Hey All, thought I'd start a new series based around my early 20's... Thought i'd get it all written out before I hit my 30's. ;) Most of the chronicles I'll be releasing are based on real life experience as I explored my sexual urges with other men. Again, feedback on writing is enjoyed! I love some constructive criticism.
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Craigslist Chronicles - Beginnings
I wouldn't necessarily call myself gay. I do enjoy sleeping around with chicks. But, lately, I can't really call myself straight either. I've been dealing with the urge to sleep with another guy. For the past few months, I've been exploring and getting off in the m4m section of craigslist. I love reading the posts, seeing dom tops with their big cocks knowing what they want. I kept putting myself in the shoes of the people that would reply to them, knowing that all these people are in my backyard. So close.
I couldn't help but think about what it would be like sucking another guy off... or taking a cock up my ass for that matter. I begin browsing through these ads more and more often. Using my work breaks to see what new posts popped up and who's close to me.
At 20 years old, I'm a pretty average guy. Some would say I have the most stable job out of all my friends. I make pretty decent money, bought a house a few months ago. I've got two roommates, but they pretty much keep to themselves. I haven't had a long-term girlfriend in a few years, but I've hooked up with quite a few chicks. Lately, it's been a little rough. I recently moved from a regular day shift to a swing shift, working from four in the evening to midnight Wednesday to Sunday. It's a pretty sweet shift. It's way more laid back and a lot of fun. But, as you can imagine, its put a hamper on my hang out time with friends.
It's been a few months since my last hook up, and not sure why, but today primarily I've found myself incredibly horny. Work was rather slow, so my mind was occupied with everything but work. As I sat in the break room drinking some coffee, I continued to fuel my craigslist addiction. However, this time I focused on looking for someone I could meet up with.
I came across one ad that was posted earlier this morning....
-- Netflix with me? -- 20 M
Hey, looking for a chill guy to relax with and watch a movie or something. Must be discrete. Mainly top here if it gets that far. Athletic mixed with scruffy here. 170, 7.5"c, and all clean/ddf. Looking for a regular thing. Please be around my age!
As my break was nearing its end, I quickly started typing up a reply. I made my way to the bathroom to snap a quick pic I could send along with the message. I unbuttoned my shirt a bit and snapped a selfie in the mirror looking pretty dapper.
As I said, I'm a pretty average looking guy. At about 5 foot eight, I weigh in at about 160 pounds. With my short, messy styled brown hair, blue eyes, and 5 o'clock shadow, I looked pretty good. I hit up the gym pretty regularly, but still, have slight padding on my abdomen. In the downstairs apartment, I'm pretty average.
I quickly sent the message and a wave of
I can't believe I just did that
traveled through me. As I continue my work, I couldn't help bet check my phone every few minutes, anxiously waiting for a reply. Finally, a few hours later, I got a response.
Hey man, name's Alex. I don't get off work until about midnight tonight, but I'm feeling pretty horny. Would you want to meet up at my place? We'd have to be pretty discreet, I still live with my parents. We can pretend you're a friend from work. What all are you into?
I quickly opened up the attachment he sent along with the message. Damn was he hot. He looked pretty athletic in the swim shorts and tank top he was wearing. I couldn't help but notice the prominent bulge beneath his shorts.
Quickly hitting the reply button, excitement built up through me. It has to be fate I thought, crazy that he gets off work the same time I do. Not only that, but he was located in the same neighborhood as me. In my message I told him thanks for the reply and that I'd love to meet up tonight. As to what I'm into, I'm not sure. I'm incredibly interested doing something with another guy while taking it slow.
God did this excite me. I couldn't believe I was going to go through with it. The last few hours of work was rough, but thankfully we continued to chat, making the time pass by a bit quicker. I learned that he'd been with a few guys in the past and was looking for someone to be discreet friends with.
As my shift was nearing its end, I asked him where he wanted to meet up. He sent me the address of a McDonalds near his home. He wanted to meet me there and then follow him to his place. Leaving work, my heart raced. I still couldn't believe I was going through with what I've been fantasizing about for the last few months.
Pulling into the parking lot of the well lit McDonalds, there he was, leaning against the hood of his car eating a snickers bar. Damn was he sexy, wearing a pair of dark slim jeans and a white button-up shirt.
"Hey man!" I said as I exited my car nervous as hell. "Names Evan."
"Hey Evan" he replied, "My name's Alex. It's good to meet ya in person."
After a few minutes of small talk, he told me to follow him down to his place. While following him, I couldn't help but imagine how he looked under his tight European clothing. The questions of, I wonder how big his cock was, or I wonder how good he was in bed, shot through my mind.