. They preferred to be in total control and expected that I trust them. I had to submit to their wishes. They also said that if I was a true submissive, I would enjoy it immensely.
Being extremely horny, I decided to respond and asked how these things get started. I was thinking they would ask me for more pictures or something. As I continued to jack off during my session, I got a response! They gave me their personal email and asked that I contact them that way in the future. Trembling again, while jerking off, I sent a message to them asking what the next steps were. I couldn't believe I had done that! I was so horny, so I wasn't thinking straight. Besides, I knew I could ignore them at any time. They didn't have any personal information of mine.
About ten minutes later I got a reply! They said they would like to meet me and have a session next week. They also said that they had frequent checkups and than all people that come there, including them, are documented and free from STDs. Realizing that I was still safe with my information, I replied and asked them when and where. A reply came right back and said Thursday evening at 8:00. It also gave an address for what they said was a single family home not that far away. I didn't know what to do. I was still fantasizing as I jerked off, so I wrote back that I would be there. I finished off very soon after, and then I couldn't believe that I had gone that far! I just don't think straight when I'm totally worked up!
As the next week approached I was clearly decided that I wouldn't go through with it. It was just a fantasy and I could easily ignore them or write and tell them I was no longer interested. When I got to my hotel on Monday I started surfing porn again to pass the time and eventually got horny. At some point I came back to the alternative site and started looking at a few recent members who winked at me. As usual this got me into my fantasy thinking and I began to jack off. I went back to my emails with the guys and this got me even hotter. After I came, I decided I wouldn't jack off anymore that week. I had to get my mind off of it.
On Tuesday and Wednesday I kept myself busy with work and didn't surf porn at all. I was proud of myself since I usually jack off each night. Although I didn't surf porn, I still couldn't help thinking about Thursday night. I hadn't canceled yet and was thinking that maybe I would just not show up. I could just disappear. The email address was used just for porn, so it was no bother if they wrote back something nasty.
On Thursday I got to the hotel early and tried to busy myself with work again, but about 6:30 I finished what I needed to get done and let myself just take a quick peek at some of my favorite porn sites. Since it had been a few days, it didn't take long for me to get a little horny. About 7:15 I decided to take a quick peek at the alternative site. That wasn't a good decision because I started fantasizing about being restrained and forced to please a man. I then looked at my email. The guys had emailed me again and said they were really looking forward to meeting me and that they had a surprise for me.
I was deliriously horny at this point and started questioning myself if I had the guts to try something new. I was out of town and nobody would ever know. Could I get this out of my system? Should I? The address was only about five minutes away and it was already 7:40. I was shaking. Could I do this? Maybe I could just go meet them and then apologize and leave. Maybe that would satisfy my curiosity a little just by meeting them.
Before I knew it I was in the parking lot and starting my car. I knew where I was going and headed straight to the house in a residential area near my hotel. I parked on the street and then walked up to the door. When I knocked, one of the guys I recognized from the photos opened the door and welcomed me in. He seemed really nice and we made some small talk. The other guy then came in and said hello and we the three of us went to the living room to get better acquainted.
As we talked I kept looking for the right opportunity to say that I was backing out and that I was sorry for leading them on, but I found it difficult. They were really easy going and made me feel very comfortable. After about 15 minutes, they surprised me by saying they would like to get started. They had their special room downstairs and they would like to blindfold me before we headed down. Before I could say anything, one of the guys named Jeremy pulled a blindfold out of his pocket and began placing it around my head.
The other guy, named Rob, came and sat down next to me and reached for my hands and brought them behind my back. He then placed me in some sort of restraint and my heart began to race! Rob said that for now on I was to only speak when spoken to and that I was to obey every command. Any insubordination would result in severe punishment. I started to say what I was trying to say since I got there and was immediately told to "Shut it!" At the same time, Rob pulled up on my bindings and caused immediate brief pain in my shoulders.
"Did you bring your blood test results like we asked? Rob said. "It's in my front pocket," I replied. Rob then reached in and grabbed the copy of my blood test results from my last physical.
"Good," he said, and placed the paper back in my pocket.
Rob and Jeremy then got me up and started walking me out of the room. When we got to a door we paused, and then they slowly walked me down the steps into the basement. It seemed a little warm down there. The floors seemed to be made of some sort of stiff mat or something. It wasn't carpet, and it wasn't wood, tile, or concrete.
Nothing was said as we went down. After walking several steps into the room, I was told to stop. Rob then said that my shirt needed to be removed. He started unbuttoning it and while he was doing it his fingers seemed to find my nipples. He lightly rubbed them for a second, and then pinched them until it hurt. I said, Ow!", and he then pinched harder and said to keep quiet.
After Rob finished unbuttoning my shirt, he stepped behind me and untied my hands. He then pulled off the shirt and then placed my hands in separate restraints above my head. Jeremy then began removing my shoes and socks. After he was done, Rob then began unzipping my pants and pulled them and my underwear down at the same time and removed them. After my pants were clear, Jeremy restrained each of my ankles and I was left standing with my arms tied overhead and my feet about 36 inches apart.
"Nice body, Steve." I was glad they thought I looked good. Jeremy then said, "OK Steve, If you make a sound out of pleasure or pain, that is OK. But! Don't make any comments or ask any questions unless asked to speak! When answering to us, you say 'yes master' or 'no master'. Do you understand?"
