I was so nervous. What the hell was I doing? No, I have to do this. I'm going to finally go through with it. It's been months since she's let me touch her. This is her fault. She drove me to do desperate things. I had to look elsewhere for affection.
As I drove in the night, I told myself that I wasn't going to flake out. Not again. I flaked on a couple guys before, but not this time. I needed affection. I needed sex, even if it is from another man. I couldn't believe I couldn't find a woman for a one night stand. I've been reduced to this. Flirting and emailing other men online to get off.
I'd finally reached the address I was given. I texted my younger brother the address also. I lied to him and said I was buying something from a guy off of Craigslist, at least the Craigslist part was true. I parked the car in front of the house. The house looked empty. I looked at my watch, I had a couple hours before I had to go back home.
I texted the stranger I was to meet. He instructed me to walk up the driveway and head to the jacuzzi in the back. While doing so, I admired the big house and its surrounding. It was very well maintained. As I closed the wooden gate behind me, I saw him shrouded in the dark. He had a beer bottle in each hand as he walked towards me.
He was a few years older than me and reminded me of my grade school principal. He has kind eyes and an inviting smile. My fun time for the evening handed me the beer and asked, "Johnny?" I replied, "Yep, Bill?" He nodded and invited me over to the gazebo that housed the hot tub. Bill wore a bathrobe and shrugged it off to expose his whole body to me. He was of average build but had a little tummy, probably from the beers he'd consume all of these years.
I felt overdressed and started to take my clothes off also. My heart beat in my chest and thumped in my ears. As I was taking off my boxers, Bill started the jets in the hot tub and stepped in. I was finally as naked as he was and followed. His eyes drank me in while I sat under the foaming bubbles. He skooted over to sit by me and we started to talk about what we did for a living.
He owned a construction company and preferred the company of a younger man. I asked if he was married or ever had been and he explained that his wife had passed away years back. We switched topics to sports and then settled on why I was searching for cock on Craigslist. I explained about my loneliness with my wife and he understood.
Soon we started to talk about sex, like what he liked and what I would be open to try. Bill said he'd only do what I was comfortable with so I was in the driver seat. I was so damn horny, I wanted to already bounce up and down in his lap. I felt his hand on my thigh and I followed suit. His hands felt my leg up and down. I was a bit impatient and went right for his manhood.
Bill's cock wasn't fully erect so I sought after getting it to do so. I gently stroked him under the water as he started to feel mine. We were both getting pretty worked up. I felt my face turn red with lust. Bill got up and sat on the edge of the jacuzzi. I did too and we watched each other jack the other off. His cock was short but thick. I think mine is pretty average but a tad bit thicker than most, but not like his.