Do you have any idea how hard it is being so obsessed with something and trying to function normally throughout your day? I was so obsessed with finding an alpha male that would make me his little beta male bitch. A real man that would give me his cock to worship, to fuck me long, and hard enough to make me cum! I'd be anything he wanted me to be, give him anything to get what I so desperately wanted, and let's be honest as a beta it was all I truly deserved!
Well, there he was in my bed, and spooned up against me. This alpha male with is much larger, warm, hairy body against my smaller pale and smooth self. I felt so vulnerable, weak, and yet safe from everything else outside of his arms as we laid there naked together. I could feel his flaccid cock on my back that even limp was so much larger than mine. In fact, compared to his you couldn't call what I had a cock. No, it was nothing more than useless nub of that used to be the focus of my sexual pleasures. Now my ass was where I found all my sexual pleasure and it was my primary sex organ. It just needed to be indoctrinated into a receptacle for a real cock as it's missing component to make me complete.
I woke up early before Dennis, it was my plan to shower, wake him up and make breakfast for us both. When I say wake him up, what I really mean was get him "up" and hard! I tried to be very quiet while I showered and cleaned my boy pussy really good. I was so horny and trying desperately not to finger myself into an orgasm as I washed every crevice. I even shaved a bit more to be super smooth and soft for my man. I dried off, grabbed the KY and slid back into bed setting the bottle on the nightstand so it would be close to my reach.
He was half awake and rolled over to open his sleepy sexy ass eyes. He smiled and pulled me in close for a kiss. I reached down, tugged at his dick some and tickled his balls. His once flaccid man stick grew with each pull. He smiled again and said, "Well good morning" to which I replied, "Good morning... wood?" and softly laughed. I told him I would take care of that lumber as I pulled the sheet back and got on top of him. I straddled him so his shaft was running up the crack of my ass behind my back. My little freshly clean shaved smooth nub laying limp and lifeless on his hairy belly. With my hand behind me I stroked his meat while I leaned forward to kiss him. His cock was hard as a rock, and he let out some soft moans. It was time... the moment was now or never I thought. I had to have him inside me!
