Last night's boy was a good catch with a serious potential. I first saw him standing apprehensively in my doorway. Wearing blue jeans, a sweater and tennis shoes, he was just your typical next door teenage boy. His hair was curly and reddish, and he had a narrow face with slightly protruded ears, giving him the ethereal aspect of an elf. He definitely didn't look more than the 18 years old he claimed to be.
Although at 53 myself, I was almost three times his age. But he had been the one who had reached out to me online. Safely protected behind his screen, he had taunted me with obscene language, and had insisted so much that I finally accepted to give him an audition. I doubted he was ripe enough for to play against me though, even doubted he would show up at all. But I had misjudged him. There he was, on time, at 9.00 PM. It seemed he was indeed out to try the challenge. So I let him in.
He was staring at me with googly questioning eyes, like a rodent petrified in front of the headlights of a car. With his juvenile face and frightened glance, I assumed he was probably a virgin, although I could not be sure. Probably he had done some naughty play with his buddies in the locker rooms. But frank sex with a mature male, definitely not. I could tell he was intimidated by my sturdy body and conservative attire, and yet irresistibly attracted by the stark difference. By entering my den, he had already stepped out of time and space, away from the rules of the outside world.
The boy followed me inside the living room, bathing in the dim light of chinese style lamps and the sound of classical music. He looked around the old fashioned furniture and the bookshelves, not knowing what to do, maybe thinking it was still time to escape. But I wouldn't let him be distracted, asked him if he was ready and he nodded, although I could see the flush on his face and the gulp in his throat. It was useless to indulge in some comforting introductory talk. I didn't want to know his name, and he didn't need to know mine. I went straight to the point, and told him to take his clothes off.
While watching the boy strip, I sipped a glass of cognac. After taking out his shoes, he bashfully removed his sweater and the white t-shirt he was wearing underneath, unzipped and pulled down his jeans, his clothing items falling down on the floor one after the other. His skin was white and milky, and although he still looked somewhat frail and slender, I could tell he had good genes, and that his muscles would sculpt harmoniously given proper training. It was a matter of seconds before he was on his knees on the carpet, with nothing left than blue briefs which moulded his private parts. He looked surprised when I told him to keep his white socks on, not knowing it was one of my fetishes.
Still fully clad in my business suit with my tie on, I was standing in front of the boy at a distance, and his almost naked body looked totally vulnerable in contrast. And that was what I needed it to be. I told him to put his hands on the top of his head, like a prisoner, revealing to me the silky hair in his armpits. Little could he suspect that to me, a boy's armpit is like a preview of his crack and pubes. I felt a punch in my stomach and bells ringing in my head, and the bulge started to swell inside my pants. I could see the boy's eyes were concentrated on my crotch, torn between lust and anxiety, anticipating the carnal ceremony about to take place.
As I moved closer to him, I could well see the fear in the boy's eyes as soon as he looked back up at me. He was nervous and trembling, as a lamb brought to the altar of sacrifice. I could see his wide and sultry eyes were on the verge of tears, and I won't lie : it made my mouth water. The sight of his tender flesh brought up a lupine ferocity in me, something close to the primal instinct of a beast catching his prey. He shuddered as I lay my big palms on his smooth skin. I could feel his heart was pounding hard, and his breath was fast and heavy. I ran my hands over his back and chest, taking my time to explore his precious offered body, the warm and wet cavities which I knew my penis would eventually visit.
But beyond the apprehension, I could sense the boy longed for for the approval of a father figure. I knew I wasn't his father, even though the idea I was old enough to be made me both proud and hard. He would have yearned for me to stroke his hair or pat his shoulder, but I would not smile or give affection for the moment, only showing firm and determinate authority. I kept the stern look appropriate for serious matters. For this couldn't be more serious indeed, as I was entitled with a strong responsibility.
My role was to be the boy's mentor in sex between males, as it had been in the phallic rituals performed in the Antiquity or many tribes of the world when they were still close to nature. And nature commands that the senior partner dominates and penetrates, while the junior must yield in full confidence and acceptance of his position. By worshipping his senior's penis, the junior is put in direct communication with phallic energy, spring of all life. However repetitive, this sacred ceremony is the path to mystical ecstasy. The puritanical modern faiths could never erase the potency of ancient cults.
The firm touch of my broad palms on his juvenile body made the boy realize that I was the master, and there was no debate. He still had his hands on his head in the prisoner position, as I had prescribed to show acknowledgement of his submission. All he had to do was to surrender to lust, to the dark forces of nature that pulsated in his hormones. There was no danger, just pleasure, a pleasure so intense that it can indeed confine to pain. I felt the tension inside his body giving up confidently, and he began to let go into my hands.
Every boy is sensitive on the nipples, although to various degrees. I pressed his little nubs to test how they would react, which caused him to utter a light squeal. Feeling I was on the right path, I made him drool in my cupped hands, ointed his nipples in his own spit, then twisted and teased them between my thumbs and forefingers. They hardened instantly, and he could not restrain moaning, looking up at me with desperate eyes. I could see the shape of his boy dick hardening in his blue briefs.